[steamplonk]

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cinemacat
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hello,
it's been almost three fourths of a year now, and you've already saved my sorry *ss.
for all it's worth, thank you.
i know that we always make fun of each other, and tell dumb jokes. i know i'm a bad friend.
but you've stuck with me.
i can't tell you how much that matters to me. everything we've been through. it may not have been for long, but we did it. we're here.
i talked you out of cutting. you've helped my anxiety. i helped you deal with family problems. you've walked me through a poor self image.
you and i, we're not good people. not even remotely. we haven't truly contributed to society, we're trouble makers, and we make messes everywhere we go.
but we've done it together. i'm amazed.
i don't think you have to be in a relationship to love someone. i love my family. you are like my family. it always comes to you. i love you. it may not seem like it, but i love you.

thank you.

[Astraela]

Username - laredo
Name - Templar
Gender - male
Letter (NO NAMES) -

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[captain-mongoose]

Username - captain-mongoose
Name - perceon (pur-see-on) "percy"
Gender - male
Letter - Dear friend,

I'd like to apologize. We haven't talked in nearly three months and it's driving me crazy. You're the last person I clung to- the last remnant of normality I had, and I let you get away. I know that it was selfish of me to expect you to stay, but you know that I'm selfish, and I thought you loved me for it. You used to, at least.

We had gotten to the point of being more than best friends, I remember, some time ago. Do you still have the journal I wrote in for you? The one we had to keep a secret from your awful boyfriend? It was orange and blue- your favorite colors. Have I ever told you that I still have the letters you wrote me? I read them from time to time, but our affection seems foreign. My feelings for you are gone, but the memories are not.

Just like everyone expected, we were torn away by the tide. The sleepless nights, long phone calls, music sessions, and binge watching have washed away and left us with fragments of a broken friendship. You were always there until I needed you most, and I'm still here. I wish I could calculate what that meant.

Regardless of our abstract distance, just a simple message from you could pull me back in. I miss the nights spent laughing so hard our throats hurt. I miss sleeping so close that our hair would tangle together in the morning, and we'd be one giant mess. I miss adding songs to the playlist that we may-or-may-not actually cover. But most of all, I miss you.

Sorry if I like our picture from 43 weeks ago again- that's the only time I feel okay.

Come What May,
Your (old) Friend

[aventurine.]

Username - .:pinecone:.

Name - Veronique

Gender - Female

Letter (NO NAMES) -

"Hey there,
I want to say everything I can't say to you directly, mostly because I'm too nervous. I hope that this can suffice...

I'm really glad you've decided to stick with me for this long. I've lost really everyone who cared about me the way you do, and I'm so grateful for you. You're there to help me feel better when I'm upset, cheer me up when my mood takes a nosedive, calm me down when my anxiety is at it's highest... It all really means a lot to me. We both have similar problems, and although half the country separates us, I can't wait to meet you and tell you everything I've wanted to say. I hope I have the courage to do it then. You mean the world and more to me, and there isn't anything I wouldn't do to hear your voice in person, be able to physically hug you, and wipe your tears away when you're crying. I want to be everything for you that have been for me. I want to be your rock, I want to be the one you come to for a laugh, some giggles, a joke or two... Because you've been that for me, and I have no idea how I got so lucky to have someone like you. I'm a firm believer that no matter what the distance or the time or any circumstances, love can conquer all of that. Love knows no boundaries, no distance, and if anything distance makes love stronger, because you fall in love not with image, but with personality. I guess I should stop rambling now. You always say I talk too much, but in a good way. You're my tree and I'm your bird. You keep me safe and keep me close. You're my everything.

-pinecone"
(300 words even)

[jumu]

Username - Lioth
Name - Mai (my)
Gender - Female
Letter (NO NAMES) -

Dear bestie,

Isn't it funny, I'm writing to someone who's dead? It isn't your fault, either. It's probably mine but then again you were pretty old.

You know how much I love you. You've been there as long as I could remember and then you just... died. Everything I loved was gone from the world in only a few minutes.
I didn't talk for months, you know. Not a word. I had no one else, so what was the point? No one cared. You did, but by then you were long gone and I was left to pick up the pieces of myself again.
You used to help me do that. Every day I'd come home and cry and you would just sit next to me, silently reminding me that it'd be alright. That things would get better soon and I wouldn't be hurt anymore. And every day, like clockwork, I got less and less depressed.

