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[kaeria]

sick of my school. sick of my class. sick of arguments and shouting. i'm sick of the idiots in my class who cause drama.
i just wanna learn.
;-; pls i need help

i'm the same!
my math class is terrible, and the teacehr has no control
my best bet is don't get involved
sit down and ignore everyone
seems hard, i understand
but if you just get straight into your
work it may help.
maybe complain to your teacher/other teachers
and how you would like to work in a better
environment.
good luck <3

tysm i already ignore (usually put my head on the desk and try not to cry) since people throw some really.. bad insults. some of the worst curse words known are used in our class but nobody does anything about it. i will complain to a teacher, hopefully that helps.

[caf.]

nononononononono
i started having bad thoughts aboyt my ols best friend dying and iwrnt to chrvk her blog even though it's bad and im not supposed to but it's not there anymore and i'm frsKing out what if shes actially gone im shaking so bad i feel like i'm going to puke what do i do i can't talk to her she hates me but i love her more tgan antthing and i feel like j'm actually going to die i'm so scared she might actially be dead

sorry for spellyng i cant see very well and i'meshaking

[fika.]

nononononononono
i started having bad thoughts aboyt my ols best friend dying and iwrnt to chrvk her blog even though it's bad and im not supposed to but it's not there anymore and i'm frsKing out what if shes actially gone im shaking so bad i feel like i'm going to puke what do i do i can't talk to her she hates me but i love her more tgan antthing and i feel like j'm actually going to die i'm so scared she might actially be dead

sorry for spellyng i cant see very well and i'meshaking

babe calm down
i'm sure you're 'friend' (if you want me to call her that)
is fine!
i know you said you can't message her, but do it
just say "hey"
if she sees the message and doesn't reply,
then you at least know she is alive and okay!
good luck <3

[r.ddler]

Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Until I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of me
I am so ashamed of me...

I thought I had everything straightened out, I already apologized.
I already forgave you, I've done everything I can do without overstepping my bounds.
And honestly, you didn't tell me what I could or couldn't do, so I did light conversation,
or what I thought it was. All I can do now is stand back until you make up your mind.
I'll live either way, I've always made it one way or another. I just hope that when the decision is made,
it's the last one. I don't like the stress this makes for us both. And I hate that I started it, my jealousy
and my foul temper tend to do that. Even when we fight though, I still love you as a sister can,
I want nothing but you to understand, to feel better, to make it in life like I won't be able to.
My genetics won't allow me to live a life. Not a comfortable one anyhow. And I hope that you can get
out of your personal hell. I've always wished that. If I stood under a specific deity, I'd pray for you ever night,
ever day, every time I thought it might help a little. But alas, all I have is me. All I have is you, me, Trin, and my father.
That's a small support circle for someone as me, I standout and rub the wrong way no matter what. And I'm sorry
that it's started to hurt you.

[magnussen]

I just need a hug or some type of comfort..
I woke up and had a panic attack at 3 o'clock this morning. All thanks to a dream I had.
I'd post what the dream was about but it might trigger others..

[Jelly.]

They keep telling me
"No news is good news"
But they know me,
Im a every possible what if person
I shouldn't be worrying to much.
What are the chances i would make it to nationals?
0.

[Zambeah]

So, this night I've had a severely traumatizing nightmare, which involved me and my mother dying.
I woke up scared like hell, but instantly knew it was just a dream so I could calm down pretty fast. I didn't have any nightmares for like 1.5 years now so this totally pushed me out of my daily routine, I was thinking about this all day long.

After school I laid on my bed, snoozing a little because I've just had 2 hours of sleep that night, somehow I started to dream - a nightmare, again, which was even more frightening. It involved several friends/relatives dying in a, for me, traumatizing way and I could see it very detailed with me also being in serious danger of being the next one. My mom woke me up when she came home after shopping, luckily, so this was a rather short but still frightening dream.

I've had some of these terrifying nightmares at least 2-3 times a week when I was at the highest peak of my depression about 3 years ago, but the healthier I got, the lesser they became. As soon as I was "healthy" again they immediately stopped and I've had the most awesome dreams since then (like being a human with wings, flying through a fairy world, I know that sounds cheesy, but it was just such a spectacular, beautiful and awesome dream! <3 I was "flying" so hard I woke up with my arms above/next to my head and having some muscle aches, I assume I tried to "fly" while being asleep lol).

Well, I just had to get this off my chest, my mom isn't interested in listening to me about that but I have a feeling if I don't talk about it I will have such a dream again. I am pretty afraid of going to bed now, I am just scared it will happen again this night.
And I have a feeling that's all because I've got some serious insomnia right now (just sleeping 2-3 hours for the last 10-14 days).

Someone tell me I will be fine please x.x

[haadez_]

Disassociated in English today. Oh my god this needs to stop. I forgot who I was and I looked down and panicked not knowing whose arms were connected to me.

[onion]

i dont even know what to say anymore or why i even come to this thread, i dont have anything to say. im just empty.

[shim]

Pm please?