| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[xXFoxfaceToastXx]

She knows she did something wrong... right? Now she's trying to shut me up about it.. Really she shouldn't have done it in the first place.

[shim]

I need a pm. By January 1st ill probably get kicked out of my house and will have to get rid of my cats.

[Giulietta Capuleti]

Kinda feeling sad all the time. It sucks. It seems like nothing can cheer me up and I want this one person so bad but they pushed me away, and I KNOW we both have to go through with our lives but they have no idea how much they're hurting me just by pushing me away. I LOVED YOU SO MUCH. SO MUCH. I can't even express it. They've liked me for a long time but it's not fair.. you don't get to promise someone a future filled with happiness and just change your mind and hurt yourself and say that you care about me and then leave me when I need you, and I want to help them but I can't and it sucks and just..Kinda feeling like only they can make me happy. Kinda depressed, kinda cheery. I'm so lucky I have such good friends. I'm just.. not happy. Counting on the holidays to make it better, which it probably is but I don't really know what else will motivate me after.

My feelings are all mixed up, got into a relationship because I like them, but not like like them. Does this even make sense? It feels like I don't like them enough???? I feel like a bad person for still wanting the (current) only person that made me happy???? Everyone's pressuring me to get with this guy that I kinda guess I like???? But cheating and stuff???? Trying to pretend to be happy and trying to make people happy as much as I can???? I feel like I just want to sleep for a really long time and ignore all my responsibilities. Exams aren't helping either and teachers are like 'oh its not a big deal' it counts for like half the grade hahahahhahahhahahahaha

My best (I guess now ex best) friend hacked into one of my accounts (they knew too much about me, surprise surprise) and now I have trust issues. They have said things behind my back and I still can't get over it???? It hurts so much???? We even knew eachother since childhood and like we had plans to meet eachother over the summer and stuff???? And the thing is on the game I payed maybe more than £ 500 for it???? And it's all just gone???? I'm not even that upset about it, but what hurts me really if they just ASKED for it, I would've given it to them???? Why is everyone leaving me???? Why can't I learn to love and to like those who love and like me and ugh???? Why feelings????

I lost a bunch of my own money and I was really upset because I found out someone has stolen it (at least they returned my school card, amirite?) and I don't know how I lost it and just???? I was going to spend it for food because my mom didn't have the time to go to the shop and just everything has been crumbling around me and I'm failing and it's great to be honest (mind the extreme sarcasm). Please god help me???? I don't even know anymore and I don't want to BE there tomorrow and face life, I just want to sleep for like a week. And our school just made our holidays shorter because WHY NOT???? It's not like the students had exams and are totally not gonna want to rest more, right? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ; - ;

[inkyy]

@Sasha hey, i know how you feel ;o for me, i find that looking forward to things in the furture gives me motavation. like, you have to keep going so you can do that thing ;D even tiny little things tbh. and if someone is pushing you away, not treating you nice, they dont deserve you <3 friendships change, and its better not to force things. yeah it will be hard, but you will feel better, sometime in the future <33

hello, im back again. tiny notice because im super bad at things like this. if i dont reply to your pm, thats a good thing because ive kinda sorted it out (im sorry ;u;)
just a little trival thing tbh.
i really want to go into town with my 2 best friends to go christmas shopping. this friday is the perfect opportunity and one of my friends really wants to go too! but my other friend is being super vague about it. we have asked them multiple times but they just dont answer properly "oh ill ask my parents" "oh yeah ;)" stuff like that. they never spend time with us and we want to hang out more (they are my best friend) they always spend time with their gf, texting, hanging out after school- even though she isnt their gf anymore.

should i continue pressing for them to come with us? i cant just go with my other friend who wants to go- things have happened between us and i dont want to spend a long time along with them ;u;
reply here, or pm i dont mind!!

[vanitas.]

i'm sorry guys, i know i've been posting a lot, but life is spiraling south these days, aha
if you remember, my (severely depressed and highly anxious) best friend has been on my mind a lot. well, i kinda didn't mention that she also desperately wants and needs therapy but her parents think it's 'just a trend' and a waste of time. i feel horrible about it, knowing that she's been suffering like this for years with no light at the end of the tunnel
so just today i was at the doctor's to get a prescription for anxiety meds (another thing i was feeling guilty about), and the pediatrician asked me what sorts of things caused my anxiety. after running through the school and home situation, i mentioned my friend (not a name, of course), and her whole situation, and the doctor said 'well i hope her pediatrician...'
well, my pediatrician's also hers, so my mom asked her if it was legal for us to tip her off so she could talk to my friend privately and just maybe talk some sense into her parents, and after a bit we agreed that, since the doctor wasn't sharing any of her information with us, we were fine
so my friend's got a physical this month and i'm honestly really nervous, because i feel like this might go really far south really fast if her parents suspect she's being 'brainwashed' or something (they have severe misconceptions about mental illness and therapy), and our friendship might be terminated if they suspect someone tipped the doctor off (which very well might send me over the edge, just the thought of her going to college makes me die inside), and i really can't take that
i'm just really anxious about this because i want her to get help and i'm happy she has a chance but there's so many things that could go wrong and i just
ugh

