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by koegami » Sat Aug 09, 2014 8:43 am
malafor hakar
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'not him again' you thought as your look down at the papers handed to you. you knew he was a threat to be at large, but you couldn't possibly think of a reason why that he /william/ would go off and murder somebody. but looking closer you see other footprints next to the face down body of the murdered victim. larger footprints. they couldn't possibly have been his. his feet were smaller. not as long, the claws were longer, the feet were splayed, almost as if they were webbed. nothing like his. you were going to write it down, but a paper was slapped down in front of you. reports. yay. your eyes focus on the lab sheet in front of you. your vision tunnels as your read the fourth or fifth paragraph in, to the report given. slowly you drift off before someone smacks your shoulder. "you better keep reading." someone growled in your ear as you sigh and look down at the paper. there were at least 10 paragraphs. you sigh once more, closing you eyes before opening them again. this was to be a long night. you slammed your fist suddenly down on the table. you lost your place, and now you had to start over again. angered you set the papers down next to your notebook. the labs can get quite eerie as your go into the the nighttime. standing up, you watch as your friend walks off down the hall. forgetting to lock up on the way out. rolling our eyes and grumbling to yourself, you stand, walk to the door and step out to holler at them. but their gone. shaking your head, you turn to go back to work, to see the papers gone, and the same distinct claw marks on your work table. looking around you see a faint trace of a tail move off through the air vent before disappearing. sighing in exasperation, you walk out of the labs to find the culprit. all the while thinking about the case and those claw marks.

by Foxface--x3

owned by moonlight_girl . hagan. male

owned by sky rabbit. hagane . male

owned by me general koi . icarus . male

owned by me general koi . ratchet . male

owned by me general koi . reno . male

owned by me general koi . shasta . male

owned by lillian nightshade . silver . male

owned by me general koi . william . male
well there's a long one to this one. since William and Malafor were created from the same person. i guess they have a sort of genetic tie to them. and they do. Malafor's DNA is a section of the boy, Hakar's DNA and blood, William's DNA and blood, and Bane DNA and blood. these two if put in the same room together. would act almost as if they were mirroring each other. not only that, but more so of the fact that their brains are completely ruined to but it blankly.

this is the report given by reno. to his general about the findings and background of 'project creature'.
this being, named bio-hybrid was created to be the all time super-species. being biologically engineered from the humans species as a base to perform from, they typical term of god doesn't even stand to compete with this awe inspiring creature of destruction and intelligence. but, there was a flaw in the making of this creature, alas, the specimen was not the first to dwell in that background. being placed as the second pseudo alive to ever be created as a 'bio-genetically engineered being, from the eyes of a mad scientist' was a grand title all on it's own. but quite a domineering aspect all on its own. the suspected first was by the name if 'william' but its code was identified as project x, and Exo-001 this was apart of a side project that the scientist had been conducting years before exo was ever created. this creation has the adaptations in mind of sea life. where land would never be needed, and water was of plenty. salt and fresh water seems to not have affected the specimen any, making it the first to be able to dwell and survive in both conditions. it was said in the lab notes recovered that this creature of large mass could produce it's own antibody of sorts that prevented from becoming susceptible to identified and deadly diseases, and a possible cancer and terminal illness specimen that could be a cure for all the cancer patients in the world. although it was stated that 'creature' was not a god, did not have god-like powers, but that it's body was specially modified and adapted to any sort of change possible, even an apocalypse to any situations environmentally, physically, mentally, and morally.the specimen seems to communicate in clicks and high frequency sounds, that of witch exo-001 could identify, trace, and sense. able to communicate back and translate quickly. 'creature' has the mind of a computer. being created from the lab in this form, the specimen also retains their host's brain and morals. that of which posed a problem from what the notes say.
it also states that when the lab that created exo was destroyed, not all was lost. there was a hidden research lab below, secured with deadly weapons and machinery. that of which were disengaged thanks to out operative in technology. according to the information listed, it was a secret experiment, conduced without authority from the government or the military. that of which would have been shut down if we had known previously. it was said that the specimen had been corrupted, using the genetic codes of both william's blood, and the blood of the mad scientist. "bane." william.... yes. the scientist identified as bane. "that we killed" william please... yes, the one that we killed. following up, this mutated blood, was mixed with the blood of the boy we now identified as tommy. but it was also identified thanks to our medic ratchet and his blood and dna tests, that the two never merged. their blood types are flowing together, but defiantly not merging and bonding into one contaminated type. it was also said that this creature has had more kills in its time than william ever has. and possibly more. it's a bigger threat than ever now that it's out. this teenager that bane conned into making it a host body, was of a troubled background, orphaned and suicidal. but now, every once and a while, it has been tested they they are of two completely different minds. one takes over and the other falls back. the 'creature's' mind is of a insane and mutated mind. territorial and predatory, prone to attack without thought. but it was also stated that it was also the type to be a cannibalistic creature. known to kill anything in it's path, even one of it's 'own kind'. and enemy to us and a threat to william. when the boy is in control it has been verified that the boy's mind is like his own, troubled and questioning, and it is proven that it can speak the human language as fluently as william can here. also telling us the difference between the two. with the mutated mind, it can only speak in various click and high-pitched sounds, the temeperment of a deranged and carnivours predator. it has little intelligence, but the known animalistic will to survive is still there.


