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gender;; female
sexual orientation;; pansexual
birthdate;; March 12th, 2000
age;;14
birthplace;; Worcester, England
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hi, i'm toffee~ and i'll be trying out for this beautiful young lady, whom
I would name Asha. She named herself that, as her parents couldn't
care less about her. She gives herself the nickname Ash, just because
she finds it easier to use. Thank you for the opportunity to try out for
this wonderful kia, and I wish you luck with judging.
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I' M ASHA,
THE GIRL THEY LEFT TO ROT
November 23rd 2012, 6:58am
Every day it's the same; wake up, panic attacks, then cry myself to sleep. It's not a great life, I know, but I can't escape. I haven't properly left the house in over four years - only escape attempts which have failed - nor gone a day without insults thrown at me. I manage to educate myself, but that means I'm not as smart as many others my age.I can tell my parents didn't want me; my only toys are a broken computer hard-drive, a metal wagon wheel, and a charred set of Russian nesting dolls that smelled like junkyard. I found out the smell was coming from a family of roaches living inside. My bedroom has no carpet, just a few stained old doormats. My father owns a library and he always throws books in the trash, which i then salvage, but at least I have something to read, or block the drafts with. The window is shattered from escape attempts. My mother fitted a metal cage from the garden over the empty window. The "bed" is a heap of books with a doormat over it as the mattress, some old drapes as a blanket and a stack of, usually damp, paper as a pillow. I'd leave if I could.
THEY HURT ME
December 25th, 2012, 12:02am
I haven't slept yet, so I decided I would decorate my bedroom. I have used all kinds of items which blew into my window, and broken glass ornaments salvaged from the trash. It's not exactly appealing decor; but it'll do.
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10:09am
My parents decided to get me a present. They handed me a sack. I was excited at what would be inside. There was nothing.
TIME AND TIME AGAIN
March 12th 2013, 8:57pm
Today was a very eventful day. I received the best present a child who hates her parents could get; no more parents. When I woke up there was a note on my door. It read; "We're leaving. Care for yourself, you'll be fine. We aren't coming back."
BUT I' M STILL HERE
January 12th 2014
They were telling the truth. I haven't seen them since the morning they left me that note. I still haven't left the house, as I realised how afraid of the real world I am. I have, however, taken a step up in living; my parents left everything -besides their clothes- so I've taken their carpet and furniture and my room is looking pretty good. I also found another note; from only my mother, written in 2007 - when they were planning to leave me. It read; "Goodbye my dear child. Your father doesn't you, and will dislike me if I love you like a normal mother would. I have been wanting to leave for a while, to prevent you from the harsh life that you most definitely don't deserve. We may come back and visit, but who knows? Goodbye". I picked up the letter and threw it in the fireplace. Part of me wants her to return. Alone. And see what she is like without him here.
AND STRONGER THAN EVER
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Asha lives a lone. Her parents abandoned her. The experience she had with her parents
before they left has scarred her, but she tries not to let it get to her. Because of this,
she is naturally mean to others, and prefers to be alone. She is often nervous, and
has the odd panic attack. She is usually shy when it comes to meeting new people,
and she has trust issues. But as any young girl, she knows how to have a good time
and have some fun, after all, life's worth living.
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Asha prefers to have her hair over her face most of the time, but she doesn't mind it if it's not
always like that, like if the wind blows, or if she is in the water. The reason for this was so that
her parents couldn't see her crying. They're gone now, but she is used to having it in that style.
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► by me x
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art count ;; 34
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