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Digging Deeper - History P1
Personality
Digging Deeper - History P2
Likes and Dislikes
Digging Deeper - History P3
Music
The Birdsong
Diary
Cara's Gang
JaceXCara?
Credits
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Name: Cara
Name Meaning: It is of Latin, Irish and Gaelic origin, and the meaning of Cara is "beloved; friend".
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Straight
Age: 19 (entered captivity aged 8 and a half, left aged 16, 3 years after had formed her pack, aged 19, (current))
Height: 7ft
Weight: 430 pounds (slightly lighter then average)
Birthday: 15th June
Star Sign: Gemini (The Twins)
Mate: None (If I win her hopefully Jace will be her mate! ^^)
Friends: Liyra, Brayden, Snatch, Neila and Jace
Theme Song:
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History P1My earliest memory I have is the day I can out of my egg. It was a warm dusk in the center of summer, heat radiating down from the last rays of the shining sun. I remember the pink sky streaked with orange, strong and beautiful, the hints of violet hinting that the night was young. Like I was. The next thing I remember was a soft face, with the sweetest smile you can think of, and the deepest blue eyes. Eyes so blue you thought you could dive in and bask in the calming waters of her eyes. I remember the soft tip of her tail touching me cheeks, and the smallest tear running down her own. She smiled at me, and let out a peal of laughter that reminds me of tiny bells ringing at a wedding, or of church bells sounding a joyous occasion. Her gaze was so soft, and loving, and even then I felt like I could flow in the warmth of her smile forever.
“Hello, my little Cara. My beloved daughter, my beloved baby girl” she said, the smile clear in her voice. She picked me up and held me close, to her chest, and I could hear the beating of her joyous heart against my soft ear. This moment would forever stay with me.
I grew up like that. Me and my mother, my best friend. We did everything together, she never left me behind. She taught me with never ending patience to stand on two legs, to run, hunt, talk, sing… Singing, she once told me, is the key to your heart, as eyes are the window to your soul. There was never a day where I doubted a single wise word she said. But only one thing bothered me back then. My mum was the only Viscet I ever knew back then. She was the only other one of my own species I ever knew. I didn’t know, and still don’t really, know why she kept us apart from my kind. But I trusted her so much, and I still trust her today. My kind meant nothing to me. Only Ma mattered. I grew up in a utopia, a place that usually only exists in dreams. For me, I lived and breathed a utopia for so long, a land where everything is perfect.
But nothing perfect… Well, perfectness NEVER lasts forever…
I lived in that utopia for 8 and a half years. A paradise that never had an end.But one winters day when the wind was very vicious, and tearing it was ripping away my fur. One winters day when the trees slept deeply under a blanket of frost. Where in that one winters day the snow rose into an endless blizzard, my mother told me to come.Such a simple command... As it was winter all we could scavenge was gone, and all the prey was somewhere warm. Mother would not let us hunt birds either. I now know why, but that another story.
We moved across the frozen land, until I could no longer feel the grass beneath my feet. Only hard stone. Me and Ma stepped down a dip in the stone before she turned to me and said:
"Hush now little Cara. We must be quiet."
"Why Mama?"
"Because the monsters will hear us if we are too loud..."
I panicked, but i knew Ma would never let a monster hurt me, We padded on silent paws half way across the dip in the rock before IT came. It was faster then my mum, or a frightened deer. Swifter then a hawk. Two golden eyes like suns were fixed, unblinking, on me. Low in its belly rumbled a grow; that never changed or paused. Worst of all you could see its last meal, an odd fur-less creature inside the icy cold belly.
"CARA!"
"MAMA!"
"OVER HERE! RUN!"
I dashed to the sound of her voice, and we ran faster and faster and FASTER to the frozen higher stone. The monsters eyes brightened and it shot faster and faster and FASTER, faster then we could go. It flew down the stone ahead of us. There was no where to turn as a golden light flashed as it turned to block our path. My breaths grew tighter and tighter as my mother sought a way free from this. Oh Ma, she tried so hard for me... The monster released one meal, then another from the darker area of its belly. The two legs jumped into our path, one holding a shiny silver stick. Mam was in front of me, snarling like a savage.
"Cara."
"Ma?"
"CARA. RUN!"
She lunged at the one holding the stick. A boom rang out. Ma dropped back, her eyes wide and wild with fear.