Name: Malafor Hakar
Nickname: 'creature', 'it'
Meaning of name: n/a
Origin of name: n/a
Age: the age of this creature hasn't been identified.
Sex: the sex of this creature is male
Blood type: very rare. more complex that william's, but has been cracked by the medic known as ratchet
Sexual Orientation: asexual, no more no less
Current status: not into crushes, and probably never will be
Birth date: no one knows
Birth place: underground in the labs under william's creation base
Current residence: lives in the habitat of the makoatl hagan owned by moonlight_girl and lives in the water around it
Hobbies/Pastimes: the creature - eating, fighting, sleeping. the human side - thinking, regretting, sleeping
Talents/Skills/Powers: has an antibody and many more abilities found below
past human history
Hometown: he was born in Texas, but in an 'outlaw' kind of way
First Memory: getting hurt climbing a tree as a kid, full of laughs and smiles. at first.
Most important childhood event that still affects him/her:
- all the hate in his life
Why/How?
- reasoning behind it was blaming school.
Other memories/events that still affects him/her and why/how:
- the killings and death........
Past failures s/he would be embarrassed to have people know about and why:
- being suicidal - from the bullying, he didn't want nor need help
- ended up killing his family - that.... no one needs to know about
Biggest role model: no one
Why? because he has learned to trust nothing but himself
Biggest disillusions from childhood: for the human side, being bullied continuously
Backstory: above, written as a report of sorts
Present human History
Dwelling: he doesn't live anywhere particular except for the bottom of a lake inside a body that isn't his
Last Memory: being taken over by this new mind in a lab
Present story: meh, can't do right now
Physical Characteristics
pseudo
Height: he's about 2 feet at the shoulder. about 3 feet long from nose to tail tip
Weight: he weighs about 230 pounds, but that was before he escaped, now he's lost weight
Posture: slouched, and kind of old like. but he's still got speed in his side
Build: heavy build. something that's basically impenetrable
Skin: thick and tough, like a dragons
Ears: pointed and marred, scared and torn.
Eyes: gleaming with crazy, narrowed always, but when as a human, the pupils are dilated
Nose: just like a snake, or dragon nose
Mouth: long, and with jagged teeth
Face shape: long and narrow, but shaped just like a pesudo, and a dragon. but more.... dragon like
Expressions: well only one. crazy
Describe their smile: nasty, sinister, and pretty much carnal
Hands: clawed, and long, like long thin bony fingers
Feet: same as the hands
Tattoos/Scars? many scars, but most have healed. the mental ones still stay
Distinguishing features: the teeth and matted fur
Health: poor, but he's alive
Hygiene: poor but good again
Physical Flaws: uhm... everything....
Physical Qualities: the acid and toxin spewing from it's eyes and back
Mouth Insides: everything is caked with the toxin
Scales: shiny and like a dragons, always gleaming
Spines: large, long, and can skew anything that it touches, and also has the ability to release toxin as a defense
Characteristics
Pseudo
Are they generally balanced or clumsy? clumsy
Mannerisms/Poses/Movement: uhm.. animalistic, but coordianted... somewhat
Describe their walk: long leaps, agile but leathe
Describe their fighting style: close combat, and a one kill strike zone
Habits/OCDs/Obsessions: only one, clicking
Speech Patterns: no set pattern
Describe their laugh: it doesn't laugh
Describe their sleep patterns (light/heavy sleeper, no sleep, sleeps too often, etc): no sleep basically
Psychological/Personality Attributes and Attitudes
Pseudo
Intelligence Level: incredibly high as a human
Secret desires: cannibalistic
How self-confident is the character? somewhat, the human is more so
Is this character generally dominant or submissive? dominant, heavily
Patience level: none. none what so ever
Does the character seem ruled by emotion or logic or some combination thereof: emotion, hormones, and instincts
Character/Personality/Mental/Social Strengths: nothing, just 'goes where the wind carries it so to speak'
Character/Personality/Mental/Social Flaws: again nothing
Biggest Vulnerability (non physical): other screeches and light
Greatest Fear: nothing, it runs on instincts, death isnt' a problem

