•Let me lead you through the darkness here. Let me guide you to your fate•
On The Outside...
Name: Ace of Spades
(Spade)
Sex:Fae
Appearence:Spade has fluffy, silky fur of shades ranging from black to white and just about everything in between. She's very thin under that silky fur and is very agile, able to fit herself easily into tight spaces that are big enough for her. On her shoulder is the mark of Yin and Yang, standing out very bodly. She cherishes this more than anything else about her, believing that she is a balanced being.
Jewel Color:Yellow.
Eye Color:Light blue.
Wing Color:Black
Age:Twenty-Six (26)
On The Inside...
Birthdate: February 8, 1985
Chinese Zodiac:Water Ox
Astrological SignAquarius
Personality:Trustworthy;
Should Spade get close enough to someone, she's very trustworthy and loyal. She will always stand by your side and never judge or speak bad about. But only if she lets you get close.
Introverted;
Spade doesn't much like to branch out from being with herself. She's very reserved and quiet, taking things her own way, not really making any friends in the process.
Observant;
Spade seems to be very observant, due to how quiet she is. She likes to watch things unfold and get the whole of information. She's easily able to detect liars, and how someone is feeling just based off how they speak and their body language.
Independent;
Being alone most of her life, Spade has become very independent, easily taking care of her own needs without the help of another. She's able to solve problems with gracious ease and work out most everything herself.
Discreet;
When speaking, Spade is very careful in what she says, to avoid causing mostly herself trouble, but she uses this in a way to get what she's after or gain an advantage.
Pompous;
She carries herself very highly when around many others, keeping her head high and her ego built up. She has a very grand wall of self-esteem, which makes her confident, yet cocky.
Androgynous:
Sometimes it's hard to tell if Spade is a male or female based on how she acts. She's not very boyish, nor girlish either; she's pretty much a mix of both, in personality as well. She can be harsh and aggressive, but sensitive and gentle as well.
Dogmatic;
Whether she's right or wrong, Spade feels the need to give her opinion and make it clear, even argue it. She's very firm on her beliefs and finds it hard to make little changes to things in her life, especially her attitude.
Sexuality:Asexual, but prefers females
Describe Yourself:Spade wrote:Well... I feel that I'm very confident. I don't much like other people and big crowds. God, do I hate big crowds of people. Not that it's...scary, or anything. I just don't like them. Anyway. I think that I can be very arrogant sometimes -she laughs- and have a gigantic ego, but that's alright. I won't ever use it as a weakness.
Likes:Darkness
Watching people
Night
Swimming
Fish
Dislikes:Her gem color
Big crowds
Snow
Sunlight
Theme Song:Purified- Of Mice & MenDigging Deeper...
FavoritesFavorite Color:Dark purple
Favorite Element:Wind
Favorite Season:Spade wrote:My favorite season would have to be autumn. It's very peaceful and the trees are very colorful and all the animals are getting ready to pack up for the winter. And I really like the leaves crunching under my paws and the fruit that's ripe during this time.
Favorite Food:Oranges.
Favorite Music Genre:Post-Hardcore
Favorite Topic to Argue:Religion
Favorite Time of DayLate sunset; twilight.
Favorite Sweet:Strawberry cheesecake.
Favorite FlowerPurple ranunculus
http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lg96x1aO ... o1_500.jpgStrengths:Strong
Brave
Convincing liar
Powerful
Daring
Weaknesses:Hides true feelings
Egotistic
Compulsive liar
Hard to get along with
Daring also
Overly opinionated
Fears:Failure
Generosity
Pity
Fire
Crowds in great numbers
Bad Habits:Calls everyone "child" or "sport"
Keeps head low
Shuffles
Darkest Secret:Spade wrote:Are you positively MAD? Why would I tell YOU my deepest secret? Please.
Possible Crush:Possibly
JMD # 32Spade wrote:Shut up shut up shut UP! I do not! >////<
In The Past...Spade wrote:
There had always been something...off about me. I didn't really get along with others the way my parents and siblings had; I wasn't outgoing, I wasn't talkative. I was just...me. Spade. Sometimes being "just me" isn't good enough for people, so I have to try and be something I'm not. Which is hard. I don't like pretending, honestly. I like being who I am and speaking my mind. -she sighs- That doesn't get you very far, though. It drags you back. Everyone has to pretend to get ahead. Sort of ironic, don't you think? That we all have to do things that would normally set us back to go forward. -She looks elsewhere, silent a few moments- I wasn't always like I am now. I was sweeter, kind of, gentler. I could comfort without feeling uncomfortable. But that was a long time ago. If you'd care to stay a while I can tell you. Bring the popcorn.
Mother:Spade's mother was a kind soul of warm and tender heart. She was very understanding and outgoing and never pushed. Good with herbs, she was always able to make a boo-boo feel better, whoever got it and how.
Father:Her father wasn't the most open-minded, but he could tell and take a good joke. He was very loud and a bit on the obnoxious side, and always there when someone needed to be serious. He was someone you could trust.
Age of Separation:10 Years.
History:Spade was taken from her parents at the age of 10, where they were both taken and harvested for their jewels. She was left on her own, alone and scared. She had to fend for herself, and she barely knew how. She'd spent the first year alone, living on crowfood and berries, barely surviving the winter. It was hard. But the harshness made her toughen up, it made her stronger. She was soon able to lose compassion for those around her and only care for herself and her survival. That was all that mattered. As she grew, she lost vital interaction milestones and never made any friends, which made her socially awkward and uncomfortable around others Now an adult, Spade often thinks of her parents and wonders what they'd think of her now, all Igrown up and experienced in almost every way. She hopes they'd be proud of her, but she'd never know.