"
Cara..."
"Ma?!!? MA?!!?"
"
Cara... I... love... you..."
The blue eyes closed for the last time and my world died before my eyes.
(Text reads: Have you ever seen a robin weep,
When leaves began to die?
It means he's lost the will to live,
I'm so lonesome I could cry.)
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The 'death' of her mother really changed something in Cara. Now she is not the same as she was then. These days she is mousy quiet, and never talks to anyone. T hear her voice when she sings is rare. Cara is often awkward if she does have a conversation with anyone. Sometimes she will laugh, or look at something no one else can see, or even just shed a tear. Cara is getting better. The longer she is out of her captive state (see History P2 and P3 for more), the faster she feels stronger and safer. Now she will talk to others and is prepared to get to know others, but she is shy, and if you want to get to know little Cara better, you have to have patience.
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History P2I awoke with a throbbing head and screaming limbs that protested at my every move. This was not the den. Where was Ma? In a heart beat, in a flash of lightning, I remembered the deep blue eyes I knew so well closing as she left me alone... Ma. Oh Ma... A tear ran down my already damp cheeks. One tear became a flood. I was aware of a voice below me complained about my tears. They didn't bother me. I sobbed harder. My gut wretched. My vision began to swirl again. A blend of darkness, pain, loss and a blue that was Ma's eyes. Her being gone hurt me so much that I blacked out, becoming prey to the nightmares waiting in the wings.
"Is she going to start the water works again?"
"I don't know. Any ideas anyviscet?"
A snort. "I have never met a wimp like this one before"
"Ssshhhhhhhh! I think she is waking up!"
"You shouldn't be so hard on her, I think she just lost her mother."
Another snort. "Your too soft"
"Shut up! She's awake!"
I woke up feeling startled at all these voices around me. Some next to me. Some above. Some below. I sniffed deeply. There were 20 others in here with me. Wherever 'here' was... I opened my eyes and looked to my left. A hostile young Viscet with deep green eyes like pine trees glared steadily at me. I looked to my left into a pair of pitying brown eyes. I closed my own again. I knew where I was. I had become a meal to a monster. And it was taking me somewhere. In a rabbits den. Except above ground with no exit and gaps. Not a burrow.I thought of a name. A trap. A trap made of unbreakable yet thin silver trees. Tired of thinking, I let my mind wonder to nightmare land once more... The last thought in my mind was the fact that these hostile-or-pitying Viscets were the only ones I had ever known... other then Ma...
When I awoke we 21 were locked in a even BIGGER trap then the one before. But at least I could move. Hours that seemed to last forever hung over my head. The other 20 beat at the deadly trees of the trap. Howling and yowling. Causing a hullabaloo. A two leg walked in. The noise ceased. Behind the first two leg was another wearing a pelt of snow, with snake like eyes that darted form Viscet to Viscet. I leaned into the looming shadows as the first two leg plucked Viscets out of the cage, and passed them to the snow two leg. Then the screams began.
The first two leg pinned down the leader of the Viscet pack. The snow two leg pulled stands of patterned metal from a bag, at twisted it tight against the back leg, ignoring the screams. The trap was opened and the Viscet flung inside like the discarded part of an animal. Time after time, Viscet after Viscet was thrown in to the trap. Removed. Ear splitting shrieks that numbed my bones. And then... me. The two leg who had killed my mother grabbed my torso and slammed me into the stone slab. I snarled, wishing to die like my mother. In my own petty way, undefeated. But I didn't die. They wouldn't let me. The snow two leg chose the last piece of metaltwisting it until my leg burnt. I yowled and lashed out. Unlike the others who had tried to break free, I thrust put a back leg and with a satisfying slap my claws found the snow two legs flabby fishy face. Two long red lines slashed down his cheek as I howled in glee. Take that for killing my ma! The other two leg flung me into the wall harder then he had to the others. Slightly shaken I stood to my feet. He slammed shut the door and left us in darkness. I looked at the metal on my leg...
1001-8120
To these two legs... I was nothing but a number...
