





Let's play the drowning game
Have you ever noticed how when you say a word over and over it becomes foreign. Foreign, foreign, foreign, foreign... Say it out loud, softly... Quietly, yell it, fix it's syllables, say it slowly, say it fast, scream it, cry it, blink at it when you whisper such a word that we've become so adapted to, to thinking it means just perfection. Foriegn. It has a meaning. Something much more than the noises that come out of our mouth, if words where people they wouldn't be immortal. Some of them would pass by slowly, laying in the hospital bed, feeling its energy faced yet. Some would go on for years, and change so much that the identity it had once... The identity at its birth is faded in the haze of history. Some would only be spoken with soft lips; accompanied by other gentle voiced words. Some would be forbidden and so spoken in rebellion, told just because others have made them so bad they are not allowed in the premise, so get out because others talk of you to cause trouble, to make our discomforts burn. Some would be simple, simple and sweet, grew up one day without understanding, some hard to understand, hard to pronounce, with bad lives, contrary to bad actions. Some would be just like you and just like me. If words were people they'd have a voice to speak their histories, their stories. After all... History is his story and her story. History, history, history, history. If words were people... They'd be like you and me. Adapting to things as if they are perfectious, as if they make sense.
colours
Vividness is a thing hard to understand. It can strike as quickly as the strike of lightning or it can be slight and distracting, catch you're attention into a daze.
Music
The feeling of singing even though you know that the people shiver and their ears quake in pain. Those vibrations are uneasy.
This is a test of confidence and freedoms. There is judgement in everything people do so why would signing out loud be any different?
Magic... The truly most frightening and enlightening feeling that burns giddily in a persons chest, you being the only one that knows the secret. A magician never reveals his tricks, and he may die with them... That term is cliche, but now... The knowledge of one particular aspect of the world is gone. But prominence is something that requires secrecy.
It's like, if everyone collaborated to create a picture and then one of them died, when they disappeared the part that they created, Coloured and sketched, disappeared too. And in this big world... In the bigger picture, in the real picture it was like nothing had happened... In the view of all the other corners sketched and drawn in place. It's like giving puzzle peices to a group and letting them create the puzzle. Then... she's gone, and the entire left corner of the puzzle erodes away. A list created by everyone missing everything written in blue. Keeping a magic trick is like keeping a life, a secret life. It's a super power. A hidden power.
And when they hold their blade to your throat and ask about your magic tricks, your secret powers, you mite not be willing to admit how you got out of that wolfs cave or how you made people think the cheap stuff in your arms was money, sweet holey... Dirty retributional money.
Because the burning feeling you get every time you do something world defying and the feeling you get when you smile at someone and say "A magician never reveals his tricks." is something spectacular, wouldn't you say? Who else, if not few and sparse in this world of millions, can pull a dove out of their hats or put a painless saw through living flesh. Who else can say they havn't got magic, havn't got abilities?
Holidays
Senses
Noise
Placement- Maybe I get so used to it I don't see.
Repetition is adaptation-- systems created
I think art is a talent set in all ways. Just like writing, the way someone creates a picture, with flicks of the wrists and pulling pressure over each finger tip. It's hard to explain exactly what they do, because it has become secound nature.
Impatience











Dear Tili,
I want you to know something very, very important, and I want you to keep it in your heart and the back of your mind. When I was young, I was similar to you in so many ways. I didn’t spend as much time in my books, but our vocabulary is actually very similar. If you feel a little out of place among the other children, just know that you are welcomed by everyone on this island, and many more.
While you may not want to play with the other children, and run alongside the friends from your books, you must know that just one friend is needed. Someone who will cuddle up to you during a storm, and who will rush to your side when you are in need. Just one little boy or a girl is all you need, my sweet and beautiful little boy. I’m the happiest mother in the world, and I’ve got the best son in the world.
So please, find someone who can be your best friend. Someone who will read with you, and play with you, and will happily go on any adventure your minds can come up with. You are an amazing boy, and you will grow up to do amazing things, so please make the journey the best with a friend by your side. I've written a poem just for you, precious child, and these words are what I need you to remember.
Fall asleep among the pages,
Of stories told throughout the ages.
Get lost among the heroes
because when the adventure ends, no one knows.
Hold onto the the adventures,
as you grow and have some of your own.
When you travel from one corner of the world to the other,
please remember one thing and hold it dear to you.
No matter where you go, or who you meet,
Mommy will always love you.





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