Username:
yikes!
Name:
Spencer
Sex and Gender:
DFAB [Female at birth] | | Demiboy/Questioning
Pronouns:
They/them/their or he/him/his
Note - I fluctuate between pronouns within this form,
as their gender is neither fully masculine nor neutral. The
pronouns are all referring to the same Plumerian.
Current Romantic and Sexual Orientation:
Androsexual Aroflexible
LGBT+ Pride Buttons wrote:Androsexual - one who is attracted to males, men or masculinity.
Aroflexible - one who predominantly does not experience romantic attraction, but may on occasion.
One Phrase That Is "SO Me!":
"I'm not like OTHER boys."
Medical Issues:
1. He has two filled cavities, due to the fact that he absolutely adores sweets and sugary treats, mostly cotton candy and Pop-Tarts.
Filled Cavities wrote: A filling is a way to restore a tooth damaged by decay back to its normal function and shape. When a dentist gives you a filling, he or she first removes the decayed tooth material, cleans the affected area, and then fills the cleaned out cavity with a filling material.
By closing off spaces where bacteria can enter, a filling also helps prevent further decay. Materials used for fillings include gold, porcelain, a composite resin (tooth-colored fillings), and an amalgam (an alloy of mercury, silver, copper, tin and sometimes zinc).
2. He has social anxiety.
Social Anixety wrote: Social anxiety disorder, also called social phobia, is an anxiety disorder in which a person has an excessive and unreasonable fear of social situations. Anxiety (intense nervousness) and self-consciousness arise from a fear of being closely watched, judged, and criticized by others.
A person with social anxiety disorder is afraid that he or she will make mistakes, look bad, and be embarrassed or humiliated in front of others. The fear may be made worse by a lack of social skills or experience in social situations. The anxiety can build into a panic attack. As a result of the fear, the person endures certain social situations in extreme distress or may avoid them altogether. In addition, people with social anxiety disorder often suffer "anticipatory" anxiety -- the fear of a situation before it even happens -- for days or weeks before the event. In many cases, the person is aware that the fear is unreasonable, yet is unable to overcome it.
People with social anxiety disorder suffer from distorted thinking, including false beliefs about social situations and the negative opinions of others. Without treatment, social anxiety disorder can negatively interfere with the person's normal daily routine, including school, work, social activities, and relationships.[/list]
3. He has Asperger's Spectrum Disorder [ASD]
ASD wrote:Asperger syndrome is an autism spectrum disorder (ASD) considered to be on the “high functioning” end of the spectrum. Affected children and adults have difficulty with social interactions and exhibit a restricted range of interests and/or repetitive behaviors. Motor development may be delayed, leading to clumsiness or uncoordinated motor movements. Compared with those affected by other forms of ASD, however, those with Asperger syndrome do not have significant delays or difficulties in language or cognitive development. Some even demonstrate precocious vocabulary – often in a highly specialized field of interest.
Phobias and Severity of Each:
has a few strange or out of the ordinary phobias..
- He is absolutely terrified of touching raw or eaten food. (Trichinophobia)
- They are have a phobia of being locked in an enclosed or small space (Cleisiophobia)
- He suffers an innate fear of exposed blood (Hematophobia)
- They are terrified of long words (Hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia)
Interests:
- Vampires
- Eye makeup
- Leather
- "Emo", alternative and post-punk music & culture
- Mystery novels
- Cosmetics
- The occult
- Science
- Making and listening to music
- Dogs
- Poetry
- Obscure foreign films
- Space
- Languages
Mixtape:
"I'm into music, I guess." The small Plumerian shuffles awkwardly, "I mean, I make mixtapes and, and stuff, so that counts... I guess this mixtape describes what's in my soul. Wait, what do you mean it's not 2005!?"
