username + ID: CO1LD, 699164
name: Regalia
lyrics: Hurricane - Thirty Seconds to Mars{!}Tell me would you kill... to save a life?
{!}Tell me would you kill... to prove you're right?
{~}Crash, crash, burn let it all burn
{~}This hurricane's chasing us all underground
{+}No matter how many deaths that I die, I will never forget
{+}No matter how many lives I live, I will never regret
{_}There's a fire inside this heart and a riot about to explode into flames
{_}Where is your God? Where is your God?
Where is your God?xxxxxxx{%}"Do you really want me dead?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx{%}Or alive to torture for my sins?"
{!} ᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/401. -
𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚞𝚙𝚘𝚗 𝚓𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚎𝚜. It is an honor and considered the ultimate purpose to serve your people, your world, your way of
life. Thousands of souls beating into one never made anyone feel so alive. There is strength in that pride. The pride overshadowing the sweet ignorant bliss- praised tenfold.
{~} ᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/414. -
𝙾𝚞𝚛 𝚍𝚞𝚝𝚢.. 𝚢𝚎𝚜... 𝙸𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚜. Those freaks laid the world into chaos. They destroyed cities and we returned with rain. It is never enough but we do it. Over and over. The cost, the many who fall under the crossfire, is always considered and quickly understood as there is a price for the sake of all. Yet even with the glorious salvation at our fingertips and effort conquering the invaders there is still fear amongst the masses.. I wonder why they fear the
aliens so much when
we are the ones who are destroying them.
{+} ᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/589. -
𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗? I remember the first time I reawoke. I was scared then happy as it felt like a reward for being the best soldier. Then it happened again. It felt like an even greater second chance. Then it happened again.. Again.. Again.. Questions, ones that felt wrong began to surface.. What did they do to me?
xxxx᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/595. -
𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝙸 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚞𝚙 𝚠𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐. The day ins and outs became routine. Norm. It becomes too late to return to how things were once you do something. You regret the things you didn't do more than the things you did.. But its all numb when you have a purpose.
{_} ᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/636. -
𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚜.They stressed the program that was bringing me back. Too much so where I had to go into evaluation for the flaw. The only way to fix me was to get answers for those questions.
xxxx᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/645. -
𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚏 𝙸'𝚖 𝚏𝚒𝚡𝚎𝚍.
I've been relieved of the confusion and now deal with the unchanging future. I feel.. betrayed. But was I ever if I still believe in the false hope?
{%} ᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/᥊ׁׅ᥊ׁׅ/672. -
𝙾𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝙸 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚢𝚌𝚕𝚎, 𝚒𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚒𝚎𝚛. It felt like progress- progress that I wasn't in charge of knowing. My only responsibility was the orders given. The conflict however.. was the question of, when would I be given satisfaction for my deeds? When would this end? ...Was there ever a plan to end this? ..Can I end something when its all I know? ...If given the chance, would I?