
Know this and take note to remember that I care little about your opinion and hold close to my heart, my own. I have given up everything expecting nothing in return, laid down the guilt of my past and the shame of my future. I've set down the very core of my soul to a greater being that you will never know. She was beautiful, she was powerful she was all one could ever ask for as a leader. A protector of all and a goddess to most but now she is nothing more but a rumour, a folklore that barely goes above a whisper of children who stare into the thick morning fog. She was once everything and now she is nothing, I'll never forget her though. I am loyal with an obscured mind, neither open-minded nor narrow. I have the option to see more then there is just as I could be selfish and chose not to see at all.
My strength reflects her own, she held her head so high she had such a sense of dignity to her. The very meaning of strength itself would not be enough to describe her and her careless actions. Her heart was so open and her spirit so full of energy that her words wouldn't be able to keep up with her mind. Each twisted tongue and stumble of words drew your attention closer to what she had to say. Even if she never knew it she had the hearts and eyes of the world on her and never used or abused it. She was oblivious to the attention she had and simply smiled and stood as tall as ever.
Despite her beauty and her kindness, I could see the truth, she lied about it all. Her strength was fleeting and her body couldn't keep up with the passing of time. She did not show others this but I knew that behind the morning song that called the fog to rise, the lullaby that laid down the droplets of dew on the plants. That she was hurting inside, her power fleeting, this great being was starting to fall apart but held on as long as she could.
She was more than the heart of the forest she was the forest itself, every tree and blade of grass was made in her beauty. This creature large enough to push down the strongest tree with one clawed foot, gracefully weaved in and out of the smallest shrubbery to avoid breaking so much as a twig.
But when the forest started to disappear so did parts of her very soul. There was only one way to save it, to save her beloved forest she gave upon a blessing to a frequent visitor to the forest. Turning their pelt into the very forest itself, it was more than an interesting marking for a pelt. It was a mirrored universe safely hidden within the body of the Kalon. It held the forest so far from harm that it would peacefully live.
By doing this through the protector of the forest knew it'd be a great weight for the host to withstand. They'd constantly feel this heavy weight on their back as if carrying the world itself...and in a way, she will be. This young visitor, Bala was to be the host of the forest and to bear this weight but she wouldn't do so alone. The creature of the forest, that of folklore and legend was a powerful being and wouldn't dare make one small creature carry that weight alone. But things were desperate and it was needed, she merged her soul with the little kalons and became one with her. The result changing the one once dark blue eyes to white as snow, as empty as a white winter field.
Now she is I and I are us.
Souls intangled and two minds sharing the same body both sharing the image of the peaceful forest on the soft fur.
Whenever wing breezes by it moves not only the fur but shakes the trees and brings back such peaceful memories.
We are ying and yang, we are damaged and whole.
We are Ba and La
A cry of a little lamb lost in the woods and the soft la of a lullaby sung by a mother figure.
Balara was a lost little kalon that sought out the comfort of the woods to gather herself after each breakdown.
While Lalora was spiritual being that kept safe her forest home and all that live in it.
Seeing a small creature visiting her forest with such a sad energy Lalora sought her out.
Giving her life meaning and protection by coming together to be one.
Those ill thoughts at the back of the young kalons mind are now drowned out but a comforting lullaby, the soft whisper of a mothers voice.
The two walk with a sense of balance and keep a calm complection. Little bothers them and they take such delicate care of their garden.