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[ what matters most is how well you walk through the fire ]Deep into the night with the moonlight as my guide
I go wander through the pines and make my way to nature's shrines
and I look up to the sky and I know you're still alive,
but I wonder where you are I call your name into the dark.
I wake up in the morning and I don't know where I've been.
All alone on a mountainside, and huddled in the wind.
And it feels like I've been away for an era but nothing has changed at all.
And it feels like I was with you, but what did we do and where have you gone?
On the night you disappeared, I wish I had seen it clear.
But a strange light in the sky was shining right into my eyes.
There was no one else in sight, just the endless frozen pines.
but I wonder all they know 'cause they don't die and they don't grow.
I am ready to follow you even though I don't know where.
I will wait in the night until you decide to take me there.
Cause I know I don't wanna stay here forever, it's time to be moving on.
I don't wanna be the only one livin' when all of my friends are gone.
username//
river song
name//
slatestar
previous names//
slatekit--slatepaw--slatefang
gender//
male
age//
36 moons
rank//
leader
7 lives left
detailed description//
A heavyset tom with a rich amber eye said to match the colour of fire, Slatestar is a very large cat. Slatestar's fur, although not thick, is very plentiful. His large size is nearly doubled by his pelt of fur, which is often slightly matted from a lack of care.His ears are tipped with black tufts, and the whorls and strips of his coat form a dark contrast with his paler grey fur. He is sturdily built, with broad shoulders and large paws. Strong muzzled and sharp clawed, Slatestar is a naturally built fighter, and he bears the marks of at least one lost battle.
personality//
Torn by loss, and desperate to not let anyone get hurt, Slatestar is a stubborn cat. Although independent, he is not impulsive, and will always carefully consider what consequences his actions may have. Slatestar could be called a coward, although he is not afraid to defend his friends, but perhaps it's most important that he's focused and intelligent. He is a strong willed and determined cat, there are many times when friends count on this and his honesty in times of need. You may not notice this when first meeting Slatestar, but the fact that he is impatient and not the best at listening to others weakens him as a leader. Multiple enemies have been made by his inability to take other's advice.
The mountainside forest was quiet as the pair of cats approached, bells on their collars tinkling a quiet song. The bigger of the pair turned his nose to the air, whiskers twitching as he sniffed. A strange scent lingered on the air, something wilder than either of the two kittypets.
“Melody,” The tom spoke in a gruff whisper, “Something smells...” He wasn’t sure of the next word, and after a quiet pause finally settled on “ different.” In response, Melody gave a quiet laugh.
“Hush now, it’s just the smell of the forest.” The tomcat, Dexter, flicked an ear. He wasn’t sure of his mates quiet reassurance.
“Dex, I promise you it’s fine.” As if to prove her point, the large she-cat bounded forwards a few paces. Dexter watched as the grey cat stopped, turning back to face her mate.
“See, there’s nothing-“ Her words were cut off with a screech, as a white furred cat leapt from the shadows. His entire being radiated wild, from his large claws to the twisted scar running down from the base of his neck to his shoulder. Melody gave a shriek that was one part battle cry and two parts terrified kitty pet. Dexter gave a growl from somewhere deep within the back of his throat, and pressed his weight onto his hind legs. In a fluid motion he lunged at the white tom. His attack was more power than precision, however Dexter still managed to bowl their attacker over. Melody scrambled to her paws, anger burning in her eyes as she turned to the stranger, who squirmed under her mates claws.
“Why did you attack me?” She snapped, words dripping with venom. The white tom cocked his head, the anger that had been clearly painted on his face fading to confusion.
“You’re in our territory?” His voice raised at the end of his meow, turning the statement into a question. Now it was Dexter’s turn to be confused.
“Your territory?”
“My clans. How would you not know that?”
Dexter turned to look at Melody, not stepping off of the pinned cat, and the bell on his collar caught the light.
The stranger gave a soft “oh,” and then a light laugh.
“I’ve been bested by a kittypet, that will make a story to tell.” To Dexter’s surprise, the white tom wiggled our from under his claws, shook himself off, and then looked back at the pair of Maine Coons.
“I am Paletooth, deputy of Timberclan. I would like to introduce you to the rest of the clan. Follow me, if you will?” Melody gave a shrug, trotting over to Dexter’s side.
“I don’t see why we shouldn’t.”
Slowly the trio made their way to the clan camp.
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26 moons later
Briarleap stalked along the edge of Timberclans border, her dark pelt serving as a disguise in the mottled forest floor. Her bright green eyes flicked over the bracken, scanning for any enemies nearby. Her heartbeat quickened as something in the underbrush moved. She flexed her claws, preparing for a fight. She took a step forwards, and a raven burst from the bushes, cawing an angry message as it raised itself into the sky. The feline gave a hiss as the bird flew off.