I found out much later on that my fellow 20 companions were a gang of street Viscets who had got caught in a fight with another gang. The second gang had been swift enough to escape. But not the gang that I now shared a trap - or a cage as I found out later - no, they were stuck with me. The only one who had fought a two leg, and even in a petty way, won. The gang ignored me. I never spoke. I was in that situation for 5 and a half years. And by the time I knew what to do, I was 14. I knew how to escape. The next few months were spent digging. Clawing. Hacking and attacking the floor. The floor that was made of soil. But this was a diversion. Really I was bending, twisting and mangling the bars by the window.
The window so high that only I could reach it...
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Month: May
Food: Cherries
Time: Noon
Animal: Bird
Colour: Sky blue
Season: Spring
Tree: Cherry Blossom
Activity: Reading
Song: Wings by Birdie
Sport: Running
Personal Trait: Sympathetic
Accessory: Bird Feather Necklace. See 'The Bird's Story' for more details.
Gem: Aquamarine
Likes:Kindness
Her mother
Birds
Music
Empathy
Cherries
Warm days with a breeze
Love
Other Viscets who understand her.
Flying.
Dislikes:Two Legs
Two Legs dressed in white pelts.
Cages/traps
Unbreakable trees/metal bars
Metal in general
Silver boom sticks/guns
Monsters/Cars
Captivity
Fights
Being Alone
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History P3I stood on the window sill, near the bars that I was using to aid my escape. I had managed to find a way to hook my claws through a crack in the stone, to pull myself up the way ma showed me how to climb trees. To curl my tail around a bar to ensure I would not fall. And to bend a twist and mangle the bars of the window. It took me a year to break those bars. I spent 6 and a half years in a cage, surrounded by Viscets that despised me, and two legs, or men as I had found out, the killers of my mother. Some of the gang went crazy. Others killed one another to the men's delight. I just sat in my corner, sobbing. Hating what men had made us. And even though I had been with those Viscets since I was 8 and a half, after THAT night, I didn't know any of their names. Not one. And when I left, of the 20 only 9 remained...
It was a warm summers night, or dusk, where the sky was bright enough to light my way. From my little window I had watched two legs leave the burrow out of two swinging wooden hides, and go to another area surrounded in unbreakable trees. I had also seen them climb into monsters to escape. I had been plotting and I knew what to do. Out of my window I slid, eyes wide and fearful as I left the cage, and the burrow, for the first time in nearly 7 years. I was 15, scared, beaten, broken. Unloved, lonely, MOTHERLESS. My head screamed as I longed for Ma so much. And that's when I caught it. A sent that should not exist. Not here... Escape plans abandoned, I followed my nose.
I ran past the swinging wooden hides in the front of the burrow, to an outside trap. I gasped as I saw a good 60 or 70 Viscets in there. I even saw the Viscets the two legs had taken from my trap,being shown who was boss by the older ones. Behind me I heard a couple of two legs coming to this cage. Another ran up behind them. I couldn't and still cannot understand two legs' words. Here is what I could understand:
"1001-8120... cage... missing... can't find her..."
"Search team... close gates... cars..."
"Yes sir"
"FIND THAT RAT!"
Okay, so I am not just a number, but then I was a rat. All the two legs ran off after me, but they ran the wrong way. I turned my attention back to the cage and inhaled deeply. Yes... but how...? What's going on? I breathed again. It was true.
I could smell her...
I could smell...
MA!
I screamed out in shock. Another Viscet with deep blue eyes heard my scream. They jerked like they had been kicked by a deer during a hunt. They turned, deep blue eyes gazing deeply into pure Amber ones. I was right.
"MA!"
"Cara!"
"MAMA!"
"CARA my sweet little girl!"
She ran to the bars and we nuzzled each other through the bars. We cried huge tears, and whispered to each other.
"My baby"
"I thought you were... dead"
"No, they just used a sleep dart on me and put me here."
"I'll get you out of there"
"No Cara, you have to go."
"Not without YOU!"
"You have to. When you are in this cage you never get out. Please baby... go..."
"But..."
"You know I love you. But please go. Don't end up here with me. You were born to be as free as a bird, and you haven't been free since I lead you to this place. Please Cara..."
"Oh...Oh...Oh...Kay..."
She pressed her nose to mine as huge tears ran down my cheeks.
"I'll always be with you. Cara. My beloved."
"Good bye... Mama."
