Username: kennymcnenny
Cat Name: Birchwhisper
Gender: Tom
Rank: Elder
Clan: GlacialclanAge: 7 years/84 moons
Prompt:"... bit of an odd one isn't he..?"
"Why does he keep coming back here?"
"He should leave already-"
"Can't he see he's unwelcome here?"
"The kits are scared.."
"He's so unsettling, just look at his eyes."
"I don't think he's okay."
"He looks s-..."
"... blank.."
"empty.."
Moosestar couldn't help but stare as the new tom walked past them, the cat didn't react to the fact that he was next to his leader. Birchwhisper just.. walked. Unseeing. Uncaring. Unfocused. The old cat suddenly jerked his head around to stare right into Moosestar's eyes, making the younger cat shiver and look away, their fur rising along their spine. Those eyes were empty of emotions, and that scared Moosestar more than anything else could. They were seriously starting to regret letting Beachwhisper into the clan. But he was old, and obviously needed a home! Moosestar couldn't have just refused the weak, leaf-thin elder in their meadow.
----Mousepaw stared right along with their leader and parent, but for different reasons. She was worried about the elder, she needed to be able to sit him down and try to see what was wrong. If any cat actually cared enough to take a look at Birchwhisper, they would see that he was sick. The medicine cat apprentice had seen Birchwhisper leaving the camp, one uncertain paw step in front of the other. She had rushed after him, calling out his name once they were close to the meadow, they could talk in peace. But the old tom just.. kept walking. She had to step in front of him to stop him.
"Birchwhisper! Are you okay?" She asked in a rush, squeaking as the tom barely noticed her in time to stop from crashing into her, taking a few hurried steps back.
"Birchwhisper..? That's an awfully pretty name," The elder spoke softly, wistfully. Like he wasn't really in that moment. Mousepaw was confused, ears pinned to her head.
"That.. That's your name, is it not? That's the name you gave us. Are you sure you're alright?" Mousepaw asked again, gently touching her nose to Birchwhisper's cheek.
"Oh.. yes, that's right.. that's me... Sorry, dear. Must be a bad day," Birchwhisper spoke once more in that odd lilting tone of his before brushing past her, heading for a sun-lit rock on the edge of the meadow.
A bad day? What could he mean by that? Mousepaw stared after the elderly tom, but decided to leave him alone. He finally seemed peaceful as he rested on that rock of his.
----Scorchnose sneered as he saw Birchwhisper walk across the cave's clearing, the elderly tom faltered before he ducked into the elder's den, seeming unsure for a moment.
Riverdapple ushered their kits back over to him, they were so energetic but tired out so fast at this point, and he was happy to let them curl up against his belly.
"Stop throwing a fit, darling," Riverdapple murmured, gently nosing a kit closer to him so they could eat, "you'll give the kits bad manners. And Birchwhisper is part of the clan just like us, you know."
"I was not throwing a fit! I just think that he shouldn't be here, he scares not only our kits but the cats around him too! Moosestar was foolish to let him in," Scorchnose hissed, which earned him a loving, but firm cuff to his ear from his mate. Riverdapple stepped into their nest, curling up behind her mate and licking his cheek to soothe his temper.
"Hush. He's troubled. Any cat can see that. You should especially see that since you're a medicine cat. And you shouldn't question Moosestar like that," Riverdapple mewed, keeping it soft as she noticed the kits starting to doze, "Mousepaw will figure it out, I just know it. Birchwhisper will be welcomed into the clan with open paws." Scorchnose just huffed, rolling his eyes as he settled down for the night, curled between the three most important things in his world.
----Mousepaw had followed Birchwhisper out to the meadow again, he went there every day. She stayed crouched in the flowers, watching, waiting. She wanted to know what he would do.
He.. talked. That was all. Talked to a cat that wasn't there, Mousepaw was never able to catch a name from the tom, just idle conversation... conversation that made no sense to her. Cats she had never heard of, a camp that wasn't similar to theirs in the slightest. Another clan.. another lifetime. She eventually padded up to the rock, leaping up to sit next to Birchwhisper, who didn't seem surprised to see her.
"Finally stopped hiding, eh?" Birchwhisper's whiskers twitched in amusement as Mousepaw looked at him in surprise. "Just because I'm old doesn't mean I've lost my senses. Yet." He shuffled his paws a bit, leaning into the beam of sunlight filtering upon them. "You've got me on a good day. Thoughts aren't nearly as fuzzy as usual. So ask."
Mousepaw could only stare for a moment, until Birchwhisper cocked his head in her direction, waiting for her to speak. "O-oh, yes, uh-um. What's wrong with you," She flinched at how harsh that had come out, not quite what she wanted to say, but it got her question across. But the elder only laughed in response, turning those blue eyes upon the apprentice, truly seeing her for the first time.
"I'm unsure myself, dear. As I've gotten on in moons, things grow fuzzier. Don't remember the old times anymore. Some days it's easier to remember. Some days.. I don't even remember how to get out of the camp. Today... Today is a very good day. I can remember my old clan. You would have liked them. I can remember my lover too. He was beautiful, you know.." And just like that, Mousepaw was told everything that Birchwhisper could remember about when he was young and full of life, when his paws were sure and his eyes were clearer.
The strange, unsettling tom wasn't what the rest of the clan thought. He was a kind soul, he truly was just sick, sick in a way that not even Starclan could help. But he was still happy, Mousepaw could see that now. And whenever she needed to, she would be there to help Birchwhisper remember the old times. There was a light behind those blank eyes, it just took some patience to see it.