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They say it's
what you make
I say
it's up to fate
It's
woven in
my soul
I need to
let you go
Your eyes,
they shine so bright
I wanna save
that light
I can't escape
this now,
Unless you
show me how
Status:
hey guys! wow a lot has changed
anyways my pronouns are they/them now
thanks c:
Darkness~ wrote:{ I feel like I'm cracking.
Nobody seems to notice it.
But that's okay,
because that means
everyone will be fine
when I shatter.My family is constantly fighting over pointless things. When I try to get them to stop, I become the one everyone's yelling at. If I start to break, everyone gets worse. I'm the glue of the family, the one everyone always leans on when they're sobbing, or in pain, while I have to stand there with a smile on my face. I don't get to cry anymore.
I'm literally invisible at school. I'll get counted as absent even though I replied 'here' when role was taken. My locker is apparently not used because nobody can see me trying to get to it. My hand isn't ever taken into consideration when we're taking votes. I'm never given a partner. My small group of friends can't see my pain. I'm the one who comforts everyone else when something hurts them. I protect them from their tormentors, which has led to me being choked more than once. They don't notice.
I... I don't know what to do anymore.











apollo. wrote:Darkness~ wrote:{ I feel like I'm cracking.
Nobody seems to notice it.
But that's okay,
because that means
everyone will be fine
when I shatter.My family is constantly fighting over pointless things. When I try to get them to stop, I become the one everyone's yelling at. If I start to break, everyone gets worse. I'm the glue of the family, the one everyone always leans on when they're sobbing, or in pain, while I have to stand there with a smile on my face. I don't get to cry anymore.
I'm literally invisible at school. I'll get counted as absent even though I replied 'here' when role was taken. My locker is apparently not used because nobody can see me trying to get to it. My hand isn't ever taken into consideration when we're taking votes. I'm never given a partner. My small group of friends can't see my pain. I'm the one who comforts everyone else when something hurts them. I protect them from their tormentors, which has led to me being choked more than once. They don't notice.
I... I don't know what to do anymore.
It'll be ok. It'll get better, just wait it out. Please.
Your always there for your friends, so your friends should be able to be there for you. Talk to one of them, maybe your most trusted friend, and tell them how you feel.
Ignore the fights? Try to stay out of the house whenever you can. This is too big for you, or anyone really to fix. Can you talk to a family member and tell them how you feel, and that it really upsets you when they fight? Or next time when they're fighting just snap and yell that they always fight over nothing, and it's killing you.
Speak up, people always skip over me too, but you have to speak up for yourself. Sometimes you can't get noticed, until you make someone notice you.
They say it's
what you make
I say
it's up to fate
It's
woven in
my soul
I need to
let you go
Your eyes,
they shine so bright
I wanna save
that light
I can't escape
this now,
Unless you
show me how
Status:
hey guys! wow a lot has changed
anyways my pronouns are they/them now
thanks c:
-----------------yowzah. wrote:
nice random users i've never talked to before are being really sweet to me
and i don't know what to do since i am not a nice person at all
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