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If We take this Bird in, with its Broken Leg,
We could Nurse it, She said
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{Hedwig
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Zanna
~ She was the closets to a mother I ever had. Though she hardly ever spoke, actions speak louder then words. She never told me her real name, in all the years I knew her before she died in my arms, she never told me. Zanna, we called her, short for Esperanza, meaning hope. She was my hope, she was my world.
relationship with brother;;
Being mute doesn't really make people like you. Especially your older brother. He's embarrassed by me. He always tries to keep everyone away from me, not wanting them to see his disabled sister. Anyone who's ever talked to him don't know he has a sister, he either doesn't bring me up or says he's an only child. Whenever we're home together, he won't even sit in the same room as me, he shuns me. It's not as big of a problem now that he's off being a criminal, he usually never comes. Being cold hearted like he seems to be, it makes sense why he never had any sympathy for me. Our parents tried to buy my happiness, but I didn't want any of that, I wanted my voice, I wanted friends, I wanted to be...normal. But I was different. Though I acted content with my birds and Disney movies, I wasn't happy inside. Sometimes he'd come sit by me and just stare at me with this... this look of utter disappointment. That's always been what bothered me the most, even know that we've grown up and gone our separate ways, was that he was disappointed in me. That I wasn't everything he wanted, that I couldn't be everything he wanted me to be, that he was unhappy with me. All I wanted was to make him happy, but no matter how hard I try, my dull eyes and silent smile never seems to be enough.