Username: lady lightwing.
Name: Pazuzu
Gender: Male
Personality:
At a first moment's glance, you may think to yourself, hey this guy seems pretty average, right? Well, Pazuzu is entirely different from the way he appears. Pazuzu is far from being your average everyday male. He's sadistic, and loves to watch others suffer under his paw. However, he does know when it's gone a bit too far. Though, he prefers not to be touched, so he somehow manages to coax others into hurting others for him. Pazuzu never cares about you or your opinions, and always puts his self and opinions over you. He doesn't want anyone to take them away, so Pazuzu tries to prove that nothing can tear them away. One of the many things that Pazuzu keeps secret, is that he basically has two left feet. He's very clumsy, and he tries to hide this as best as he can; but a trip or slip can happen here and there. It's one of those things Pazuzu feels that will make him seem less intimidating or superior, and that bothers him. He does not like feeling as if he is inferior to another, and will do what he can to make him seem equal, or better. Not only is he a total jerk to about everyone in the universe, he's got a heart colder than the Arctic itself. He will never show his affection, or any feelings to be honest, to anyone that isn't close with him. He's more of the "brawn over brains" kind of person, and always uses his brute strength to try and get what he wants. Seeing how Pazuzu prefers to be the alpha of everything, he attempts to intimidate the original leader with his strength, and sometimes it's successful; sometimes it's not. Whenever his brute strength never happens to help, Pazuzu resorts to one other thing. Manipulation. He's also extremely manipulative, always trying to get others to do things for him. He tries to coax others in with his honeyed words, but most of the time; he always ruins this himself. Pazuzu isn't the best with words, but is better with actions. Now, if Pazuzu doesn't get what he wants, this happens to make him extremely bitter. He's not the type to enjoy losing, but in all honesty, who is? Pazuzu wears a bit of a mask, that even grinds his own gears at time. When he's around others, he tries to come off as being utterly annoyingly vain, always trying to prove that he has an excessively high opinion of his very own appearance. However, Pazuzu actually has a pretty low self esteem. When he's not acting like this, he's mentally putting himself down, tearing down the walls he rebuilds everyday. He's actually very mentally unstable, quite secretly for some topics, and not so secret for others. Pazuzu experiences heavy bipolar mood swings. He's easily snapped between multiple moods and feelings in days or even hours. One thing that seems to be very common with him, is that Pazuzu has horrible anger issues along side this. He's easily set off by the smallest things, and will not calm down over it for hours on end. His anger issues cause him to lash out more at others, and it sorta bothers him truly. When Pazuzu considers you a friend, he kind of sees you as a trophy in a way. He usually does not make friends, but when he does, he values them over himself. It's very hard for him to make friends with his personality, so he will do whatever he can to keep you. And that means anything. Pazuzu is very, very possessive and selfish. He hates to share anything with anyone, and will never let anyone even look at it. This is how he's with those he considers friends. Pazuzu can either be your best ally, or your worst enemy. Just know one thing, Pazuzu knows how to make a murder seem like an accident, and he happens to use these threats towards pack alphas.
Two friends: [ 796 / 800 ] Many, many years back, Pazuzu had ran into the one he knows as Luka. He considers the other male to be a friend, and in a way, Luka was the one who introduced Pazuzu to his other friend, Wynsdrrawr. He remembers how he met Luka quite clearly, and he will probably never forget. You see, Pazuzu is a Wendigo, a cannibalistic monster or evil spirit. The night Pazuzu met Luka, was the night he had just been feeling the urges. The stomach churning, throat clawing starvation. His vision was blurred, his breathing rapid. He was unable to move, curled under the form of an old fallen oak, his breath being carried by the cold night's breeze. The moon's warm light was burning his pupils, and he frantically had tried to wipe at his eyes. Pazuzu remembers the sound of soft breathing near by, a twig snapping no more than twelve feet to his left. His body tensed, his throat closing. The hunger had been gnawing at his insides, and he dug his ragged claws into the mud. He remembered the sound of the other Viscet nearing, and Pazuzu could hear Luka's heartbeat. He could smell his blood. His vision had darkened, and all he remembered was the ground meeting his jaw, and the worried face of another hovering about. Pazuzu remembers the moment his eyes opened. He no longer felt hungry; he had just felt numb. He lifted his head, and saw his savior near by. She was his angel; a gorgeous blue/green toned female Viscet who had a pattern similar to that of broken ice, who he'd later know as Wynsdrrawr. Pazuzu weakly went to stand, and everything had began to spin. He gulped, and slowly laid back down. He remembered the female had say something, yet, he hadn't made it out. The only thing Pazuzu heard after was the sound of paw steps, before a large male Viscet came in. It struck him quite suddenly that this male had been the one who found him. His throat felt dry, and Pazuzu lifted his weak head as much as he could, trying to take in the sight of both. Pazuzu couldn't tell you what happened after, as the world had turned black for him. When he came back around, neither were in sight. He remembered his feet touching the ground, but he never remembers telling them to. Pazuzu rose from the makeshift bed. It must have been at least a few days later, right? He staggered and limped out from the room, the fresh air striking his face. His nostrils felt stuffed, his ears ringing faintly. He tested his balance, before he headed towards the sound of talking. The male and female were settled apart, and she twisted around when she heard Pazuzu's heavy steps. She looked surprise, rising to stand, the male following her actions. She moved forward, but was halted by the sound of Pazuzu growling lowly. The male moved to stand beside her, his ears slowly curling back, but the female insisted on moving closer. Pazuzu remembers the feeling of her paws then brushing his shoulders, "How do you feel?" Her voice was soft, relieving to his ears. He tested his voice, "I.... feel.. sick." He spoke slowly, wincing at the hoarse sound of his throat. The female nodded sadly, "Yes, I understand. You were out for quite a while there the second time, almost three weeks to be exact. Here. Having something to eat." This strange female had spoke, nudging him to settle down, passing over a bowl filled with delicious smelling soup. His stomach was rolling with hunger, but for the first time since his incident almost a month ago, it was for actual food. He wolfed it down, the female settling before him, and soon the male did too. She lifted her paw, placing it against her chest, "I'm Wynsdrrawr.. but, you can call me Rawr. And this one here is Luka. He's the one who found you just before you passed out the first time." Wynsdrrawr spoke, dipping her head towards Luka. He nodded slowly, "I'm Pazuzu.." He kept his gaze balanced on his angel. After the meal, the time with the two seemed to fly by, as Pazuzu remembers. Slowly, he grew closer with them. And slowly, he grew closer with Rawr. Now, he's always found around the two, but is found around Rawr more than he is around Luka. One day, he even plans on being more with her, but for now, he's given her the pendant she adorns, what had seemed to be a simple gift. And his orbs, were a gift to repel the cannibalistic urges from Rawr. These two, are definitely the ones Pazuzu can consider close friends, and wouldn't want it another other way.