- longer claws
- spines
- breathing through small holes in his neck [not visible through the naked eye]
- back and tail spines, poisonous, used for hunting
- canines contain a venom, kills within 10 minuets, even small bites
- hearing and sight are poor, needs nose and neck spines for vibrations, and sensing direction
- covered in small scales , used to propel water [ almost like an air bubble, he's always dry]
- body secreted an anti-body immune to any and all diseases and sicknesses
- talks in clicks and high frequency sounds
- toxic fluid secreted from eyes and back
- jaws and claws are incredibly strong, bite force higher than a hyena , claws more dexterity, and durable tears anything to shreads
- webbed feet for swimming, and has paw pads on the bottom for going on land
- body can change degrees to any temprature
- it's body heals it's self over time, it's not immortal though
- he can't see, theere is a thin film like material over his eyes that block sight
- he's almost cannibalistic , on the animal side
these agents causes nausea and vomiting. Multisystem organ failure and death may occur. claws also secretes this toxin
- only comes to land on a full moon, new moon, and eclipses
- tongue contains 2 glands on the sides which creates a special biotoxin which causes severe respiratory distress, and ingestion of it can kill you

Basic Statistics
Name: Tommy Valan
Nickname: Tom, TV
Meaning of name: n/a
Origin of name: n/a
Age: he was the age of 15
Sex: male
Blood type: o negative
Nationality: American
Ethnicity: German and Scottish
Sexual Orientation: bisexual
Current status: none.
Police/Criminal/Legal record: uh, a few accounts of DWI DUI 4 accounts of murder and 1 suicidal attempt
Birth date: November 17
Birth place: america
Current residence: inside a monster
Hobbies/Pastimes: not any more but he used to write guitarist music
Talents/Skills/Powers: he loved to play guitar as a skill and talent
Physical Characteristics
Height: used to be 5'9''
Weight: 150 pounds
Posture: kind of sluggish
Build: nice build
Skin: tanned
Hair: dark hair, Brown tint
Ears: normal
Eyes: Brown eyes
Nose: simple
Mouth: average
Face shape: not an egg head or square, but a nice jawline feature
Expressions: he used to smile
Describe their smile: a kind smile, but also hurt in secret
Hands: bony hands that shook alot
Feet: normal
Tattoos/Scars? Alot......
Glasses/Contacts? Contacts
Left/Right handed? Right
Distinguishing features: only one, his moppy hair
Who does s/he take after; mother or father? Himself
Style (Elegant, shabby, etc): sluggish
Weapons: carried around a Swiss army knife
Health: semi-healthy
"it is highly unlikely that you will ever find another covert operations specialist like this anywhere else. he's the best of the best." - Reno
human personality type
Portrait of an ISTP - Introverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
(Introverted Thinking with Extraverted Sensing)
The Mechanic
As an ISTP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things rationally and logically. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion.
ISTPs have a compelling drive to understand the way things work. They're good at logical analysis, and like to use it on practical concerns. They typically have strong powers of reasoning, although they're not interested in theories or concepts unless they can see a practical application. They like to take things apart and see the way they work.
ISTPs have an adventuresome spirit. They are attracted to motorcycles, airplanes, sky diving, surfing, etc. They thrive on action, and are usually fearless. ISTPs are fiercely independent, needing to have the space to make their own decisions about their next step. They do not believe in or follow rules and regulations, as this would prohibit their ability to "do their own thing". Their sense of adventure and desire for constant action makes ISTPs prone to becoming bored rather quickly.
ISTPs are loyal to their causes and beliefs, and are firm believers that people should be treated with equity and fairness. Although they do not respect the rules of the "System", they follow their own rules and guidelines for behavior faithfully. They will not take part in something which violates their personal laws. ISTPs are extremely loyal and faithful to their "brothers".
ISTPs like and need to spend time alone, because this is when they can sort things out in their minds most clearly. They absorb large quantities of impersonal facts from the external world, and sort through those facts, making judgments, when they are alone.
ISTPs are action-oriented people. They like to be up and about, doing things. They are not people to sit behind a desk all day and do long-range planning. Adaptable and spontaneous, they respond to what is immediately before them. They usually have strong technical skills, and can be effective technical leaders. They focus on details and practical things. They have an excellent sense of expediency and grasp of the details which enables them to make quick, effective decisions.
ISTPs avoid making judgments based on personal values - they feel that judgments and decisions should be made impartially, based on the fact. They are not naturally tuned in to how they are affecting others. They do not pay attention to their own feelings, and even distrust them and try to ignore them, because they have difficulty distinguishing between emotional reactions and value judgments. This may be a problem area for many ISTPs.
An ISTP who is over-stressed may exhibit rash emotional outbursts of anger, or on the other extreme may be overwhelmed by emotions and feelings which they feel compelled to share with people (often inappropriately). An ISTP who is down on themself will foray into the world of value judgments - a place which is not natural for the ISTP - and judge themself by their inability to perform some task. They will then approach the task in a grim emotional state, expecting the worst.
ISTPs are excellent in a crisis situations. They're usually good athletes, and have very good hand-eye coordination. They are good at following through with a project, and tying up loose ends. They usually don't have much trouble with school, because they are introverts who can think logically. They are usually patient individuals, although they may be prone to occasional emotional outbursts due to their inattention to their own feelings.
ISTPs have a lot of natural ability which makes them good at many different kinds of things. However, they are happiest when they are centered in action-oriented tasks which require detailed logical analysis and technical skill. They take pride in their ability to take the next correct step.
ISTPs are optimistic, full of good cheer, loyal to their equals, uncomplicated in their desires, generous, trusting and receptive people who want no part in confining commitments.
Jungian functional preference ordering:
Dominant: Introverted Thinking
Auxiliary: Extraverted Sensing
Tertiary: Introverted Intuition
Inferior: Extraverted Feeling
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by berceuse » Sun Aug 10, 2014 5:44 am


