- username: bee
kalon # 1681
name: phryne // "lacking color", greek origin
what is something you're proud of yourself for accomplishing in 2019?:
i'm proud of myself for finding happiness. for the last few years of my life i was living in a state of disassociating, i was disconnected from myself and in denial of being depressed. i wasn't physically healthy, i was around unhealthy people, and i didn't care for myself at all. in 2019 i found someone who brought out the best in me and made me realize i'm worth something. slowly my life shifted from not caring about tomorrow to being excited for what the future held. i can honestly say i'm the happiest i've been in a long, long time. i'm glad to be sober and well and happy, i have an amazing SO that has my best interest in mind, and i have a goal for my life.
username: bee
kalon # 1682
name: pavo // "the peacock", constellation
what is something you want to do in 2020?:
my resolution is to start treating myself better - not the usual "go to the gym" one, but i have pretty bad self image issues and i ignore my health problems because i'm a dingus. i need to remember to take iron supplements (im anemic as hell), eat healthier, drink more water. i think a healthy body is the key to a healthy mind, and that's my goal. along with this is to get a grip on my anger issues, i snap a lot and i want to learn to be kinder, there's no need for negativity in life. oh! and work towards eating less meat and dairy. i want to be pescetarian with every fibre of my being but we'll see.
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kalon # 1683
name: pineki // "peanut", hawaiian
what is something you're proud of a friend for doing in 2019, or want to happen to them in 2020?:
my best friend graduated early!!! so so proud of him. he hated high school so he put his foot down and graduated a year early. i wish i did the same thing honestly. he's getting his bachelors degree a year early, too, and will have it next winter. i'm really proud of him for his achieved goals. he's tech savvy and is sure to make a lot of money in the next coming years. i'd like to see him grow by working on his anger issues (same as me), he can pop off at any given moment over little things. one of his goals is to learn to make sushi, which goes along well with my goal of being pescetarian. our goals go hand in hand and i think that's great.