- Teenagers - My Chemical Romance
- I Write Sins, Not Tragedies - Panic! At The Disco
- Cute Without The 'E' - Taking Back Sunday
- Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
- Sugar, We're Goin' Down - Fall Out Boy
- Misery Business - Paramore
- First Date - Blink-182
- American Idiot - Green Day
- Dear Maria, Count Me In - All Time Low
- I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - My Chemical Romance
- Thnks Fr Th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy
- MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
- Perfect - Simple Plan
- Numb - Linkin Park
- With Me - Sum 41
- Boulevard Of Broken Dreams - Green Day
- Dance Floor Anthem - Good Charlotte
- Cupid's Chokehold - Gym Class Heros ft. Patrick Stump
- Kitchen Sink - Twenty One Pilots
- Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy
- I Miss You - Blink-182
- Emperor's New Clothes - Panic! At The Disco
- The Only Exception - Paramore
- Car Radio - Twenty One Pilots
- Welcome To The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance
I'm sorry
Brief Personality Traits:
- Very Tolerant
- Highly intelligent
- Snarky
- Unintentionally manipulative
- Clingy
- Lazy
- Joker
- Monotone
- Unmotivated
- Protective
- Low work ethic
- Kind-hearted
- Untrustworthy
- Puts up a "shell" to make other people like them
- Anxious
- Easily stressed
- Desperate for praise/approval
- Unstable mood swings
- Guilty
- Self-loathing
Personality:
When you first meet Spencer, they often seem like a walking contradiction. How can someone seem so laid back and calm, when really they're an anxious bundle of nerves jolting like a live wire underneath all that fluffy blue fur?
Well, for starters, Spencer appears to be a very blank and laid-back Plumerian, to the stage where they're almost emotionless and monotone. They don't appear to understand nor register emotions - or care for them, at least. Some might refer to this behavior as apathetic.. blank.. cold - sometimes even just damn rude. But it's really more of a coping mechanism; a way for Spencer to not only manage with his anxiety, but to mask his own emotions and abilities.
If he trusts you or is feeling particularly social during the period you decided to associate with him, they will begin to suddenly be miraculously emotive - however this is just an extreme of the alternative, as Spencer cycles through different emotions and stages of wellbeing seemingly instantaneously - a phenomenon that will be diagnosed at an older age as borderline personality disorder, or BPD. Going hand-in-hand with the mood swings include his desperation for approval or praise, his unintentional manipulation and his bouts of irrational or erratic behavior, which are all symptoms many BPD sufferers endure.
Spencer is actually an incredibly anxious young Plumerian, who puts up many walls and boundaries in order to get out of things. Some call it lazy, but really, it stems from a deep-rooted fear of attempting new things or actives. Spencer is rarely motivated to do simple tasks such as showering, cooking, socially interacting or attempting at activities that cannot be achieved without effort. Things as simple as Nintendo video games with their sister can result in not enough social energy to achieve much else for a week or more. If they can't achieve something on their first try, they will manage to convince themself that they are a failure and are incapable of doing things right.
To cover up these insecurities, Spencer is often cracking jokes and making puns, even if very few find them genuinely humorous. Many of their puns and jokes tend to be at their own or someone else's expense, but are more often of the former, more self-deprecating kind. He's also very fond of knock-knock jokes, using them almost constantly, much to the annoyance of his peers.
Despite how often his mothers attempt at consoling him, Spencer's more negative traits are not something that can be brushed off. To him, they are as much a part of him as his lungs, tongue or eyelids are - they cannot be removed without breaking apart the entire system.
Teelia
(Owned by Splatter.)
personality. wrote:Teelia loves her children and tries to teach them about everything and anything.
Taking them out on nature pathways, experiencing life and so on and hopes that
she can be with them in every moment and stage of their growth. She also tries
to be a 'cool' type of mom so she can fit in with them and not seem boring or an
embarrassment!
Mother
Spencer adores his mothers, however often feels embarrassed when his mom tries too hard
to be "in with the kids". Just 'cause it's 2015 doesn't mean you're cool for trying to do the whip
and nae nae dance, Mom. Although they act like they have a negative relationship with her, they
genuinely love her and care for her - although he does feel like sometimes she doesn't quite
get him.. or maybe is really is just a phase, and not who he really is..