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A beast of the deep seas, this Pseudodragon was encountered on a deep-sea exploration trip by a team of professional divers. The creature, under the cover of the dark sea, was only visible by the faint, seaweed-like wisps of glow seeping from its eyes and back stripes. The creature resembled a snake as it slithered through the water with ease, eyeing the divers with the cold glow of its blank, listless eyes.
After a long period of underwater observation, the strange Pseudodragon was captured and brought ashore for investigation. Scientists were baffled by this find, unable to explain the anomaly. It is almost double the size of the average Pseudodragon specimen, clocking in at just over two feet long. Its skin is very slippery, and in the sunlight the scales shine with a pale brownish-black tint. The stripes still seem to emanate a faint, eerie glow, and in daylight the creature's eyes still maintain the same distant glare.
Its jaws are a rather frightening sight to behold, a single row of very long, serrated fangs line the upper and lower jaws. When the mouth is closed the Pseudodragon almost resembles an angler fish, as its teeth are still visible, interlocking into something resembling a crooked grin. The Pseudo's claws are incredibly long and hooked as if designed for grasping onto fish and other sea prey.. . . . . . .
Meet Vaden.
Although rather intimidating at first, this pseudodragon is not one to be fooled with. While she is misunderstood by virtually everything in this habitable world - she simply does not care for it. Taking her life away to the sea, which is much more of a formidable experience for her, Vaden spends her time swimming in the deepest depths of the ocean.
She is alone. She has been for all her life, and Vaden does not seem to mind. No one might've taken notice among other things - stereotypes, her intimidation - but Vaden, despite everything people say, is lonely. She yearns for someone who can stand by her, regardless of how many rumours she has swirling around her, someone who can trust her for who she actually is, rather than letting her lose her life and who she is. That's one of Vaden's biggest fears: losing who she really is.
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birth name: unknown; presumed to be simply a merciless creature in which she has not ever accustomed to a name
preferred name: while it is not prefered, she simply is called Vaden. while this name happens to be a masculine name, it's been shown that those who had first named her had shown that they were led to believe that Vaden was male.
sex and gender: female; feminine pronouns (she/etc)
theme song: Aythis - Last Ritual
often associated with: the sea
mutations: spikes on back and tail; long, drawing claws; wisps; longer than a normal pseudodragon; does not speak, rather speaking in grunts and small phrases; crooked teeth; venom
stereotypes: being as merciless as she is said to be; a beast
motto: it's a rather peculiar one - simply "don't give in". it can have a lot of meanings, but Vaden believes it to be the one thing she can actually follow in life.
speech: withdrawn and rolls off her tongue; velvety and caramel-like, but very deep for a female. rarely speaks, and if she happens to, only speaks in very short, exasperated phrases. usually grunts rather than speaking. no identification of any accent or speech impairments due to not speaking a lot. who knows why she doesn't speak?
speaks in: the hex code, 799422. it's the green belonging to her tongue/wisp colours/etc.
her relation to the scientists who have brought her in for experimental process: she simply hates them with every bone in her body - if she's considered to even have a bone structure. it's a rather delicate subject for Vaden, but she refuses to ever picture herself being in the hands of those scientists once more, and since then, she has avoided any other teams of divers they have sent down in search of her.
scientific notes: 03 / 24 / 2013 -- successful capturing of the creature; later tests to be shown, however there is few first-noted attributions we have yet to discover completely
- eerie glowing
- long, sharp claws
- rather intimidating appearance in comparison to other pseudodragons
- unusual liking to dark, cold waters
- very hard to find
- a merciless beast; be cautious
04 / 03 / 2013 -- tests have been developed, new information has appeared
- dubbed 'Vaden' for more extensive research
- assumed to be male
- dislikes the tests and reacts anything but cooperatively to them
