Username: noctiphilia
Name: Caravan
Gender: Male (he - him)
How do the relax?: (fixing up and continuing an older form)
Everyone has demons. They haunt you and beckon you to come to the edge so they can just pull you in. Caravan can cope, however it may not be the most effective form of methods.
xxxxEver since he was a young boy, there always have been events that caused him great sadness. His go-to method was to just talk about it. Spilling out all his evils and fears kept himself from tipping over. Then, he started to write. Loose papers started to pile up. He bought a filing cabinet just to order them. To the public eye, he was just happy. He kept it that way, just pouring his heart out to remove the demons he couldn't tame.
xxxxIf there are no books or paper around, he struggles to stay happy. In a pinch, breathing deeply and controlling his air flow helps him calm down when he's worked up. He might go and buy himself something, like a new hat, or a couple of new books.
xxxxCaravan thinks about every action he is going to commit to, and acts accordingly if he thinks it will break his heart. This tends to lead him away from romantic relationships or cutting them off early. It's almost a coping method, because if you separate yourself from any possibility sadness, it can't get back to you, especially if it was never there to begin with