by Rosemoon » Wed Apr 14, 2021 6:26 am
Username -- Rosemoon
Name -- Brie
Preferred Pronouns -- They/Them
Something Positive --
I've been struggling with a lot lately too, like... "almost need to file a restraining order / cease and desist" level of struggling. But even when I was on the verge of giving up, one person sat by my side and made sure I kept going.
I am so... So thankful for my partner, David. Even though he's been struggling too with the loss of a good job and his diabetes and his teeth, he still made time to make sure I was okay. Helping each other is so important to me, so so important to me. Every chance I get I do whatever I can to help him with his problems. And yet still I always assumed I'd have to face mine alone, but I was wrong. He's always there for me for everything and he's been so supportive and loving during this time when all I have needed was just someone to hug me and tell me that everything was going to be okay eventually. Since this first started he didn't make fun of me, he didn't tell me it wasn't important, he didn't try and make me feel like my pain was an overreaction. He took me seriously and he helped me get through my days. I've been so stressed Ive been forgetting my iron medication and it led to me getting sick, as soon as he noticed he said starting today we would do a routine every night brush teeth, pj's, brush hair, medicine. And I know he'll help me because every night he already helps me remember to brush my teeth, and helps me look for my clean pj's, and brushes my hair for me because its too thick. Since my stress started he's been helping me remember to eat and drink even when I would purposefully avoid it. Hes even started helping me learn to drive.
So my something positive is how amazing and wonderful he is, and how much I love him. I appreciate him more than I've ever really appreciated someone before. I love him and our beautiful Eva Bell so much, they are the entirety of my world. And even as upset as I've been and depressed as I've been, I have still never been more happy in my entire life than I have been to know this truly amazing person.
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Rosemoon on Wed Apr 14, 2021 6:45 am, edited 1 time in total.