- teeth appear to be very sharp, however we've yet to look deeper into the creature's mouth as we have been threatened of being bitten by Vaden
- more tests to be performed at later dates
05 / 28 / 2013 -- has made attempts to escape as of 04/27/2013
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physical attributions: - angler fish attributes
- incredibly sensitive to bright lights/movements due to always being under very deep/dark waters
- seemingly quite sharp teeth, however, it is learnt that they are actually very dull to the touch and only under extreme pressure will they draw blood
- hard to resemble as an actual pseudodragon
- age is unknown, rumoured to be a very old pseudodragon
- just over two feet long
- scales appear to be very distasteful in the way where it appears no one would like to touch them - slimy, repulsive, and always emitting a darkish tint
- spines are very sensitive and they act as cat whiskers
- sight is relatively good, however Vaden herself sees better up close than far and she's often having a hard time seeing far away lately
- scales are coated in what appears to be some form of algae; it's been known for being poisonous to the touch, however, does not seem to affect Vaden herself
- has tons of mood swings
- does not seem to make eye contact frequently
- scales seem to 'dry out' very quickly when removed from water
- eyes are constantly emitting a faint green glow
- claws are very long and sharp; this is to make up for the lack of sharp teeth and mainly uses its claws to hook onto prey rather than teeth
- seaweed-like wisps which glow an eerie green hang off of Vaden's back, seemingly pouring out of her back
- tail is littered with various fin-like spikes; seem like they'd harm you, however, just like her teeth, they are completely harmless
accessories: N/A, although occasionally has kelp stuck to her on accident
dress style/wardrobe: [human form] somewhat of a Renaissance peasant/poor type clothing
equipment: N/A
most prized possession: an old stopwatch she had found in a shipwreck
most valuable possession: probably an old gold trunk belonging to an old emperor, however it has degraded overtime due to being sunk in the ocean
trinkets: various things (not exactly the Ariel fork-as-a-comb type, but similar towards anything gold/shiny)
how her physical attributions help her in daily life: - claws for hunting other sea prey
- the faint glows out of her eyes and wisps and whatnot are rather useful for when she is in rather deep, dark waters
- slightly unrelated, however has a very good sense of hearing due to unknown reasons
- is very hard to make out as a pseudodragon
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personality type: ISTP x
ISTPs love to explore with their hands and their eyes, touching and examining the world around them with cool rationalism and spirited curiosity. ISTPs are natural Makers, moving from project to project, building the useful and the superfluous for the fun of it, and learning from their environment as they go. Often mechanics and engineers, ISTPs find no greater joy than in getting their hands dirty pulling things apart and putting them back together, just a little bit better than they were before.
ISTPs explore ideas through creating, troubleshooting, trial and error and first-hand experience. They enjoy having other people take an interest in their projects and sometimes don’t even mind them getting into their space, so long as those people don’t interfere with ISTPs’ principles and freedom, and so long as they get to enjoy taking an interest in those people’s work themselves.
ISTPs enjoy lending a hand and sharing their experience directly, especially with the people they care about, and it’s a shame they’re so uncommon, making up only about five percent of the population. ISTP women are especially rare, and the typical gender roles that society tends to expect can be a poor fit – they’ll often be seen as tomboys from a young age.
While their mechanical tendencies may make them appear simple at a glance, ISTPs are actually quite enigmatic. Friendly and physical but very private, calm but suddenly spontaneous, extremely curious but unable to stay focused on formal studies, ISTPs can be a challenge to predict, even by their friends and loved ones. ISTPs may seem very loyal and steady, ever rational, but they can also build up a store of impulsive energy that can explode without warning, carrying their interests in bold new directions. ISTPs are like a river, calmly going with the flow – until enough seismic energy builds up to shift the valleys that guide it.
