by Joke's On You » Sat Oct 19, 2024 2:48 pm
Username: Joke's On You
Name: Esmé
Gender: DFAB
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Prompt:
I've been scared of thunderstorms for as long as I can remember.
Everyone in my family has tried to help in several different ways to reassure me, but even so, it remains a fear that I have.
Though my moment of nostalgia revolves around thunderstorms funny enough. A happy memory that I wish I could go back and relive every day and one that I reflect on often when it storms.
I was fortunate enough to grow up with my grandparents on my father's side of the family and was actually very close to my grandpa. Everyone in the family called me a "grandpa's girl" because there was a tad bit of favortism that stemmed from me being the youngest grandchild of the family- I will admit and I'm sure my entire family would admit it haha.
The important piece of information here is that me and my grandpa were close- and when I think of this nostalgic moment, it stems to him like a lot of things do.
Anyway, my grandpa was one of the many that tried to help me with my fear of thunderstorms. Whenever I was at their house as a child, whenever it stormed my grandpa would grab a blanket and let me climb in his lap while watching TV so I would have a feeling of comfort as the storm passed through.
When the storm was particularly worse than usual and focusing on the TV wouldn't help as much, my grandpa would always say "the angels are bowling up in the clouds". Whenever there was lightning, my grandpa said that meant the ball hit the pins, and then the thunder that followed was the noise the pins made as they fell down. If the lightning was extra bright and the thunder was extra loud, he would always go "ooh, they got a strike!" and would commentate the bowling game here and there as the storm passed by.
Even though my beliefs aren't necessarily the same now it is still something I reflect on to this day. Whenever I encounter a storm, I always think of my grandpa telling me that the angels in the clouds are having one heck of a bowling game. It's still a cute memory to reflect on for me even if my beliefs don't necessarily align anymore. This is one of my most cherished nostalgic memories too, and it's ironic that it comes to me during a period where I am filled with anxiety.
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Joke's On You on Sun Oct 20, 2024 3:03 am, edited 1 time in total.
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