username; LadyAlpha
show name; LeftAloneBrokenHearted
barn name; Heartfelt
gender; mare
halter color; Pinkish Red
story;
Heartfelt lifted her ragged head, her ears pricked to the east. The whites of her blue eyes showed as she backed up, only to snap a hock against the splintered fenceboard behind her. Wheeling, she sniffed the air with growing concern, her ears flattening against her head. The wind was picking up; she was in no position to face a storm in her emanciated state. As blood streamed down her hock, which had faced constant abuse from being slammed into the fence, the clouds rumbled ominously, hunting down the small, unkempt farm. Heartfelt hadn't been fed for weeks - she hadn't the strength to run. Even so she was panicking, her great heart thumping like a rabbit's as flashes of energy lit up the sky.
The wind was stronger now, whipping her mane. Heartfelt jigged anxiously, hoping that her owner would come to save her. Even with all she'd faced, her owner sometimes fed her and groomed her and she trusted her. It was all she'd ever known; how was she ever supposed to know that horses were supposed to be sleek and happy and energetic? A tree branch snapped, causing the frightened brown to bolt into the fence again, scraping her flank. It hurt, but that had stopped mattering; the task at hand was to find shelter, fast. She felt her feet sinking into the clay and her coat streaming water, unable to scrape away the mud that had been caked there for so long.
Wham! A whistle, a deafening screech, and a booming crack drowned out everything else. Hearfelt took off, her silent terror all but betrayed by her wild eyes and racing heartbeat. Dropping her head, she put in her final effort; battering down the fence! AS her head slammed in, the last thing she saw was the wet grass and a bluish blur from the rain.
Screaming out in pain, Heartfelt thrashed in a hopeless attempt to escape the wooden shards and barbed wire driving into her face. She couldn't see, couldn't hear, couldn't feel anything but blinding, full, red pain. The fence lay in shreds on her neck, driven into her delicate skin by the driving rain, the wind howling in her ears. Struggling to stand, her hooves scattered hopeless patterns in the mud, the barbed wire just attached enough to the remaining fence to hold her down. Breathlessly, she continued to fight until there was nothing left in her. Blood streamed from the wounds, her whole body shuddered; she was dying and she knew it. With a heavy sigh punctuated with a low, painful moan, she lay her head down miserably. Without so much as a last thought, the thin frame went limp.
Heartfelt awoke to fresh torture. Wishing she would have died, she uncontrollably flinched from the massive pain. Pinning her ears in fear, she listened to the sound of a truck driving up, a trailer rattling close behind. She uselessly attempted to look around, though even moving her head was enough to make her snort from her injuries. A boot crunched on the dirt behind her.
Something told the mare that everything might be okay after all.