Rather than the sort of dreamy optimism that is more common to say, Diplomat (NF) types, ISTPs’ decisions stem from a sense of practical realism. ISTPs aren’t on some sort of vision quest when they make their seismic shift, they’re merely exploring the viability of a new interest. But what’s really at their heart is a strong sense of practical fairness, a very strong “do unto others” attitude, which really helps to explain many of ISTPs’ puzzling traits. Instead of showing this quality through an abundance of caution as more sensitive types would though, ISTPs are likely to be overly permissive, accepting likewise retaliation, good or bad, as fair play.
The biggest issue ISTPs are likely to face is that they often act preemptively, taking for granted their permissive nature and assuming that others are the same. They’ll be the first to tell an insensitive joke, get overly involved in someone else’s project, roughhouse and play around, or suddenly change their plans because something more interesting came up. ISTPs will come to learn that many other personality types have much more firmly drawn lines on rules and acceptable behavior than they do – they don’t want to hear an insensitive joke, and certainly wouldn’t tell one back, and they wouldn’t want to engage in horseplay, even with a willing party. If a situation is already emotionally charged, violating these boundaries can backfire tremendously.
ISTPs have a particular difficulty in predicting emotional responses, and this is ironically a very fair arrangement, given how difficult it is to gauge ISTPs’ emotions and motivations. However, their tendency to explore these relationships through their actions rather than through empathy can lead to some very frustrating situations. ISTPs struggle with boundaries and guidelines, preferring the freedom to move about and color outside the lines if they need to. Finding an environment where they can work with good friends who understand their style and unpredictability, combining their creativity, sense of humor and hands-on approach to build practical solutions and things, will give ISTPs many happy years of building useful boxes – and admiring them from the outside.
traits: alluring, insensitive, intimidating, detached, ignorant, dishonest, mistaken, misunderstood
in depth personality: Vaden is considered to be such a merciless creature - or rather, beast - nobody really refers as to who she actually is. While many do not know her personality, she tends to actually wallow with herself in complete and utter loneliness, escaping herself until she reaches the very bottoms of seas - toying with the few things that have unfortunately lost their way, crashing down until they reached the bottom of the very sea. She's lonely, if anything, but Vaden's never really had the chance to speak to someone normally without seeming rather intimidating. If anything, due to past experiences she prefers to keep a distance from society and others, however, very seldomly has she ever claimed to speak to someone informally. Is it because she's simply too scared to, or the fact that she's never had the chance to? She'll tell no one.
While Vaden has sucumbed to years of living a lonely lifestyle, this sudden eruption in her life has caused many terrors for her. Though not everyone was entirely sure of what she was like beforehand, Vaden exists as an insensitive and detached pseudodragon currently: and she believes that's how it's always been.
Vaden has a complete sense of what is, and what is not. She believes her judgement is right, regardless of anything anyone may've said to her previously. This makes her incapable of taking criticism, as she has believed her judgement on what should or should not be done has always been right and that plans on not changing. It seems rather harsh for her to believe so, but Vaden's mind is set on appealing herself, not others.
This has not always been learnt to be true, though. While Vaden regularly does take good care of herself quite contently, she has a soft spot for younger species. While she could be considered somewhat selfish in ways others could not imagine, Vaden definitely does have a good reason for it: her own survival. This, above all, is something she concerns herself with most: and that will not change.
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favorite actor: N/A
favorite animal: eel
favorite arts: theater
favorite band: N/A
favorite book: to kill a mockingbird
favorite color: green
favorite country: Russia
favorite drink: water
favorite excuse: she doesn't make excuses; it's simply a "no" or a "yes".
favorite food: dried kelp
favorite flavor: she's never really had a preference
favorite movie: N/A
favorite musical genre: N/A
