𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐧 ♥︎ Archive • Last Explore Post | Last Response Received • [ 580 words ]
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- Blueberrynose snaps out of her daydreaming fugue. She turns to the she-cat her heart is forlornly hung up on. "Oh, um, I'm so sorry; I've just realized how hungry I am," she admits sheepishly. "Do you mind if I grab a bite to eat before we head out again? I promise I won't be long." Blueberrynose widens her yellow eyes in a mock pleading expression, sitting back on her haunches to press her front paws together.
Violetnight rolls her eyes at her, much to her heartbreak. A small smile breaks across her maw. "Okay, just don't take forever."
Blueberrynose settles over one of the quails that she caught. She takes a bite and chews on it thoughtfully. But soon enough, the taste turns to sand in her mouth. Her appetite is lost. She found those two quail together—feathered soulmates, always and forever. And she took their lives anyway. Whether it was for the sake of her clan or for her own use.
Should she have offered one of the quail to Violetnight? She scolds herself for not being more polite. When did she ever get so selfish? Blueberrynose sighs and forces herself to finish the quail in a few quick bites.
As she rises to her paws and follows after the patrol, she spots Violetnight conversing with Hydrangeawave and Fogspark. She watches them for a few moments before her brain and her heart connect—a sudden spark. Anxiety ripples through her. She comes to a fatal realization. She's absolutely terrified of losing Violetnight. Not just as a possible lover—if she would ever reciprocate. But as a best friend, the silver torbie has been there for as many moons and as many situations as Blueberrynose can recall.
Most of all, she's too afraid to speak the truth about her feelings. In fear of driving her friend away, she swallows those feelings and stuffs them down to the deepest depths of the ocean. Her heart wrenches at the thought, pounding hard in her chest. For a moment, she freezes on the shore. Her paws refuse to go further.
She's lost in her thoughts again. Then the sand scatters. Blueberrynose blinks, taking in the vision of paws, mere paces away from her. She must just be daydreaming again.
"Hey, are you okay? You seem to be stuck in your head," Violetnight notices. Blueberrynose blinks in slight surprise, looking up at the she-cat. She came back for her. Again? What a selfish friend she is! The self-doubt mixes with the anxiety already rolling through her—a deadly concoction of emotion.
Violetnight gently nudges her side with her nose, snapping her out of those thoughts. "I asked you a question, silly. Where did you go, Blueberrynose? I miss you here on the shore."
Blueberrynose exhales heavily, shaking her head as if tossing away cobwebs from her brain and pushing past the spiders. She plasters a bright smile on her face. "Yeah, sorry... I don't know what's going on with me today. I must be completely useless, huh? Good thing you're such an amazing warrior."
"Okay, weirdo," Violetnight snorts. Affection is laced in her tone. "No one likes a show-off or a suck-up, urchin-brain. C'mon, the others are waiting for us!" She turns away again. Her long tail brushes under her chin playfully.
The blue tortie has no choice but to follow her friend, trotting to catch up to her. The two race to meet with the patrol.
Is it really terrible if they remain just friends?
━ cats on patrol
Abnormality | any pronouns | HP 100% | HUP 20% | Sick: No
Blueberrynose | she/her | HP 80% | HUP 20% | Sick: No
Violetnight | she/her | HP 100% | HUP 20% | Sick: No
Hydrangeawave | they/them | HP 100% | HUP 40% | Sick: No
Fogspark | they/them | HP 100% | HUP 40% | Sick: No
━ level 5
experience: 265/650
predators/prey & yes to death
active quests: none
monthly tasks: August #1 completed!!
━ notes
Blueberrynose's HUP is now 20% as of this post
━ items in inventory used
1 quail for Blueberrynose
━ prey inventory
eagle | 5 FP | x1
minnow | 1 FP | x3
mouse | 1 FP | x2
quail | 3 FP | x5
rabbit | 4 FP | x4
salmon | 2 FP | x4
scraps | 1 FP | x2
shrew | 2 FP | x2
squirrel | 3 FP | x2
trout | 2 FP | x3
━ herb inventory
alder bark | x2
bindweed | x1
blackberry leaves | x1
borage | x2
burnet | x1
cobweb | x2
coltsfoot | x1
deadly nightshade | x1
deathberries | x1
elder leaves | x2
feverfew | x1
holly berries | x1
lovage | x2
mint | x1
rush | x1
sorrel | x1
stinging nettle | x1
tansy | x2
water hemlock | x1
wild garlic | x1
willow bark | x1
yarrow | x1