"I love you Cara"
"I love you too"
I ran, tears in my eyes. Tears of happiness and sadness rolled into one. Somehow, I was underneath the belly of the monster, I just hung on. They stopped by the city where Ma had been shot not killed. I ran into the forest. I hear the whistle of a wren for the first time in nearly 7 years. Tears still in my eyes, I followed my nose to our den. For a while, I would have to steal from the two legs homes. But for now... I was safe. I was home. And one day, Ma would be here too...
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Like us humans/two legs, Cara has musical tastes. She loves to listen to any song that reminds her of a stage, or a feeling, she has experienced. However seeing as 6 and a half years were spent with a 'dead' mother, trapped in a cage and mistreated, most of the music she listens to is sad. Cara has 5 favorite human songs, listed below.
Wings - Birdie
Half The World Away - The Beatles
Somewhere Only We Know - Lily Allen
Towers - Little Mix
Good Enough - Little Mix
These songs she listens to lots and they have helped to shape the new version of her...
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home. But why don't it feel like home anymore. Cara sighed, she had last seen her mother 9 months ago, alive, not dead as she had guessed. Her mother was alive, and alone as well.
Your alone Cara, you will ALWAYS be alone. Only your mother could ever love you, no one else WILL, sang the voice of her nightmares, ringing in her ears. Shaking her head, she jumped to her feet and ran, climbing a tree with difficulty. She sat in the branches, eating the fruit. Someone else HAS to love me, she thought. There HAS to be another Viscet, or animal. Eagles loved Ma, why not me? She closed her eyes, and pictured a story coming to life.
Her mother was on a canyon, standing, looking down at the thin strip of water that was the daemon eyes river. She felt the sand below her paws, golden and bright. Like flames. A dazzling flash of light, to her left. A man in white, a silver stick pointing at her head. Death that would follow. Her mother had begun to run, desperate to get away. This was no sleep dart, it was a bullet. Her mother had looked over her shoulder in fear, seen the bright shadow of an eagle hit the man. Watched the stick become prey for the Demon Eye. The man hit the floor, clothes in tatters. Not dead, but defenceless. Her mother ran, the eagle above her. The eagle had saved her mother's life. The eagle had shown her mother a new path. The eagle was the reason Cara was alive!
And Cara had taken the vow, like her mother had, to never hunt, nor harm a bird that saved lives. All birds were safe from Cara. And Cara had her own story. When she was 6 she had found a baby mockingjay on the floor. Alone, having fallen from it's nest. A little lost girl, a lot like Cara was now. The bird was as blue as the sky with little black and white feathers here and there. Cara had picked her up, and returned her too the nest. The nest that had stood in this tree she was in. Where a blue mockingjay stood. The mockingjay. All this time the mockingjay had been watching over the Viscet who had saved her. A mockingjay Cara then called Plūma.
There was one thing Cara also then turned to do, once Plūma was by her side.
Someone DOES care she thought. Her mother had taught her about colours, how each colour show something about someone, or a time in their life. And Cara then decided to apply her knowledge. Over the next 3 months Cara and Plūma travelled around the woods, looking at the world with new eyes. Finding feathers, and carrying them. Collecting certain fruit that could stain the pale feathers. Taking dyes from human villages, returning to the den. Cara used her skills to make a necklace, and each feather represented a part of her life, and a feeling she felt, or a quality she possesses.
Cluster 1
"Team Player"
Red, Orange and Green.The first cluster of feathers contains a large red feather flanked on each side by an orange and a green feather. The red feather represents kindness, and it is the biggest feather because it is what she has the most of. Cara is one of the kindest Viscets, and she shares that kindness with all who earn it. The dominant feather shows just how much kindness she has to share, and share it she will.
The feather to one side is a bright orange, and orange representing bravery shows that this girl is not just a chicken, shy and lost. She is not scared to stand up, to run to the gun and take the shot, if it means protecting those she loves. The Orange feather shows she is brave, but she doesn't flaunt it!
The last feather in the first cluster is a jade green, and this represents loyalty. When Cara has found love or someone who cares she is loyal to them and will stay by their side. Even if her mate was to dump or leave her, she would still love them.
This first cluster Cara has called the Team Player cluster, because to be a good part of a team you have to be kind, brave and loyal to the said team.
Cluster 2
"Calm and Generous" or "Ma's Cluster"
Blue and Purple.The next cluster has two feathers on it. Above a bright purple feather glows the blue feather. The blue feather represents her mother's calmness and clarity of mind. It shines in the light, just like her mother's blue eyes as well!
