username: SilhouetteStation
kalon name: Nani
gender: female (mtf)
what's their favorite thing about spring?:
I believe that every season is here
for each other, siblings in nature
individual in their personalities, changes,
but changing to help each other
I believe that everyone has a season which
speaks to them more than others
that a small part of themselves may
connect with and feel something familiar
My season is spring, a time in which
things change, bloom and grow
I feel myself in this time, and it gives me
hope in that I will change too
That one day a spring will come
when buds unfurl tentative petals,
warm winds kiss my cheek, my body,
and it will finally be a body I own
That this body will reflect me like
I see myself in spring rain puddles
pooling on soft grass, asphalt roads
cool against my restless bare feet
It took many years to find a truth
that I could speak, and knew was my own
then words fell from my tongue as easy
as cherry blossoms from the trees
Still hesitant, cautious in a way
like creatures emerging from burrows
taking slow steps out into a new world
reborn from its cold, winter sleep
Once words are out they cannot
be taken back, only built upon or
apologized for, but these words of mine
I will not ever want back to be hidden
I want the sweet winds to carry my truth
on the gentle spring breeze, roaming
hillsides, forests; let the bees hear, let all
who want to hear me, do so
I measure time by seasons; summers heat,
autumn flurries of red and gold,
winter snow, falling soft on warm tongues
to melt away, and reveal new life
With each spring that comes, I
know that a part of me has changed;
it is a slow process, but worth it
more than anything I have ever done
I feel a kinship with this season, as though
we share a kind of bond; a kind
of friendship, in knowing that
we are transforming in our own ways
It makes me feel like I am not
alone on this journey, this adventure
this life altering change I am undergoing
to make myself look like me
Feel like me, become me
a me that I may love and cherish
as the snow melts away and sun begins
to shine, in the spring, so shall I
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