favorite mythical creature: cthulhu
favorite number: 28
favorite pastime: swimming
favorite people: N/A
favorite place: the sea
favorite quote: "don't give in"
favorite restaurant: N/A
favorite season: winter
favorite song: N/A
favorite store: N/A
favorite story genre: fantasy
favorite subject: water biology
favorite tv show: N/A
favorite words: whim, oceanic
least favorite actor: N/A
least favorite animal: shark
least favorite arts: art
least favorite band: N/A
least favorite book: N/A
least favorite color: purple
least favorite country: USA
least favorite drink: chocolate milkshake
least favorite excuse: N/A
least favorite food: shrimp
least favorite flavor: vanilla
least favorite movie: N/A
least favorite musical genre: N/A
least favorite mythical creature: griffin
least favorite number: 382
least favorite pastime: waiting
least favorite people: the scientists who had taken her
least favorite place: laboratories
least favorite quote: N/A
least favorite restaurant: N/A
least favorite season: summer
least favorite song: N/A
least favorite store: N/A
least favorite story genre: nonfiction
least favorite subject: math
least favorite tv show: N/A
least favorite words: ceramic
regrets:
- knowing that she's never explored herself to her true potential
- knowing she'll die alone
concerns: being taken by the scientists again, for the most part
fears: - same as above for concerns
- drowning
- becoming what people really think of her to be: merciless and cruel
dreams: - to find herself in life
- to escape this life and start a new one
- knowing her wishes might come true one day
- being able to believe in herself
secrets: that she is not who she seems to be
soft spots: mainly the sea; pollution and whatnot
quirks: - as soon as she wakes up, she stretches
- often likes to try and find pearls in clams but usually never succeeds
- likes to play hide and go seek with herself in the ocean
- often pretends that kelp patches are dense forests
IQ: undetermined
known languages: English
memory: seemingly very perceptive of this;
rarely forgets things
phobias: aquaphobia (fear of drowning)
pet peeves: unidentified
primary objective: to live her life, no longer in fear
secondary objectives: to find a social life
priorities: survival
motivation: knowing that if she does not succeed, she
will never be happy with herself
accomplishments: escaping from the laboratory scientists
had captured her in
greatest achievement: same as above
failures: losing herself in life
biggest failure: getting captured
self-confidence: very little
traumas: many, many things
compliments: While it's abnormal for Vaden to compliment someone (as she's never really had the chance to properly speak to another pseudodragon other than her family), she'd probably say something rather odd.
insults: It may be considered anything but, however Vaden usually will grunt when she's angry at someone - so you could potentially take it as an insult.
emotional status: very fragile; chaotic; lonely
mood: fragile
state of mind: chaotic
farewells: 'goodbye'
greetings: 'hello'
a word from Vaden ;
My name is Vaden.
It's a masculine name nevertheless, but it has been given to me and that is what I am called. I've never thought about a name before; not quite. I suppose I'm sticking with it now.
I am a beast, or so it is foretold. A legend of the sea, gliding in and out within the deepest of waters with ease. Slithering among the very bottoms of oceans, where everything seems to be bottomless. Swimming with the fish - rather than anyone else.
I have learnt to live a very lonely life, regardless. My social status is not one to be considered good; if I had one at all. My experiences with friendships have been very little, and I consider them to be no less of something I don't understand quite well. But, I work it out. Life may be lonely, but I have more, other important things to worry about rather than who I temporarily spend my time with.
I don't suppose you'd entirely believe that, though. My life is filled with emptiness. Do I mind it; the emptiness? Not at all. It's how long I've been spending my life, simply empty to the world. I have no words to describe how virtually empty I am. I have no place for love; relationships; a social life. My hobbies are seldom and keep to the skirts of my personality, rarely affecting who I actually am. Unfortunately, my real self is someone who I am not quite proud of.
Merciless, insensitive - while the rumours may say so, I'm anything but.
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berceuse on Sat Oct 04, 2014 2:31 pm, edited 22 times in total.
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