"M-My name? It's Yen Razi, which means Calm Secret. It's kinda fitting I guess. I'm pretty calm and quiet, but I'm honest, so I don't really have many secrets. Maybe a couple that I don't really want anyone to know about perhaps, but they're personal secrets, you know? People call me Yen sometimes, I’m okay with that though. Two first names is kinda weird huh?”
Favourite Place…? Hmm A lot of places honestly. But if I had to pick only one.. only one.. Mmm I know this may sound weird, but my mother’s grave. She was always very important to me in my young life. She died when I was ten, before the torture started. Her grave is such a beautiful place though. It’s not in an everyday cemetery. It’s actually in a very very unique spot. We bought it for her, Father and I. We put what we had together after her death and bought the plot of land privately. It’s on a cliff, the very top. The cliff slopes down to reveal all of the city and the ocean next to it. All the meadows and forests. It’s a lovely place that is green year round. It’s sunny. Her grave is underneath a large willow tree, the reason we bought the area for her. They were her favourite trees, I have so many good memories there, the ones I can remember. So, out of all the pretty meadows and cityscapes and mountains I’ve seen, by my mother’s side is my favourite place in the whole world. (ADD DESCRIPTION YET)
Personality:
Altruistic
Apprehensive
Clumsy
Forgetful
Acute Stress Reaction
Lacunar amnesia is the loss of memory about one specific event.
Quiet
Easily Tired/Exhausted/Weak
Idiopathic hypersomnia
Poem;;
Have you ever been so scared, that you’re frozen?
Watched everything you’ve ever loved disappear?
All the doors of hope and chance closing?
With a dark, evil voice whispering ‘Come here’?
I have, it’s so hideous and malicious,
The dark, trapped within its limited mercy.
With the light above teasing me so vicious.
I’m so scared, what if the voice hurts me?
I know it can, I just don’t remember
When was the last time the voice attacked?
Have I really forgotten this evil forever,
Or is it just waiting, growing more packed?
Have you ever been so scared, that you’re broken,
Lost without memories, so tired and weak constantly?
Time you thought you had limitlessly frozen,
The dark voice that only leads to hideous monstrosity?
I’m very scared of the dark voice of my guardian,
But this fear, forgetfulness, weakness part of me
Wishing for the light to take me away from him
Why can’t those who know my pain just see?
I’m trapped in a demon’s world, for so long
Only when I grow up will this fear be gone.
-Written by Yen when he was thirteen-