Under the deep blue feather shines a bright purple one, representing generosity. This feather also represents her mother, as she gave everything to Cara and to anyone who needed help.
This cluster is called Calm and Generous as one name, as those are the representation of the feathers. It as also known as Ma's Cluster, as those are qualities her mother had and still has!
Cluster 3
"Ups and Downs of Life"
Pink, Black and Grey.The first feather in the third cluster is the brightest of the three. This feather is bright pink in the sun and paler in the night. This feather represents love in all its glory. Cara wears this feather as proof of her love for birds, her friends and family. It is one of the brightest feathers she owns.
The next feather is grey or silver depending on the light. But this feather is representing sadness, and heartbreak. Cara has experienced lots of sad times in her life, the death of her mother, captivity ect. So she wears this feather to remind others that she has lived a proper life, because no life is perfect.
The last feather in the cluster is the one Cara hates the most, but she knows she needs. Everyone is scared of something, so the last feather represents fear. Fear of the humans who took her away. Fear of them returning for her. Fear of her friends being hurt. This is her LEAST favourite feather.
The third cluster is called The Ups and Downs of Life, because love is a high of life, and sadness and fear is a low. But for a balanced life, Cara knows that sometimes, you have to face your fears.
Cluster 4
"Happy Times"
Yellow, Navy Blue and Lime Green.The final cluster of feathers is a very good set. The first feather is yellow and as bright as the sun, representing joy. Since making friends like Plūma the mockingjay and her Viscet friends (see Cara's Gang, or Diary for more) Cara's life has been full of joy, all shown in this feather.
The next feather is also very important to Cara, it is the feather of honesty. This feather shows that she will not lie, but always tell the truth to others. Because by telling a lie, you are making someone look the wrong way, and this is not how to be someone's friend, it is being a looser, in Cara's opinion.
The last feather is the feather of laughter, something Cara believes is really important in life! T o Cara, the only things more important then laughter are love, family and friends. So Cara made a feather that ment and represents laughter, to remind the world that we have to find the good in things!
The final cluster of feathers is called the Happy Times cluster, because if you find joy and laughter, and be honest no matter what has happened, then you really have found yourself a happy time!
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Oh, I really do not know what I am doing here, when Snatch went to the human area for human spiced meat and came back with a book and a pencil, for me I have to add, I didn't know what to say... Well, my name is Cara. I am a Viscet of 19, and I live with my friends. In a tree house. Yep... Let's see... I am about 7ft tall and weigh about 430 pounds, lighter then average, and smaller for that matter. But I don't care. I am small and light because of men. They put me in a cage when I was 8 and a half years old. It was cramped, so I didn't grow much. And they didn't feed me enough, either. But I am still here... somehow... My mother is being held captive in a cage by some two legs, or humans, and even though she told me to leave her, I am going to get her out one day. My mother's name is Benevolentia, Latin for kindness. And all she is is kind!
My friends are Brayden, Liyra, Snatch, Neila and Jace. Brayden is the one who makes me laugh lots, and he is really protective of us all, just not Jace (I think he is still annoyed about the comments Jace made a couple of months ago), and is a real ladies man. Liyra is my best friend, she is really sweet and shares my love of birds. Liyra can get a bit over the top sometimes, but that's okay. I am used to it. Snatch is a bit food orientated, and has a tendency to steer a conversation to food tastes, but that's fine. Snatch is really funny, and very kind. We often stay in her tree house, which is really lovely! Neila is the hardest to explain as she is a Nephthys, or a spirit guide, and she is the oldest. And she is dead, which used to scare me but after I found out that we both mourn our losses and we are very alike, made me feel closer to her. And then there is the little nuisance Jace. Well, he is older then me but... Jace was born into captivity, I was taken into captivity, and I am the only one he will talk to about those dark times. The ONLY one. But this is my gang, my friends. Oh, and the two birds (Liyra's magpie and Plūma, my mocking jay) Plūma is feather in Latin.
