Username: SquiddyPanda
Makoatl Name: Deirdre, (Pronounced Deer-drah), it means "broken-hearted" and "sorrowful." According to the source I found it from, it may also mean "fear" and "raging woman".
"Mythology: from a Celtic legend similar to "Tristram and Isolde". The Celtic Deirdre was the most beautiful woman in Ireland. She died of a broken heart."
Gender: female
Which Of Her Lovers In The Past Broke Her Heart?: Her last lover had left her for a male. Her lover was a female, and had only used her for her own enjoyment. She got with Deirdre to feel something, and not feel so alone. She was never truly in love with her, nor did she care for her. She wanted someone to suffer with her, and would tend to bring her down in arguments and turn every situation onto Deirdre, and made sure she felt like she was doing all of the wrong. Deirdre would constantly bring herself down over all of these quarrels, harming herself mentally and emotionally. The other makoatl was well aware of Deirdre's deep affection for her, and knew that diving into the relationship and departing from it would surely damage her greatly, she didn't mind. As long as she was ok, it didn't matter what sort of fate Deirdre faced afterward. Once she found another makoatl she truly liked, she parted from Deirdre, with jarring words, that would leave a scar in her heart.
How Did She Become Crazy Because Of This? : After it was all said and done, every thing had repeated through Deirdre's head. She went mad trying to figure out the real reason as to why she was left alone, why she was no longer loved. The truth was lost on her, and she was and still is not aware that the other female had never truly loved her. Deirdre had been falling head over heels for her, and still could not get over the loss. As time wore on, she became more sick, depressed, and easily became vexed. Before to much longer, she became blind with rage, and turned her back to the world, not caring for another soul, became careless and reckless in behavior, and destroyed any friendship or chances of help she had. She refuses food, comfort, and sleep. She left her home and moved into deeper waters, where she inhabits a large, deep cave in which she chases many others from. She has become exceedingly hostile, and refuses to speak with any other creature, whether makoatl or another species, unless it's a warning.
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