THE LOST DREAMS ARE BURIED IN MY SLEEP

JUST FOR HIM AND THIS WAS THE ECSTASY

It didn't help that we had so much in common. It
didn't help that he was so adorably awkward. It didn't help
that he loved writing too. (Or so I assume, I see him writing
in his journal quite often. I only write in mine when I'm alone,
although I can't say I write about fossils.) Anyways, it also
didn't help that he got along with kids so well. It most
certainly didn't help when I heard others tease him about his
large ears since I was insecure about mine too. I can't help
but admire how fascinated he is by fossils. It's just so cute.
No.
I promised myself I wouldn't get involved. Who's to say he
even has any interest in me? He's not even that great. I
don't need someone to fawn over, I need to focus on my
fresh start. That's what's important to me right now.

JUST FOR HIM AND THIS WAS THE ECSTASY

It didn't help that we had so much in common. It
didn't help that he was so adorably awkward. It didn't help
that he loved writing too. (Or so I assume, I see him writing
in his journal quite often. I only write in mine when I'm alone,
although I can't say I write about fossils.) Anyways, it also
didn't help that he got along with kids so well. It most
certainly didn't help when I heard others tease him about his
large ears since I was insecure about mine too. I can't help
but admire how fascinated he is by fossils. It's just so cute.
No.
I promised myself I wouldn't get involved. Who's to say he
even has any interest in me? He's not even that great. I
don't need someone to fawn over, I need to focus on my
fresh start. That's what's important to me right now.
When I was younger, I thought I could do everything. I
thought I understood everything. I could skip rocks, I could
jump rope, I could draw a sun over a meadow. Life was
simple. Carefree. The summer I realized I didn't know that
much is the summer my life changed completely. So hold
on tight while I briefly go over the complete and utter
mess that I call my life.
OF A LOVE THAT IS NOW FORGOTTEN
It all began on a hot summers day. The summer of 2015,
mind you. I'd just moved into this small town in the desert,
with quite a few vaikis to call it home. It wasn't as bad as I
thought. I needed a fresh start. It wasn't too long before I
finally realized that I should have just appreciated the
little things in life. A lot of things came as a surprise. I
didn't expect everyone to be so friendly or to meet vaikis
who're so kind to me, and I'm not very good at making friends
so I would just mumble my thanks and walk away quickly. I
wasn't trying to be rude, I just... I don't know. One thing I
certainly didn't expect was to bump into probably the most
awkward vaiki in the world. I could tell he was trying to
be smooth with me, but it wasn't working out. It wasn't
until I figured out his name not too long later that I finally
found out who he was. In other words, he flirts with literally
every female vaiki. So basically I should avoid him because
I have no interest in guys like that. So I did. I walked
right past him and pretended he didn't exist. It was pretty
easy for a little while, until the thing happened.

thought I understood everything. I could skip rocks, I could
jump rope, I could draw a sun over a meadow. Life was
simple. Carefree. The summer I realized I didn't know that
much is the summer my life changed completely. So hold
on tight while I briefly go over the complete and utter
mess that I call my life.
OF A LOVE THAT IS NOW FORGOTTEN
It all began on a hot summers day. The summer of 2015,
mind you. I'd just moved into this small town in the desert,
with quite a few vaikis to call it home. It wasn't as bad as I
thought. I needed a fresh start. It wasn't too long before I
finally realized that I should have just appreciated the
little things in life. A lot of things came as a surprise. I
didn't expect everyone to be so friendly or to meet vaikis
who're so kind to me, and I'm not very good at making friends
so I would just mumble my thanks and walk away quickly. I
wasn't trying to be rude, I just... I don't know. One thing I
certainly didn't expect was to bump into probably the most
awkward vaiki in the world. I could tell he was trying to
be smooth with me, but it wasn't working out. It wasn't
until I figured out his name not too long later that I finally
found out who he was. In other words, he flirts with literally
every female vaiki. So basically I should avoid him because
I have no interest in guys like that. So I did. I walked
right past him and pretended he didn't exist. It was pretty
easy for a little while, until the thing happened.