What else are you supposed to write in a diary? What happened today? Oh! Okay. Today was the middle of Autumn and all the leaves set the floor on fire (not literally, and apparently fire is in the magic metal box humans call an oven that makes food warm, according to Snatch). And as usual, Jace decided to have a little fun. He hid in a pile of leaves, buried right under, and when Liyra went past he pounced out onto her! So, me and Snatch come running oven and jump into the leaves, knocking Jace off Liyra whist throwing leaves at one another. Brayden didn't join in, whenever we have fun with Jace he ignores us and vice versa when we are with Brayden... Neila then does her creepy thing of appearing out of thin air and landing on top of us, laughing. It is good when Neila laughs, it means she is in a good mood. And if she is in a good mood when she comes back from guiding, it means there were no "monsters" as she calls them. Later on we all went to the stream to wash off all the dirt, which was nice because I love to swim.
Later on, Snatch took me and Jace hunting whist Liyra stayed at the tree house with Brayden and Neila. We hunted a deer, and caught it, much to Snatch's delight, as it ment there would be spare to get spiced up by two legs, as she put it. Back at camp by the tree house, Neila showed us a quick way to skin a deer and Jace showed us how to fashion a "bag" out of the skin. A "bag" what humans use to carry their belongings. So I can carry all sorts in there! The deer was really nice, although Snatch used her bag to carry half the meat to be spiced up, promising that there would be some for us later. Plūma flew into a tree to know down some acorns that hadn't been taken but squirrels, and we ate them until we were full. I love Plūma so much, my pretty bird!
I spent sometime after that packing up my bag, with my stolen IPod (Jace showed me how to change the music on there until I had a perfect list of music) and all my spare feathers. Oh! I forgot to say, I collect bird feathers and colour them with berry juice or dyes from human camps when Neila finds one. I have 11 around my neck with different meanings, and loads (about 20?) spares. That is my hobby, when I am not swimming or running or knocking Jace of Liyra/Snatch/Neila/Having someone knock Jace off me or having a conversation with Brayden about anything really! Yes, dyeing feathers is my hobby. Each feather I stain or dye has a meaning to me. And that's why this is my hobby.
It was later today that Snatch came home with her bag of spiced up meat, and it was good timing as we were all hungry! The meat was still warm and covered in herbs, it was amazing. I sat with Snatch to talk about heaven, whilst Neila spoke to Liyra and Jace ignored Brayden. After finishing talking to Snatch I spoke to Jace and Brayden, as it is my aim to get them to get along!!! It is going to be really hard, but I an up to the challenge!
Diary are for writing secrets, right? I have three dark deep secrets...
1) I want to know who my father is. I never got the chance to judge him, and I want that chance.
2) In the cage at one point I attacked the other Vicsets as they tried to get me killed
3)
I might have a tiny little crush on Jace...
Wait two seconds please!
Cara puts the diary down and looks outside to find Jace. Yikes! He want to know if Cara wants to go swimming with him, Neila, Snatch and Liyra. She says yes, but just give her a second.
Aaaaaaaaeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiii! I am going swimming with Jace, Neila, Snatch and Liyra. Not Brayden. But still. I have to go, I will
talk write tomorrow. Maybe...
Cara
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Brayden-PierceBrayden-Pierce is owned by `ChaosBrayden and Cara have a very strong relationship. Cara was originally very shy after her escape from captivity. Brayden has very strong opinions on how his fellow Viscets are treated, and he is a real ladies man. Cara was really shy around Brayden for a long time, but a while after they met, she really likes Brayden, and they get on like a house on fire! They are both extremely intelligent, and Brayden is really persistent, so Cara enjoys to have long discussions about anything. But one of Brayden-Pierce's qualities that Cara loves the most is the fact he is a bit of a doofus. He is a silly boy, but Cara finds this side of him really adorable! She loves Brayden so much, he was her first real friend!
LiyraLiyra is owned by SabateaCara met Liyra only a few weeks after Brayden joined her. Liyra was talking to a magpie. Cara has a deep respect for birds, all birds, and to see another Viscet friends with one of the feathered beauties, it made her really happy! Braden had already begun to draw her out of her shell, so she went over right away to talk to Liyra. She was immediately scared when she saw Liyra was so excitable, but soon calmed down when she saw she ment no harm. With friends like Brayden, who made her laugh, and Liyra, who helped to show her what life could be like if she just trusted others more, Cara really began to change personalities once again, the darkness seeming to leave her alone. Liyra and her magpie are Cara's best friends, they are so close. And Liyra almost reminds Cara of her mother, if she wasn't so excitable all the time!
