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by Skye Selkie » Sat Jun 07, 2014 9:57 am
I have been really sad for the whole week. I can't believe my friends didn't notice...
But, my dog, Heidi, has been having fits more recently and we don't know what to do, because it is very sad seeing Heidi have a painful fit, we can't do anything about it other than comfort her after it's finished. She is totally conscious throughout her fit too because she will look at you painfully while quaking on the ground ;n;
I wish I could do so something more than just sit and watch u-u
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by Tyrant001 » Sat Jun 07, 2014 1:42 pm
Yeah, I'm pretty glum, down, depressed, whatever you wanna call it.
Today was just an exhausting day of bad news and ruined ideas, and a wild goose chase over nothing. Its all so very exhausting. I'm so tired all the time and I feel like I don't have time for anything or anyone because I'm always busy/ sick. My so called friends ignore me unless they need me. Right now I can't tell who is a true friend apart who is just using me and I feel like I'm loosing my mind over it because of the worry.
And then there's what I talked about a few days ago, about feeling used for my money and what not. That's mostly what I'm worrying and stressing about, and my new tablet still hasn't gotten here so I can't properly vent. Not even one percent of what I actually do even makes it here on dA or CS or anyone else because I feel so inferior compared to other people. I've always felt inferior compared to others and my lack of getting accepted into a species on CS or dA kind of proves that point to me. I'm a failure as an artist and should just give up. What's the point? There's always someone out there that's going to be better than me, what's the point in even trying...
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by darkness. » Sat Jun 07, 2014 1:51 pm
{ I feel like I'm cracking.
Nobody seems to notice it.
But that's okay,
because that means
everyone will be fine
when I shatter.
My family is constantly fighting over pointless things. When I try to get them to stop, I become the one everyone's yelling at. If I start to break, everyone gets worse. I'm the glue of the family, the one everyone always leans on when they're sobbing, or in pain, while I have to stand there with a smile on my face. I don't get to cry anymore.
I'm literally invisible at school. I'll get counted as absent even though I replied 'here' when role was taken. My locker is apparently not used because nobody can see me trying to get to it. My hand isn't ever taken into consideration when we're taking votes. I'm never given a partner. My small group of friends can't see my pain. I'm the one who comforts everyone else when something hurts them. I protect them from their tormentors, which has led to me being choked more than once. They don't notice.
I... I don't know what to do anymore.
Big thanks to ImmyWimmy1, who made my artwork found in the siggy.
I am temporarily changing my username. I was formerly |*|tunafish154|*|. Please do not steal my username, as I will be switching back to it eventually.They say it's
what you make
I say
it's up to fate
It's
woven in
my soul
I need to
let you go
Your eyes,
they shine so bright
I wanna save
that light
I can't escape
this now,
Unless you
show me how
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Imagine DragonsI won't be on
as much anymore
due to personal problems
and my life.
A big thanks to the
Percy Jackson fangirls,
who cheer me up
when I feel lifeless.
Thanks guys, seriously.
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by apollo. » Sat Jun 07, 2014 2:13 pm
Darkness~ wrote:{ I feel like I'm cracking.
Nobody seems to notice it.
But that's okay,
because that means
everyone will be fine
when I shatter.
My family is constantly fighting over pointless things. When I try to get them to stop, I become the one everyone's yelling at. If I start to break, everyone gets worse. I'm the glue of the family, the one everyone always leans on when they're sobbing, or in pain, while I have to stand there with a smile on my face. I don't get to cry anymore.
I'm literally invisible at school. I'll get counted as absent even though I replied 'here' when role was taken. My locker is apparently not used because nobody can see me trying to get to it. My hand isn't ever taken into consideration when we're taking votes. I'm never given a partner. My small group of friends can't see my pain. I'm the one who comforts everyone else when something hurts them. I protect them from their tormentors, which has led to me being choked more than once. They don't notice.
I... I don't know what to do anymore.
It'll be ok. It'll get better, just wait it out. Please.
Your always there for your friends, so your friends should be able to be there for you. Talk to one of them, maybe your most trusted friend, and tell them how you feel.