Nela
(Owned by [url=x]Chouhesi[/url].)
personality. wrote:Nela saw herself never as a mother figure. However as soon as she saw her lovely children she promised to do her best to keep them save and give them a lovely childhood. She hopes they share their love for drawing and exploring at least a little bit but no matter which traits her children will show she will try her best to support them.
She has not really a clue at all how to get around with children as she never spend much time with younger kids at all. So no matter how much she tries there will more likely be some moments Nela will have to run off and get help of her mate to deal with the kids.
However no matter how helpless Nela is if it comes to dealing with children she is more than willing to learn to give them all their need.
For sure they will be showed some awesome places while exploring the nature together with their mother and if they ever start to ask for art supplies they will be more likely squeezed to near death by a mother screaming from joy.
Mother
Spencer loves both his mothers equally, however he finds himself relating a lot more easily
towards his just-about scatterbrained mother. They both share a love for drawing and the
more artistic things life has to offer, however he doesn't at all seem to be interested in
nature at this age - Nela blames his phone for it.
Liliana
(Owned by Splatter.)
personality. wrote:She's very curious and inquisitive about her surroundings so she often at times
asks a lot of questions. She normally asks if she is annoying you so she doesn't
seem like a pest! She can be very bold and adventurous and will go into places
with her chest puffed out and ready to go! She loves her mothers and loves
learning from both of them whenever she can. Sometimes she can be picky with
things she likes and organizes everything neatly, getting very upset if it gets messed
up in any way. She can be a bit stubborn and won't hesitate to speak her mind about
something but does so in a way that can be understandable. She is a troublesome child
with how she wanders off and has to be brought back to her parents quite often. Not
that she is trying to run away but her that her curiosity knows no bounds!
Twin Sister
Out of the two, Spencer appears to be the more mature of them - despite being 14 minuets and
6 seconds younger, they appear to be the older, and it often shocks others when Liliana - or Li, as
Spencer refers to her - proudly declares her place as older twin. Although they get mad at Liliana
due to their seemingly troublesome and almost childish habits, Spencer is fiercely protective of
their sibling and would do anything to keep them safe. The two get along very well, with sweet
pet-names and inside jokes often shared between the two. Due to Spencer's high intelligence,
Liliana's earnest questions are often answered by her twin, and due to her own outspokenness,
Spencer's inability to tell someone to go away or to leave them alone is often concurred by the
earnest yelps of their sister.
Kioki
(Owned by Chamomile..)
personality. wrote:Kioki isn't as shy has he used to be, and has bursts of bravery and loudness around certain friends (mainly caused by lack of sleep). He dislikes being alone for long, and craves to spend time with those close to him. Key hasn't outgrown his little stutter that happens when he is nervous, but has found he can make it funny by making it a joke on himself. He definitely uses plenty of witty and sarcastic comments, and has a bit of a foul mouth when it comes to swearing. Kio is normally fairly laid back and easy going, but if something gets his attention a fire lights up in his eyes and no one can stop his curiosity. Kioki adores cooking still, and always makes food for others for their birthdays. Kioki is taking lots of writing classes in high school, and is planning on interning for a newspaper when he can. Kioki loves his parents, and isn't embarrassed to spend time with them.
Friend/Older Brother Figure/Idol
Ever since Spencer was about 6 or 7 [being 13 now] they had a tutor - an older boy named Kioki, who is
now one of their closest friends and a Plumerian they really look up to. Spencer is often reminded of themself
when inspecting Kioki's behaviors, especially his nervousness and lack of sleep most of the time. Despite
not usually being motivated enough to cook or do many other high-effort activities, Spencer often takes the
time to indulge in cooking or baking with his older friend - their favorite meal to make together is butterscotch
& cinnamon pie! Despite the older boy usually being occupied with things like work, college and socialization,
the two often meet up for cocoa at Spencer's favorite cafe most weekends.
Q&A
Bold - Question || spencer
- 1. Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
ive never really thought about that before...it depends really...
