-Username-
Sambix. I have filled out a lot of forms with this name c:
-What's your favorite kiamara-related memory?-
Well, its not a very unique memory. You will probably read alot of memories about dream kiamaras, but this is really the only thing I have to share. This happened at the end of September, beggining of October. I had just lost yet another Kiamara, and was really upset. I told myself that I was done with the species, that I was going to give up. But as I scrolled down the "created pets" forum, I saw something that immediately caught my eye. "Staff litter" and there was a grey background with a few colorful dots on it. After reading about it, I couldn't help but feel estatic about the staff litter. All October I waited, losing Kia after Kia along the way. By the 1st of November, I didn't want to try out for any more. But when I clicked the Staff litter page to check it, I saw her. The first staff Kiamara, a.k.a. The staff Kiamara that you made. I remeber my mouth dropping open and my heart pounding as I clicked on her page. She was so perfect. I fell in love with her so, so much. I knew I needed to try my hardest, as there were so many others going for her. Sadly, when I asked for help, no one did. Then one night, my friend SilverHeartAlchemist said she had a surprise for me. So I hopped onto the join.me link she sent me and got the shock of my life. After talking, I found out that she had decided to not go for the Kia herself, just so she could help me. I...I literally cried. I repeatedly thanked her over and over. I knew I couldn't give up, I wouldn't let Silver's affectionate task go to waste. I tried, I tried so hard. But then my laptop broke, meaning I was unable to do art. I tried doing art on my grandmother's computer, but I was repeatedly bothered and forced off of it. I actually prayed, I prayed a lot. I knew I didn't stand a chance, but I wanted to win. I wanted to call her my own so, so bad. But...I lost her. I remember getting angry. Very, very angry. I was angry myself, my life, my family, everything. But I wasn't mad at you or the winners. I wished to at least get an honorable mention, but I guess I didn't deserve one. I was so upset I actually overdosed on my anger medication. Then I really felt terrible. Oh well, i'm just happy to know she went to a home who will really take care of her. If you read all of this(most likely not vnv) could you possibly pm me and tell me what I could improve with my forms? Why was this my favorite memory? I guess it was because I found a friend I became close to. A friend I love dearly, more than any of my real life friends. She helped me when I needed it. Even though I didn't win, I owe her so much for her taking the time to make art for me.That is why this is my favorite memory vuv