Username:
xxxlady lightwing
Kalon Name:
xxxAinz Ooal Gown
xxx- Goes by Ainz
Kalon Gender:
xxxMale
Their Biggest Nightmare:
xxxAinz's biggest nightmare is himself. Ainz is a very cruel,
xxxunforgiving male who will take actions into his own paws
xxxwhen he needs to. Truly, this is his mask. Ainz is afraid of himself.
xxxHe hates the way he has become. He would do anything to change
xxxhow he is, and he can't. Everyone knows Ainz Ooal Gown
xxxto be a rude, manipulating male who does everything for is own
xxxgain. Ainz is actually a very protective male who wants nothing
xxxbut everyone to be treated well and loved. However, he is cold
xxxas ice to anyone. He fears himself, as he thinks one day he will
xxxgo too far. Ainz fears he will do something horrible to someone
xxxclose to him, out of rage or just because he wants others to think
xxxhe is not going soft. Ainz fears himself because he knows inside that
xxxone day, that will happen. He wakes up in the middle of the night,
xxxin a cold sweat because he dreams of himself murdering a loved one
xxxout of spite. He hates himself. He hates what he has become. He
xxxhates that he cannot change what he is. Ainz would do anything to
xxxchange who he was, he would do anything to move and make a new
xxxstory. But he can't. No, he quite can't. Ainz cannot just up and leave
xxxfriends and family because he hates himself. He wants to make sure
xxxthe are safe, that no one will do what he fears he would do to them.
xxxAinz believes no one messes with his friends and family because he is
xxxthere. And he hates that. He truly hates that people fear him over everything
xxxelse. Yet, Ainz Ooal Gown pushes through this, trying his hardest to show
xxxhe isnt that cruel. Somehow, no one falls for this "soft act" when he does
xxxshow his true nature. Ainz Ooal Gown has a biggest nightmare.
xxxAnd that biggest nightmare is himself.





