“Stupid featherbag. You nearly blew my cover.”
Little did the she-cat know, but a metre away crouched a small Timberclan patrol. Lead by the former kittypet Dexter, now known as Wolfstripe, the patrol also consisted of Paletooth, and a quiet she-cat called Mudwhisker. The three had been sent to check the border, as prey was becoming increasingly scarce - and their leader had reason to suspect the neighboring clan. Wolfstripe gave a flick of his tail, and without warning Mudwhisker pounced. The intruder shrieked as the bulky tabby grabbed her with her claws, snarl painted onto her face. Wolfstripe leapt out from the brush, lunging at the scrabbling felines. He sunk his teeth into the enemy’s ear, drawing a pained hiss from her. As Mudwhisker rolled out of the way, Wolfstripe felt teeth sink into his leg. He let go of the intruder, giving a pained growl. The dark she-cat squirmed away, turning tail and dashing away from the border. Paletooth gave chase, however the intruder’s long legs carried her away before he could reach her. Wolfstripe gave a sigh, limping back to the camp on a bleeding leg.
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9 moons later
Wolfstripe gently nosed his way past the two kittens rolling in the dirt, and gently padded into the nursery. There, his mate, once known as Melody gave a quiet meow.
“Aspenflower, how are you?” He smiled, as she rubbed her head under his chin.
“I take it the kits are well?” He turned his gaze to Aspenflower’s swollen belly, as another Queen looked up at him.
“They’ll be here any day.” She said, gazing at the loving pair.
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5 days later
The queen, it turned out, had been right. Four bright eyed kittens had been born, and each named after the colour of their fur. Silverkit was the palest, her stripes faint. Fawnkit’s fur was a pale tan, in contrast to his brother Greykit. The last of the kittens was Slatekit, a large kitten with dark fur. When the kits were born, Palestar did his best to show joy for his two friends. However, he also knew that these two were former kittypet’s, and may not understand the implications that the death of Timberclan’s former leader, Mousestar, implied. Worse than that, he knew his lives were getting low, and his time with the clan may be shorter than expected. As he pushed into the nursery, happiness swelled in his chest, worries slipping away as he watched the happy family. Not wanting to interfere, he simply wandered over and gave Aspenflower a soft lick, before gazing down at the kits. One gave a quiet mew before nuzzling back to her mother’s belly. Palestar gave a quiet laugh as another kit squirmed away from him, back to his mother.
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4 moons later
Greykit stalked forwards, unaware of the danger directly behind him. He nosed the ground, fur fluttering in the wing. A leaf caught in the breeze fluttered past, and Greykit pounced. As he did, the thing hunting him pounced as well.
“Gotcha!” A triumphant Slatekit held his brother down, as grey gave a loud,
“No fair! I was distracted! Silver, tell him it wasn’t fair!”
Silverkit gave a soft laugh.
“Good warriors don’t get distracted. You of all cats should know that.” Greykit harrumphed, although did not argue with his sister.
“I’m not going to be a warrior!” Fawnkit said, an edge of pride in his voice.
“What are you gonna be then, a queen?” Slatekit laughed, as his brother gave a frustrated mew.
“No, I’m going to become the medicine cat! I’ll make sure no one gets hurt.” Fawnkit chirped.
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5 moons later
Brindlefrost bolted into the clan camp, her coat slick with sweat, and a dark patch of red quickly forming on her pelt. She gave a loud shout, panic clear in her voice. The cats that were lazed around the camp looked up.
“There are Fernclan cats coming! They ambushed our hunting patrol, and are headed here!” She stumbled, before Fawnpaw steadied her, carefully leading her to the medicine den. Palestar lashed his tail, leaping down from the rock he had been resting on.
“Mudwhisker, I need you and Greypaw to come with the main force! Wolfstripe, drive the cats away from the camp!” He continued listing orders, as the clan leapt into action.
Slatepaw felt a thrill of excitement surge through him. Here he was, nine moons old, and already he would be part of a battle. He only wished that it was him instead of Greypaw with the main force. Everyone knew his brother, although strong, was soft at heart. A small glare formed on his face as he stared out at the forest his brother had dived into.