Ignore the fights? Try to stay out of the house whenever you can. This is too big for you, or anyone really to fix. Can you talk to a family member and tell them how you feel, and that it really upsets you when they fight? Or next time when they're fighting just snap and yell that they always fight over nothing, and it's killing you.
Speak up, people always skip over me too, but you have to speak up for yourself. Sometimes you can't get noticed, until you make someone notice you.
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by darkness. » Sat Jun 07, 2014 2:26 pm
apollo. wrote:Darkness~ wrote:{ I feel like I'm cracking.
Nobody seems to notice it.
But that's okay,
because that means
everyone will be fine
when I shatter.
My family is constantly fighting over pointless things. When I try to get them to stop, I become the one everyone's yelling at. If I start to break, everyone gets worse. I'm the glue of the family, the one everyone always leans on when they're sobbing, or in pain, while I have to stand there with a smile on my face. I don't get to cry anymore.
I'm literally invisible at school. I'll get counted as absent even though I replied 'here' when role was taken. My locker is apparently not used because nobody can see me trying to get to it. My hand isn't ever taken into consideration when we're taking votes. I'm never given a partner. My small group of friends can't see my pain. I'm the one who comforts everyone else when something hurts them. I protect them from their tormentors, which has led to me being choked more than once. They don't notice.
I... I don't know what to do anymore.
It'll be ok. It'll get better, just wait it out. Please.
Your always there for your friends, so your friends should be able to be there for you. Talk to one of them, maybe your most trusted friend, and tell them how you feel.
Ignore the fights? Try to stay out of the house whenever you can. This is too big for you, or anyone really to fix. Can you talk to a family member and tell them how you feel, and that it really upsets you when they fight? Or next time when they're fighting just snap and yell that they always fight over nothing, and it's killing you.
Speak up, people always skip over me too, but you have to speak up for yourself. Sometimes you can't get noticed, until you make someone notice you.
{ I've tried, trust me. My closest friend thinks she has it worse than me, and so she isn't really sympathetic, nor are any of my other friends. I've told my parents, who will try to stop. It ends up with another argument because one person had to leave for something important, and when they come back, they are yelled at for not staying. I try to smooth things over, to say it's just fine, but it ends up just pouring gasoline in the flame. It's hard to stay out of the house when nobody is really willing to hang out with you somewhere. Being noticed isn't really something that has to do with speaking up, because I can start screaming and flail my arms without anyone noticing me. I've had someone think I was a ghost before, actually. I do appreciate the reply, though, I usually don't even get that anymore.
Big thanks to ImmyWimmy1, who made my artwork found in the siggy.
I am temporarily changing my username. I was formerly |*|tunafish154|*|. Please do not steal my username, as I will be switching back to it eventually.They say it's
what you make
I say
it's up to fate
It's
woven in
my soul
I need to
let you go
Your eyes,
they shine so bright
I wanna save
that light
I can't escape
this now,
Unless you
show me how
-Demons
Imagine DragonsI won't be on
as much anymore
due to personal problems
and my life.
A big thanks to the
Percy Jackson fangirls,
who cheer me up
when I feel lifeless.
Thanks guys, seriously.
Status:
hey guys! wow a lot has changed
anyways my pronouns are they/them now
thanks c:

Sea Dogs . Ask me anything!
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by ⟢ bee » Sat Jun 07, 2014 2:28 pm
I wish for once I believe the words I hear.
My friends & family all tell me I'm beautiful.
And I believed them as I got ready for the dance.
Many people, even ones who don't ever talk to me call me pretty.
But when I see all those popular girls, I am put to shame.
Some of those girls are the typical mean popular girls, but others are really nice.
Just before the dance I felt special, but then I realized I wasn't.
Every slow song made me feel sadder and sadder, because no one would dance with me.
Besides the time my best friend made her boyfriend dance with me.
My brother always picks on me because I've never had a boyfriend yet.
I tell him that if I wasn't his sister and I was his age he wouldn't date me.
That's how everyone else feels too.
Anyways, the photos from the dance came out, and a few of them had me in them.
I hate my face in photos, it just doesn't look right.
Ugh, I'm just randomly ranting about being unpretty and no one loving me.
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