by BiscuitTheDog » Thu Apr 23, 2020 3:47 am
Username: BiscuitTheDog
Name: Nilla
Gender: heifer
Prompt:
It didn't affect her much.
Nilla was raised as an only child by her mother and father. She wasn't treated any different from the average calf. Nilla herself didn’t sense anything different. She was just...
Her.
Her parents loved her with the love of any other loving parent.
Nilla was a playful child. She played with other calves with such spirit and passion, her parents couldn’t help but smile.
But Nilla sensed something. Something she’d never sensed before.
Fear. From her playmates. Why?
Because sometimes, the other side, the dark, red, slit-eyed side, took over. Nilla refers to it now as “The Controlling.”
When her other half took over complete control over Nilla’s body, she became, hmm, not toxic, mean, or evil.
Just rougher. Tougher, scarier somewhat. This occurrence became so well-known between the calf of the playground that they feared her. They dreaded their time on the grounds, knowing that she would come and make them throw rocks at eachother.
Her parents had seen this happen, but what good would it do to keep a perfectly fine child indoors all the time? They took her out, still.
Her other side took control of her, still.
You see, when Nilla’s ‘bad’ side took control, her ‘good’ side couldn’t do anything. That part of her had no say on what she could do. Both halves of her were controlled either by the good or bad side.
Nilla herself dreaded The Controlling. It started as a tingle in her hooves, a shiver down her spine. The bristling of her switch, the blurriness of her eyes. She tried to stop it, but things like these cannot be stopped.
It happened everyday. She still went to the playground everyday.
But one day, the other calves stopped coming.
---
“Mother.”
“Yes, dear.”
“Where are the other kids?”
Nilla’s mother looked down at her with smiling eyes, but behind them, Nilla saw sorrow, masked by another coat of happy.
“Could you please stop smiling?” Nilla asked, a tremor in her voice.
Nilla’s mother still smiled. “Why, dear? I must smile. I love you.”
Nilla growled deep in her throat. “You only smile because you pity me. I want to wipe that smile right off your face.”
“A mother’s love for her daughter never dies, dear.”
“I know I’m different.”
A pause.
“And I don’t need your pity.”
---
Nilla punched her mother that day, out of spite.
She wasn’t controlled.
She was angry.
Anger seethed inside of her. She was deemed dangerous.
Nilla locked herself in her room. Pushed everything in her room in front of the door. Everyday, she transformed. Everyday was a nightmare.
“Please...” One day she sobbed, curled next to the massive pile of stuff against the door to her room.
“Save me from this suffering.” She whispered.
Her dad heard it all, and he cried.
So I guess her life was affected.
Affected much more than one could imagine.
(487 words)
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