Tension was heavy in the air as the cats prepared for a fight. Mudwhisker and an assortment of others, including her apprentice Greypaw formed ranks in the forest, as Wolfstripe and Aspenflower rushed towards Fernclan to attempt to lead the cat's away. The remaining felines paved around the camp, ready to defend the kits and elders. At first the forest was quiet, but the soft noise of the forest was split by a single, piercing wail, which grew into a cacophony of screeches and yowls. Slatepaw could feel his own heartbeat rattling against his ribs, and slowly sank to the ground as if he was hunting something. There were noises in the forest ahead, and Brindlefrost, sitting outside the medicine cat den, gave a flick of her tail, a warning signal. She had seen something. A cat burst through the bushes, her ears tucked back and panic bright in her eyes.
“Mudwhisker?” Slatepaw cocked his head, throughly confused. This wasn’t how the battle was supposed to go, and he knew it. Mudwhisker stumbled, before shouting out to the clan.
“We need reinforcements. There’s too many of them!”
The warriors at the camp sprung into action, charging into the woods, and Slatepaw followed. Again excitement bubbles up inside of him, although this time dulled by fear. As the group of Timberclan’s cats neared the sight of the battle, Slatepaw balked. The air reeked of blood, and sharp wails rose through the air like ethereal demons. He was scared, although he would hate to admit it. With his heart in his throat, Slatepaw jumped into the fight. His claws lashed out, catching a black cat on the side of the face before he tucked into a roll, biting out at a paw that swatted too near him. His teeth sunk into a cat, who yowled and jerked away. In the midst of the fray, Slatepaw made the mistake of looking left. There, Greypaw was grappling with a large she-cat, her jaws snapping dangerously near his neck.
Slatepaw leaped at the russet cat, growling from somewhere deep in his throat. His claws raked down her side, and she stumbled back from his brother. Greypaw gave a glance to Slatepaw, a relieved glint in his eyes.
“I thought I was going to die there!” Greypaw gasped, giving a quiet laugh.
“I’d never let you do that.” Slatepaw laughed back. A cat dodged past him, and to his horror, lunged at his brother. Greypaw was bowled over, his legs flailing as the large tom slammed him down to the ground. There was a sickening crunch as the tom stepped down, and Greypaw’s eyes flashed with panic. Slatepaw lunged at his brothers attacker who was already darting away from the wounded apprentice. Greypaw gave a frightened mew, and Slatepaw stopped his chase, instead turning to his brother.
“It’s gonna be okay. We’re gonna get you to Fernpaw, and he’s going to fix you up real good, alright?” He murmured, panic swelling in his chest.
Greypaw gave a lopsided smile.
“I think this is it. I don’t think I’m gonna-“ His words were cut off by violent coughs that shook his body. Slatepaw pinned his ears.
“Grey, y-you can’t. We still- You haven’t even became a warrior. You haven’t beaten me in a fight yet? Remember that, you always promised you would beat me in a fight?”
Greypaw didn’t respond.
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3 moons later
On the night of his warrior ceremony, Slatepaw thought about his brother. He should have been there, and Slatepaw knew it was his fault. Greypaw would eternally only be Greypaw, never growing past an apprentice. Slatepaw became Slatefang, for his strong hunting prowess, and Silverpaw, Silverheart. Lastly Fawnpaw became Fawnberry, medicinecat of Timberclan.
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8 moons later
On the night Fawnberry died, Slatefang was on patrol. He sniffed at the border of the clan, and caught the scent of mud and cedar. Fernclan. He gave a growl, bolting back to the camp to report the intruders. When he got there, the camp was already buzzing in a commotion. Something about the medicine cat. Fawnberry. Slatefang pushed his way into his den. To his horror, his brother was limp on the ground, a pool of red at his throat. He could feel his paws sway underneath him. Silverheart nudged up against him.
“I’m sorry.” She mewed.
“Maybe I’m not built to live in a clan!” Slatefang snapped, turning to Silverheart. “You know our parents were kittypets, and now both Greypaw and Fawnberry are dead! Have you ever considered that it’s because we aren’t made for this?” He lowered his ears, grief painted onto his face. “They didn’t have to die, Silver.” Slatefang took a stuttering breath. “They didn’t have to die.” Silverheart gave a sigh, as her brother slumped to the ground.
That morning, when Silverheart awoke, her brother was gone, snuck out in the night. She gave a deep sigh, knowing she had lost the last of her brothers, although this time not to death.
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5 moons later
When Slatefang woke up, he knew he had to return to his clan. He had dreamed of fire, bright and burning and dangerous. He ran as quickly as he could, but when he smelt smoke his heart sunk. Slatefang had reached his camp, but all he could see was burnt remains of a once powerful clan. Where once stood the steadfast pines, great, beautiful trees, were just smoldering embers. There were no cats to be found. His heart hammering against his ribs, the dark grey maine coon vowed to rebuild a clan, on the embers of his past home.