All that was good, all that was fair, all that was me is gone
I'm trying out for Kiamara #4
username: Byteme
name:
Pretty named boy; Fay Helene Henbane
Once was called Galaxy: After the cosmos in the universeFay: Faries and star companions
Helene: The bright one
Henbane: Another name for Nightshade, the devils plant
gender: Male
personality: (word limit 400)
There is something deep and dark, and craving blackening thoughts, within Fay's mind. He is an isolated individual, introverted in everything he does, and willing to quietly spend his time all by himself. One can describe him as reticent, what seams like a mystery of a person, not accepting the idea to throw out his words without favourable, and preferably amusing, reasoning, yet will quietly listen to the world spurt out theirs.
People's conflict bring out a mixture of, all unnerving, feelings to him. From pure and throat deep hatred, to a disgust that verges on the need to vomit. Just as with anyone, a small crevice of darkness crawls over Fay's skin, a want to give up, not listen, and not care, an insatiable need to stand up and punch the person standing right beside him. He just thinks about it much more than anyone.
benighted
His isolation has to do with discomfort, a discomfort that only riddles and grows the more others are around. Foreign touches make his skin burn, embraces make him claustrophobic, and even the most chipper leave him with headaches and a lack of air. It just can't be controlled. People in general make him sight-smashingly uneasy without control of it.
He can say, with uncomforted disgust "socialization can be such a bother," because other people have disgusted// and tortured him, with just their presence, enough.
Not craving conflict, craving some sort of hellish exportation of everyone
he spends his time drowning himself, in painfully loud music that he does not enjoy for its-- , and wading within his thoughts as dazedly, as sleeping and uncontroled as he can be-- near bad/dysphoric/discordant time. Hiding away with his individuality in the darkness, in the sleepy hidden shell life.
Well hidden, burst of passion
Misanthropic
short story about this kiamara: (limit 700 words)
Amnesiatic dreams about days I can not remember, blinded by the brightness of the sun itself.
The almost cliche noise of chirping birds filtered in through closed window panes. It, lovely haphazard noises, spaced out in a way that made you wait for the next little tweet. He opened his eyes to a pale beige ceiling and one lone lightbulb hanging feet overtop of his head on wires.
A dreary, half-asleep gaze found itself blinking rapidly, soft and tired flutters that made his eyelids want to stick to his eyes, and their surprisingly painful heat. It wasn't a bad place to be, though over-contemplative thoughts may lead him to think it was on days of morose, just a little messy and out of weather.
With his head spinning and the room a lazy blur, as his impaired eyesight began wobbling, just when he did, the hazed figure of a man stood up from bed. His days were only of partial routine, and if not for his poor morning habits he could list each thing as it were to happen.
Another clatter of whistles came from lively city birds, their gray feathers like camouflage on the simple walls of the city, and sometimes it's very sky, there gentle hopping creating noise up on the roof. They explored each rooftop like it was a new land altogether.
the large span of a window like an open door to anyone who paused to stare up at shuffling movements in a shagged little loft.
But at times it's messiness brought him comfort in all of it's pale beige and oak wood flooring.
Cosmos in his eyes and on his pelt.
He has a pelt like the universe.
relations with other siblings: (limit 400 words)
Fay's relationship with his siblings verges on vague, at best. He knows them, better than most mite think, but he find his isolation more apropae compared to biding connections between facilitated relations. He is quite distant with them, uncaring but still loving.
Though, it seam most of what they say is apropos of nothing when it comes to him and who he is.
1 extra of choice: (if words, limit 300; if art, limit 1)
The contraption shook in a hellish way,