2. When did your last hug take place?
i hugged my sister on the way to school today...it was nice
3. Are you a jealous person?
..yea
4. Are you tired right now?
im always tired from carrying the weight of my sins
5. Do you chew on your straws?
when anxious, yea
6. Have you ever been called a tease?
im 11 my mom needs me home right now sorry
7. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
yea
8. Do you cry easily?
i try not to..
9. What should you be doing right now?
awaiting the sweet embrace of death
10. Are you a heavy sleeper?
no, pretty much any noise wakes me up
11. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
anything's possible..
12. Are you mad at someone right now?
ray from chipotle gave me the wrong order
but im too anxious to go back in and get another one so stuff
you ray from chipotle
13. Do you believe in love?
i mean its a nice idea
14. What makes you laugh no matter what?
frog memes
15. Who was the last person you talked to?
li, my twin
16. Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
havent found anyone just yet
17. Will you get married?
im 13
18. When was the last time you smiled?
when mom tripped and fell into a sewer hole
and momma couldn't stop laughing
19. Does anyone like you?
uuuuuuh
20. Do you secretly like someone?
i mean my mom's pretty cool
21. Who was the first person you talked to today?
li, of course
22. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
li or momma
23. What are you NOT looking forward to?
school tbh
24. What ARE you looking forward to?
memes
25. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
romantic?? no. platonic?? yea
26. Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
wave into the void bc they dont exist
27. Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
buddy im 13
28. Are you a forgiving person?
depends on what you do to me or whoever i care abt
tbh
29. How many TRUE friends do you have?
does my mom count
30. Do you fall for people easily?
nope
31. Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
naaah son
32. What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
chipotle, food of the gods
33. Who was the last person you drove with?
i mean i drove to chipotle with my mom so
34. How late did you stay up last night and why?
11pm bc im cool also my mom told me off
35. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
probably to chicago?? or new jersery?? im emo
leave me alone
36. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
kioki stuffing an entire cinnamon roll into
his mouth
37. Can you live a day without TV?
ya
38. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?[/b
when i woke up
[b]39. Three names you go by...
spenc, spec, spen
40. Are you currently in a relationship?
im devoted to throwing myself into the void
41. What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
titanic
42. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
yea probably i mean look at my parents
43. What’s your current problem?
ray from chipotle
44. Have you ever had your heart broken?
i mean i burnt my mouth on garlic bread once
does that count
45. Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
go ahead you go have fun
46. How many kids do you want to have?
atm, probably like 1 but idk it could change!!
47. Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
nah i dont rly tend to like ppl so???
Facts:
- Birth Name: Sophia Teela
Preferred Name: Spencer Soren Teela
Age: 13
Birthday: November 3rd, 2001
Sex: Female
Gender Identity: Transboy/Demiboy
Pronouns: They/Them/Their or He/Him/His
Main Palette: Blues
Accents: Baby blue, gray, turquoise, white
Feathers: Light blue with darker blue airbrush designs
Rarity: Common
Accessories: gloves, beanie
Skintone: Medium to light brown
Hair Color: Brunette/Black
Hair Style: X
Eye Color: Bright blue
Race: Biracial [half white]
Clothing Style: X
Speech Style: Monotone, evenly paced
Voice Pitch: Deeper than most their age
Walking Style: Slightly fast paced
Posture: Slouchy
Personality Type: INTP
Zodiac Sign: Libra
Chinese Zodiac: Snake
Alignment: Lawful Neutral/Neutral Evil
Enneagram: Investigator
Art:
By viixen
By me
by chamomile.
Notes:
- I do not mean to be in any way disrespectful or unkind through my form, nor do I intend to romanticize life with the disorders this Plumerian suffers from. I have Asperger's and anxiety myself, and I have based this on my own personal experiences. If you feel like my portrayal has been offensive, disrespectful or incorrect, please private message me and I will fix it.
- I do not own the song or lyrics to any of the tracks mentioned or labelled. I'm not that talented, c'mon!
- I have permission from trickers to use their Plumerian/s, as well as Chamomile. [any other ppl here!! ]
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