


username;; manymangoes
name;; furo, nicknamed ro.
gender;; male
prompt;; down here, everyone has a story to tell about march. march was the worst month of the year. still freezing, but never snowing. nobody liked march. now everyone hates it. if only. those are the two words I think to myself at night. if only I didn't get angry. if only she weren't standing there. if only there was no such thing as death. if only, if only, if only. because let's just say things were different. what if i never got angry. what if she didn't insist on telling her mother. see, if things were different back then, things would still be the same now. there's no one around for me to get angry at, and there's no one left who is insistent on proving themselves right. march was a bad month, because of me, because of arguments, because of cliffs, and because gravity, no matter how strong you are, always pulls you down.
it was morning. today was the day that we were all outside, because today the sunrise was supposed to be extra beautiful. it was a stupid argument. one that shouldn't really have happened in the first place.
"what are you doing?"
"i'm climbing a tree."
"you're not allowed to be up there!"
"am too."
"i'm telling my mom!"
"don't."
"i'm about toooooo..."
"stop."
"bye! ha, you can't catch me!"
"stop!"
"byeeeeee!"
"i said, STOP!"
"get away from me. ouch! that hurts! stop it!"
you get the picture. like i said, a stupid argument. then, i got mad. i jumped down from the tree, cracking the pavement. i ran to her, picked her up, and tossed her. it wasn't a throw, i just kinda picked her up and dropped her.
her mother never forgave me.
i didn't mean to do it. i ran, but i guess i scared her. that was the end.
but see, not everyone's stories of march have to do with that. although most of them from i'm sure there's someone that has a march story that isn't all bad. after all, there are many more people in the world. our town is an insignificant speck on the world scale, nothing more than a few sad people. our troubles compared to others in the world, well...
but still. even though compared to the world we are nothing, to us this means everything. which is why when they left to run away from me, they left everything. their homes, stores, clothes, pets, money, food, everything. they took almost nothing.
i'm sure they're all dead now. starvation, dehydration, insanity. all possible ailments gained from going on a trail. i don't expect that they'll come back, given that they left so quickly. i don't really want them to come back, either.
this month is bad enough already without being chased down and hunted by an angry mob.
my powers* should never be underestimated. i know i say this lightly, and you may think that i'm bragging, but i'm really warning you and anyone else that reads this. people don't expect how ferocious i really get, how i have little to no limits on what my rage lets me do. as i'm saying this, i'm calm. if i were mad right now, this paper would have been ripped up in less than two seconds. when i lose an argument i lose all thought or shred of sanity still left in me, and go on a rampage. nothing stops me when my blood turns to adrenaline, and my heart loses all reason. it's really a big deal when this happens. you need to protect your wife and children, grab your most prized possession, etc. it's like the titanic all over again, accept the titanic probably sank faster than it took me to slow down and get calmer. there's is,
was, literally a stronghold that the whole town would hide in to keep themselves safe. now that i think about it, i'm actually not sure if i liked them being here, or now, when they're gone. when they are here, i got stares. jeered at. i had rocks thrown at me. i was chased to my house at night. the townspeople would give me a wide berth, with almost no interaction between me and them. i was ostracized big time. and now...
well, right now it's total isolation. well, at least in total isolation there's no one to scare the birds away.
sometimes i wonder if i could remove the month march from the year. if it had never come around, i wouldn't be stuck here, alone. is that possible? i mean, besides the whole time travel dilemma, could i go back and just tell the dude who created the months, 'hey! march is a stupid name for a month. everyone will hate you if you name a month 'march'.' will he listen? will that work? what if he names it something else, and all of the future is changed? what if i never exist? what if there is no such thing as my species? what if the world ended up being blown up 50 years ago? what if, what if, what if. with all these what it's, i think i've decided to scratch 'operation: end march.' darn.
after rereading my letter before sending it to you, i realized i needed to clarify what happened on the last day of march a bit more. it started with, again, the festival. isn't it funny we have a festival to celebrate the fact that march is over? anyways, it was the last day of march, and i had climbed up a tree. a nice, big, sturdy one, i knew that it wasn't gonna break. but she apparently didn't know it was safe, or was just getting an excuse to tell on me. the above conversation happened, yadda yadda yadda, and then i leapt out of the tree right in front of her, picked her up by her legs, and tossed her into the air. now, the thing is, is that she wasn't near the edge of the valley. it was in the night time that the real story ends. i was taking a midnight stroll at the time, looking up at the pale moon, helping relieve my anger, when i saw her silhouette. her dress was blowing in the wind, and her hair seemed to be following suit. now this, this was surprising. she seemed to be.. standing on the edge of the cliff. but why? that's what i thought then, now i know why. i got down on all fours, my hunting instinct rushing back to me. before i was part of this town, before i had a home, were very dark times for me indeed. but as i crossed the grass that was still wet from our twilight showers, i saw her shoulders shake. was she... crying? i let out a gasp, before realizing what that would do. i quickly covered my mouth, but it was too late. she turned around in shock, then wobbled her hands to stay on balance. it happened like a movie. almost, i could've sworn, in slow motion. she pinwheeled her arms. as my eyes adjusted, i ran to her, and grabbed her arm. she narrowed her eyes, and looked up at my straining face. she said only a couple words, nothing much, but they still haunt me to this day. her words were...