Black and white. Two colors I never thought would destroy me until you perished. I can't comment about how your markings were shadows, or how one eye had a black rim and the other didn't. I can't talk about your pale pink nose or your green eyes. I can't talk about it anymore or I'll start crying.
It doesn't matter how old I get, I still miss you. You're the only true friend I've ever had. And as I sit here, writting this letter, I hope you know wherever you are that I love you and will never forget you.

250 words.

[goldenDiscord]

Username - goldenDiscord
Name - Stratis
Gender - Male
Letter (NO NAMES) -

Dear close friend,
I admire that through tough times you continue to think of others before yourself. Even when things were rough for you, you always took the time out of your day to ask how I was doing. You have been such a blessing to me, you will never know how much I care for you. In the 5 years I have known you, I have seen nothing but kindness and understanding in your eyes. The way you interact with others, and seem to walk with grace make you a woman I could never be. I sincerely hope that one day someone will treat you as well as you treat everyone. You deserve the world.
Sincerely, A blessed friend.

[koegami]

Username - Lord Raegami
Name - Frantisimo
Gender - male
Letter -

you already know how much you mean to me.
your the best friend i can ask for and you'll
always be there for me. i know you in real
life so my words aren't just virtual. your a
special friend. and your the only one that
keeps me out of trouble. i enjoy your company
and i can't live without you. you know who you
are.

- raegami

[Schainukan]

Username - Schainukan
Name - Memory
Gender - Female
Letter (NO NAMES) -

Heya, my dear.
To believe the we started with my cat getting mad, it's hilarious.
It'll be 5 years and counting since we met each other for the first time.
Back then, my English was horrible. But you did not mind, you never judged me.
Honestly, to think you get the gibberish I talk sometimes, it's surprising.
It could have been everyone, but who would have known, you're the one I will lose my heart to?
I rememeber like it's been yesterday, the trust I hold, when I told you very private things the moment we chatted with each other. Things I feared, my saddening past, everything I want to tell you, I can. I never felt the openness I had with you with anyone else at first introduction. The both of us knew right from the start, this is special.
I came to know you better quickly, I came to know a person that I could relate to. I've learned about the awful misfortune which rules your life on a daily basis. We've been through hard and sad times, you know. And I love you with all your deficits, you ain't perfect, neither am I.
We are miles apart, the whole sea, in fact and can't just walk down the street and see each other, but you are more than I could ever wish for in a best buddy. You are of such worth, I wouldn't mind to throw everything away for you in an instant.
"Don't ever forget me, don't ever leave me." I've told you that, the reply I got, was crushing me with happiness.
Handcuff the two of us to a pole, huh? That sounds like a plan.
Who can say they found their true soulmate for a life time, I bet not many can.
299 words

[Ravenshadow17]

Username - Ravenshadow17
Name - Oblitus
Gender - Male
Letter (NO NAMES) -

Dear, ___________
Do you remember how we met? She had called us both into her office when she found out we were both joining the same academy. I was glad to know someone before going into such a huge lifestyle change. To be honest, I thought we would just stick together in the beginning, but eventually drift apart once we found friend groups. Never in my wildest dreams did I expect us to connect on such a level, to the point that now you are practically family. I know that I can tell you anything and you will listen. I know that if you were to call me in the middle of the night for help, I would answer. But above all else I know that we will always be friends. You have been the one who has tried their hardest to be there for me, even when there was nothing anyone could do. I like to think I've been the same for you. Here is to 3 years of a fantastic friendship and a toast to hopefully another decade of the same.
With love,
Ravenshadow17

[PikaPerfect]

Username - HyperPikaGirl
Name - Bumble
Gender - Male
Letter (NO NAMES) -

Dear Friend,

I really wish I could see you again. It's been 2 years since we moved, and you have no idea how much I miss you and the rest of the gang... I'm doing fine, and despite not seeing you for 2 and a half years, I remember you vividly. You lost your cat in a car crash and I helped you through it. You broke your arm in 3rd grade and that was the first time I'd ever seen somebody in a cast Ah, yes... You were also the only person I could get into a friendly fist fight with! That's how you know we were best friends! I've met some nice people were I am now, but honestly, you're still one of my closest friends. I swear, one day I will find that dang IPod with your e-mail address on it, and I will send you so many spam texts... I'm sure you miss me. Even if you don't I'm sure I'm always at the back of your mind. I hope one day we can see each other again... It was awful breaking the news to you that I had moved... Well, I don't want to make this sad, so let's leave it on a high note! Remember that time at your birthday party when our friend climbed into the sink and got yelled at by your mom? Ah jee... 5th grade was a blast I have so many memories with you, but I can't fit them all here right now, so... Maybe another time, okay?

I Miss You!

Oh my god the feels while I was writing this ;A;