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M O L L Y !!!

username: chasing_stars
name: Molly - meaning bitter (female vocalist of Mother Mother)
gender: female
themes: Little Pistol - Mother Mother, Caves - Haux
diary entries:


one;;
you could say that the meaning of my name truly does suit me. you could say that I'm bitter, you could say I'm pessimistic and defensive and you'll probably be right. No, not probably, you will be right, you would be right. I'm not perfect, nothing is.
Well, the thing is, you'd be right if you said these things, but you don't.. No one does, not in this cave. It's lonely in this darkness, it's cold in these creeping shadows, but, then again, the darkness and the cold suits me, doesn't it? Well, this darkness and this coldness is much better than the outside world. The outside world is terrible. I hate how bad things occur all of the time and people act so casual about it, how they just turn their backs on reality and pretend everything is perfect. It's time to take off the rose-coloured glasses.
So, that's why I'm here, I ran away from that and now I stay in my little cave, on a mountaintop as it overlooks the world and I stare down at all those ignorant people in disgust. My cave isn't disrupted by the terrible world. But, I think I might be scared of the world and the way it makes you feel afraid and how it gets in the way.


two;;
Life in the wildness, life in this cave, is the always the same. The same routine, every single day. I've realized that in the many months that I've spent up here.
It's safe to stay the same, to never change because change is scary, change is dangerous. That's what I tell myself each day, avoid change at all times. Though, each night when I sit at the mouth of my cave and stare out at the dark night sky the moon changes and all the stars still stay. All of the stars still stay by the moon's side and I did myself envious of the inconstant moon. She is always surrounded by light, despite her rapid changes and I stay here, shrouded by darkness in my cave atop the mountain.
I feel infinitesimal when I stare up at all of those glittering stars. They get to be a part of something, what would happen if I tried to be a part of something? No, that wouldn't happen, I can never be a part of something larger with the world as it is!

three;;
I saw someone by my cave today. He was up on the mountain, all alone. He arrived at sunset and then he just sat to watch the bright sun fade into twilight.. Then he was gone, just light the bright sun. Maybe I should talk to him.. But, I can't! I've been alone for too long, I don't know how to behave in the modern world. Which is for the best, the world is terrible, filled with dangers and lacking in hope and light.


four;;
It's been a while. But, the Kalon came back and he watched the sky again, but he saw me. I was terrified and I tried to look scary and I think it worked, but he's curious, as I've learned, and he stayed there all night trying to coax me out and make me talk to him. He seemed to realize that I was more scared than angry.
Well, we spoke and then, when he came back the next day, we spoke again and that kept happening. We have learned a lot about one another, after many nights talking. His name's Arezou and he knows my name, Molly. He likes twilight and he knows I like the stars.
I didn't feel alone anymore, I was happy. That was, until he asked me to leave my cave and go down the mountain and I realized.. He's just like the rest of them! I can't trust them, not after everything I've witnessed in that terrible and cruel world. If I go down there I'll only become like them, they brainwash you, they ruin you, until you don't know who you are anymore. Arezou's kindness was only a trick to lure me down from the safety of my cave.
I don't need Arezou.. No. I need brimstones in my garden and roses set on fire, that's what I want! He's gone now, we fought and I told him not to come back and he hasn't. But that's what I want..

five;;
These past few weeks have been horrible. Arezou came back, trying, like the first time we met, to coax me from my cave. But, I can't leave, it's safe in here and I don't need him. Right..?

six;;
All he does is sit outside of my cave. All I am is sad, miserable. Maybe... Just maybe I don't need these brimstones in my garden or I don't want to set roses on fire. I think I don't want to be alone anymore.


seven;;
I'm leaving.
simple as that.
I'm writing it so it becomes real, even though I'm leaving my journal behind with the rest of my past life.
I realized that roses set on fire are not best for me, that's not what I need. I need Arezou and the outside world. We've talked again, with me still hidden in the shadows so he doesn't see the pain and loneliness reflected in my eyes, and he told me that the world isn't perfect, but there's good in it. He is part of that good. Seclusion isn't for me, not anymore..
Adventure is what I need. But, I won't forget what I've learned. I'm releasing myself from my cage, but I will not be blinded by the light, I will also see the darkness, I just won't let it control me. I can exist without being taken control of, I can be strong.
Finally, I'm not scared, I can be part of something bigger and I've found what I truly want.

(1000/1000 words)

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Anaria currently lives in Hampton, Iowa as a geologist. She specializes in the study of crystals, mostly because of her childhood fascination with them. However, her parents never had never approved of the fascination, and would repeatedly throw the rocks she had found into their neighborhood pond. Every time, Anaria would cry and hide in her room. After a long time, she began to fight back. She'd repeatedly have long, tear-filled arguments with her parents before she ran off to hide. As soon as she turned 18, she moved in with a friend in Iowa, far away from her parents. She doesn't communicate with her parents much anymore and usually only texts them on special occasions. After she saved enough money, she bought a home in Hampton, Iowa, and began working on her geologist studies.
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Anaria is a sophisticated speaker who mostly keeps to herself in public places. She can be a little snappy at sometimes in some situations, but is mostly calm. She's not really the type to 'fall in love' easily, and usually makes it clear she's not there to flirt or be lured by kind words. She usually responds to hate in witty responses, now that she's learned yelling and crying will never do her any good. She can't stand it when people are upset or crying and is always there to be their wall to lean on. She talks her experiences and listens to them talk about theirs, offering kindness and advice.
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Maybe TBA

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Username: Diamond Sapphire
Name: Astra
Gender: Female

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Hello? Anyone? Ah, hello there! I'm Astra. Basically your friendly next door neighbor. I enjoy gardening, especially growing flowers. Flowers make my house look so pretty!

I'm a vegetarian so I stay away from animal-based products! I just hate looking at meat, and knowing that a poor, innocent, living animal was what this once was.

My favourite food are mangoes. They're just so sweet and tasty, I absolutely love them! But corn isn't too bad either. Ooh! Blackberries are nice too! They're very juicy and honestly sooo good! I hate lemons though. They seem overly sour! Yuck. I tried them once and I'm never ever trying them again. Onions are also bad, but not as bad as the oh so evil lemons! But that's enough for food!

I own a number of pets. 2 cats, 3 dogs, 1 hamster and 3 guinea pigs. My both male cats, Berry and Beetle, are siblings that I rescued from the shelter! They're both sweet brown tabbies, and I love them to death. My two female and one male dogs, Alexis the Pomeranian, Lillie the Maltese and Ash the old but kind Labrador. Alexis and Lillie are like sisters. And Ash acts like a grandfather to them, and it's so sweet eee! My female hamster, Rose, is a brown little sweetie who adores strawberries! When she smells strawberries, she's so excited! And finally, my female guinea pig triplets, Kira, Kate and Kaliey! They all love each other, and the trio are inseparable.

Besides gardening, other hobbies of mine include writing! Especially poetry! I find it so fun, and there aren't any limits of what you can write! Like what I'm writing right now - it's fun and there's nothing I really have to follow. Heck, I bet I can describe a rock right now, but that'd be insanely boring. I also quite enjoy swimming! It's nice and relaxing, and fun to just swim around, like a carefree person.

Well, I gotta run now. See you soon <3