"you deserve to have a body on your conscience."
and then, she twisted her arm, bit my hand, causing me to let go. the last thing i saw of her was her stoic face as she plummeted into the sharp rocks below.
i was sad she was gone.
i know killers often don't feel remorse for the things they killed, but as her life was taken, i felt like a bit of my life was taken also. it was like a chunk of my soul had been ripped out and thrown over the side with her. i suffered, sitting there until dawn broke and the light overtook me. i watched the place where she was last, hoping for some sign that maybe it was just a trick. she's still safe in her bed. i hoped, but no sign came. i knew that if i looked over the edge, at the rocks below, i would see a broken body, sprawled over. that's mainly the reason why i left to follow the travelers.
when i left, i wasn't thinking. not at all. i was just starving for any interaction with the people that i lived with for seven years. when i left, i didn't really think i would be back. i was just hitting' the road, searching for anything, any
one, from my old life. i packed only a few things, some food, a bottle of water, and cloak. i wasn't planning on being on the path for a while. i assumed that there was a station just up ahead where people would be waiting to blow out the storm of my anger. how wrong i was.
when i got to the station, i saw an empty watchtower. an open door, creaking hinges. papers blown out of the shack scattered the small path that led to it. on the outside wall, was a small, handwritten sign scrawled it on parchment. it read:
Beware fellow traveler! Down the road to the west lies a terrible beast that murdered a child. Be warned, and stay safe!i stumbled back when i read it, shocked. i never thought of how deeply the villagers fear of me really ran. apparently, it was more than i could ever have imagined.
i trudged home, my mind repeating one thing over and over and over again.
the villagers hate you. the villagers hate you. the villagers hate you. it filled my mind and was the only thing i could really think of the whole way back. i went over memories in my mind but saw no warning signs or hints that the villagers hated me before. sure, they might've been a little wary, but that was with good reason. even the newer members of the village knew and were warned about my anger, but they could typically put that aside after some time. not even the children of the town were completely sheltered from my personality. their parents usually talked to them about me at a very early age to prevent them from getting scared or being shocked by me.
hmmm, now that i think about it, i really could be considered a very important part of that town. they based many customs around me, such as a special day completely dedicated to releasing your anger. and it seemed that i was an important part of 'coming-of-age' rituals if parents had a designated time on when to tell their children about me and my problems. well, if i was so important in the overall development of this small town's rituals, then why could they have left me so easily? even as i write this, i still cannot think of an answer. it is baffling to me that although it was seemingly developed, it could be left at a whim. most towns have sentimental value, so when people leave, they either don't want to, or they come back later because of the memories and that stuff. but it seemed that not even the memories can bring people back to this town. isn't that a shame?
well, i believe that it may be time to close this letter. is that okay with you? have you learned enough of my predicament, enough to take pity and sympathize. i would hope so. because i write this letter as a plea for help, a small s.o.s letter if you will. i am counting on you to rescue me from this place in the woods. i am running out of food, as the townspeople brought most of whatever they had with them when they left. can you imagine that? you go to sleep surrounded by those you love, and whom you think love you back. when you wake up, you make a small mistake. nothing more. everyone makes mistakes once and a while, don't they? but you go to sleep, and when you wake up everything changes. you have suddenly become someone that needs to work harder to survive, someone that needs to fight for shelter. that is what has happened to me. i have been forced by the actions of others to revert back to my primal instinct. the only difference between me and my ancestors is that my ancestors had each other to be with, while i have shelter. please send help. i really need it.
sincerely,
furo.
(2115/5000)
*just a small side note for anyone that cares: when i say "powers", i mean that when i get angry, the rage enhances my systems, and pumps me with way more adrenaline than a normal viscet would get. i get all hyped up.
extra/s;; personality (1-2, depends on word amount), art (2-3 pieces, depends on how much time I have to do them??)
Ro's Personality wrote:Surprisingly enough, most of the time, furo has a fairly calm personality. He can reason well, function normally, and act the same as he would when he is not overcome by rage. He has a normal temperament and unclouded judgment. it is only when he is angered or enraged by something that his demeanor changes completely. When ro gets mad, angry, or upset, he becomes so overcome by rage that his mind can not think straight, he forgets his entire old life, and he does not think of the consequences that will come later as the result of his actions. Not only can he not reason well, but he is enhanced by two times the amount of adrenaline that is released into his system. With so much adrenaline, he cannot feel pain, he doesn't register his body getting tired, and he becomes unstoppable. I would advise all humans or animals to respect this interesting creature's limits. not only can he be an amazing scientific study, but there's no telling what he might do to you if he realizes you were the one that made him angry. After many interviews from witnesses of his rage, many conclusions about his mental health can be made. We believe that he has a mental illness that causes something that happens between the limbic system and the cerebellum. because these two normally function well together, it is rare to find a patient that is willing to be studied on with this disorder. without further testing on the creature, no further conclusions or assumptions can be made.
Personality Analysis wrote:POSITIVE:
- Calm
- Powerful
- Smart
- Understanding
- Strong
- Gentle
NEGATIVE- Destructive
- Cunning
- Anger Problems

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---credits: image1---art by me---text---prompt---