SnatchSnatch is owned by RazorsMeeting Snatch, or Marsh as they had to call her to start off with, was a little different to how Cara met Brayden (crashing into his house) or Liyra (actually talking to her). Snatch/Marsh was wondering, looking for someone to trade with. She found Cara, Brayden and Liyra all starving, and they hadn't had meat for days. Marsh has a goal in life, to find a food that has no rival, and the meat she had was for someone else. But the sight of them made her feel sorry, so she offered to share. Cara liked this Viscet at once, even though she was younger. Snatch saved them, and in return Cara began to show her different herbs and plants she could use herself to spice up her meats. Cara told Marsh that she was going to miss her when she left, Marsh had been with them for a couple of months, and she simply replied,
Why would I leave? You guys are my friends. And my name is Snatch, I just don't like others knowing it...Cara was so happy, and that night Snatch let them share her tree house, and they soon found out how funny, and kind, Snatch really was, even if she was a little food orientated!
NeilaNeila is owned by RazorsNote: Neila is not alive, she is a spirit guide, or a Nephthys, the official title.Car, Brayden, Snatch, Liyra and her magpie were all alone in the woods, about a month after Snatch said they could call her, Snatch. Neil's was looking for a lost spirit she needed to lead to the afterlife. They ran into one another. Cara spoke to the strange Viscet, and it didn't take them long to suss out that Neil's was a Nephthy, and that they should stay out of her way. This was really sad for Cara, as she was so sure that they could be good friends. Now, Neila should have tried to forget the odd little group of four Viscets and a bird, but they were stuck in her mind. After guiding the lost spirit home, she followed the gang, and protected them from a bear attack with her Chinese hunters zither, though the only boy Brayden was sure he could have beaten it. After that, between guiding spirits home, she stayed by Cara, and Cara nicknamed her The Guardian Angel, and became close to Neila, learning one day about her families death, and knowing what that felt like...
JaceJace is owned by RazorsJace was the one that reminded Cara the most of her captivate life. Snatch had managed to convince Cara, Brayden, Liyra, Liyra's magpie and Plūma that they had to try this food made by a two-leg (Neila was guiding a spirit at the time). On the way they ran into another street pack, and unknowingly Cara steamed to have her own pack, of the same amount of Viscets. It lead to an argument, one gray and white Viscet (Jace) calling them killers, a forest pack of loosers. Brayden didn't take this lightly, he was defending the girls. Neila took this particular moment in time to appear with her Chinese Hunting Zither, making everything more awkward. Cara recognized the pain in Jace's eyes, and called out that she knew the captive pain too. So when Jace's Alpha ordered them to kill the forest pack (Neila was fine, she was already dead) Jace felt he had to say no. He helped the pack to escape, and then had to stay with them. Jace still lives to make a nuisance, but Cara, Brayden, Liyra, Snatch and Neila are working him down. The last thing Cara remembers happening that day was the fluttering of bird wings, the thundering of her heart and Snatch complaining that she had lost her meat!
(I ship these two so badly!)

PlūmaCara met Plūma a long time ago, when her mum lived with her. She had fallen out of her nest, a fledgling. Cara picked up Plūma and put her back into her nest. She always remembered the little blue mockingjay. When she arrived back at the old den, 7 years later a little bird, a little blue mockingjay... the same mockingjay! Cara named her Plūma, meaning feather in Latin. Cara re-met Plūma, and she became Cara's first friend, non Viscet friend.
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I sat by the lake by moonlight, looking up at the bright stars that made the sky glow. The moon was full, pure and vibrant. My paw made ripples in the flat lake, stirring the dormant fish bellow. It was really late. Plūma was high in the trees, head tucked into her feathered breast, sleeping so peacefully. Up in the tree house, Brayden would be on his back, his paws folded on his chest, lounge locking out in that slightly comical way he has. Neila would be up on the beams in the ceiling, her zither by her side, head on her paws. Liyra would be twitching on her side, Liyra who could never stay still for long. And Snatch would also be on her back, paddling her paws, and murmuring softly about one food or another, so food orientated. Then there was Jace... I couldn't work out where Jace would be. He never slept up in the trees like us. A sigh slipped past my lips, and I flopped onto my stomach in depression. Just thinking of silly Jace, who after hesitating had abandoned his Alpha to save our pack. Jace who made Brayden turn away. Jace, who's name stirred a war in my mind and heart. I sat back up again, preparing to move away from the waters, to hit the hay. Then something, or someone, touched my back and I fell in...