i told my friend, now i'm terrified. what if it all goes wrong? what if my friend gets in trouble? what if i do?
ugh this is unbearable
she just self-diagnosed with bpd too and i'm so worried about her

great, now on top of all this i have two finals, school, a concert, a psychiatrist appointment, and a therapist appointment that i have to somehow string together tomorrow
and i think i might just have dependent personality disorder
i can't do this anymore i really am about to explode

Deep breathes~
Don't worry!
Everything will be fine, just hope the doctor will be able to do something and if that doesn't work, they can't blame it on their daughter!
You're looking out for your friend which is a good thing and trust me, your friend must really appreciate it.
You'll pull through, just take sometime to 'sharpen the saw' aka, have some alone time and just relax, watch a movie or binge watch something, meditate, or just take a refreshing nap!
Don't stress yourself out all the way~

@Sasha hey, i know how you feel ;o for me, i find that looking forward to things in the furture gives me motavation. like, you have to keep going so you can do that thing ;D even tiny little things tbh. and if someone is pushing you away, not treating you nice, they dont deserve you <3 friendships change, and its better not to force things. yeah it will be hard, but you will feel better, sometime in the future <33

hello, im back again. tiny notice because im super bad at things like this. if i dont reply to your pm, thats a good thing because ive kinda sorted it out (im sorry ;u;)
just a little trival thing tbh.
i really want to go into town with my 2 best friends to go christmas shopping. this friday is the perfect opportunity and one of my friends really wants to go too! but my other friend is being super vague about it. we have asked them multiple times but they just dont answer properly "oh ill ask my parents" "oh yeah " stuff like that. they never spend time with us and we want to hang out more (they are my best friend) they always spend time with their gf, texting, hanging out after school- even though she isnt their gf anymore.

should i continue pressing for them to come with us? i cant just go with my other friend who wants to go- things have happened between us and i dont want to spend a long time along with them ;u;
reply here, or pm i dont mind!!

If they aren't giving you a straight answer than keep asking! And ask for a yes or a no so they don't keep you waiting for long~
And if it doesn't work out, you never know, being with the other friend, no matter how distant your relationship maybe, it may lead to some good and fun things ~

[miss believer]

I'm in a better state of mind lately, but omg, I'm so stressed.
Math is kicking my butt and I don't think anyone can understand the agony that carrying this secret is putting me through ;u;
Uggghhh

[arabella !!]

I'm in a better state of mind lately, but omg, I'm so stressed.
Math is kicking my butt and I don't think anyone can understand the agony that carrying this secret is putting me through ;u;
Uggghhh

Hang in there, -hugs tight-. <3

I could cry.

I could literally cry..

My crush just graduated today and... I may never see him again.

Aw! -Huggles-. Maybe it's the time to tell him, you may not got much time left. But it's better for him to know than never.

[ausgdghsag]

warning you now; this may be triggering to some of you


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i hat e how i look i hate how i feel hate hat ehate

i can't stand to look in the mirror because i get hung up on tiny flaws that bring me completely down,,
i used to be so so happy that i was underweight and now it makes me sick i feel like i'm not natural i hate it
don't ell me to 'love myself' i've tried and i failed
i don't like it i want to change but i CAN'T
this si a curse this iss why he didn't want to be with me this i why he was with my cloes friend !!
this is why!!
hahaha

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sometimes i have such a big ego and then it just... boom! like right now

[Thalassic]

its like a reminder that I'm disabled or something
I already hate myself over it, but to face it in a situation where I'd have to admit it as a problem to someone else.. I cant
I can hardly admit it to anyone
and I mean.. more than just stating the fact, but actually talk about it, as if it's an actual problem
Im still ashamed, embarassed and just
I hate it
and I hate myself for not being normal

[Annebird]

My dad just ripped up a paper because he got an equation wrong and after I polieley corrected him he threw a fit and ripped it up. It's due tommorow. i hate him so much and I'm seriously considering moving out,, i mean this was the least of all the things hes done but this might eb the last straw. I cant hav somone lower my aelf asteem so much esp when he reminds me i m a falure and im a n butt and im brekaning down i ahve nowhere to go

^ Sorry for mymisspless but im sad and confused and dont know if i can live with this