I surfaced sputtering and coughing, knowing just who had pushed me in. I rolled my eyes and shook my head, a bubble of laughter rising in my throat. On the bank of the lake looking at me in the most heart wrenching way were a pair of violet eyes, glowing with humour. Jace reached out a paw and helped me out of the lake, and I managed a small amount of revenge by soaking his fur when I shook. He gave me a lopsided grin and laughed again.
I am sorry Cara, but I couldn't resist! Why are you out here so late anyway, your usually asleep.Well, before someone pushed me in the lake, I was heading for the tree house, but now I am all set, meaning I have to sleep outside, thanks to someone.Do I know this someone?Yes, you know them very well. Jace flashed me another grin and I groaned.
You wanted me to sleep outside, didn't you?You didn't want to miss this beautiful night, Cara. Besides, I wanted to talk to you.Mmmmmm Hmmmmmmm...I was talking to Liyra the other day, and she said a couple of things...What did she say?Well, first she said you know what all the colours mean. When I... when I was in the human labs, they said "He'll be a charmer, that one. Cause of those violet eyes." What does the colour violet mean, Cara?Jace gave me another smile, and sat back to listen. He really wants to know, I thought. I touched my violet feather, but that stood for something different. Does he know what it means, I thought. Is this a joke? No. I took a deep breath, and said
The colour violet inspires unconditional and selfless love, devoid of ego, encouraging sensitivity and compassion. Your eyes probably mean lots like you, and you have the advantage that if you like someone... I coughed
Sorry. If you like someone, violet is the colour of mystery, and no one will know.I see... as for the second thing...I squealed.
YOU DID WHAT JACE!!!!I am sorry! Liyra said you wrote in that book, and dared me to peak... I didn't know what it was! Or that is was private... Cara... Cara?I was shaking with shame. How much had he read? The first two pages? If he had, he knew my darkest secrets.
Cara... I just wanted to say,the first two "secrets" are not to bad..., Cara I am so sorry...I know. And you know that...That...?Don't be dumb. Number three... I... I like... you, Jace. There, I said it. Are you happy now? Are you satisfied? Tears burnt in my eyes. He was going to hate me now... leave me, broken and embarrassed. But he didn't move.
Yeah, I am happy. He smiled, not lopsided, not a smirk. A genuine smile, not running away...
You know how earlier you said that love in violet eyes is hard to read?Y-y-yeah...?Look again...He felt the same as me. OMG, he felt the same as me. I looked into those true violet eyes that showed what he felt, the same as me... no wonder he hadn't left, gone away and left me.
You don't think I am silly, stupid?Cara, you have never been silly or stupid to me. It takes quite the Viscet to make me leave my alpha, and you did it. From the moment you told me we were alike, I knew to find the truth I had to follow you. I never planned on loving you, but things happen. Cara? Cara, I love you, okay? I love you.I couldn't speak, I was so moved by what he said. So shocked still. He pulled me closer, and wrapped his tail around mine, a paw on my shoulder, my head in his chest. Jace, and me... as one. We knew each others love, and pain. He held me close, and stayed by my side till the break of day. Me and Jace. Jace and me... As the sun rose in the sky, it three out a passionate golden glow, the light that made me open my eyes. Jace was still next to me, and his eyes were still soft as a mockingjay's feather. He shuffled closer to me and placed a paw on my own. I rested my head on his strong shoulder, breathing in his familiar, safe sent. He touched his nose to mine. I touched my forehead to his.
Jace?Yes Cara?Does this mean we are mates?Jace smiled as bright as the rising Sun.
Yes, I think it does mean we are mates.Good. And one other thing...You can say anything to me, Cara. I won't be offended.I love you, Jace.I love you too, Cara baby.And he lent forward, smiling softly and my heart melted...
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Soul for making Viscets!
Shady for designing this baby!
`Chaos, Sabatea and Razors for letting me use Brayden-Pierce, Liyra, Snatch, Neila and Jace.
Feather art by me
Cara crying by me.
Jace and Cara in the diary entry by Razors
Cara in the History P3 section by SilverSamurai. Proof is
here!Gif by Strudel.
Lyrics throughout taken from Wings by Birdie
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