Gahh, it's around 630 words ;-;
Now begins the condensing that will never work out nicely...
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Username;WajaGirl
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Name;Hallucination
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Story on how she got her name;(I do request that you watch
this video on YouTube before reading this, as it explains the quotes)
I've always been a drop of water, clinging to the edge of a leaf during a shower of rain. Ever so slowly, I get closer and closer to the edge.
My life has been nothing but pure misery, seeping through my bones with every step I try to take. Ever since I was born, kiamaras used to call me a mistake. I used to be called Spite, my parents never wanted me.
Everybody hated me, playing with me like I was a toy. I was called name after name, pushing me past the point of return.
I became a toxin, to poisonous for anyone to touch.
A wretched creature that was a kiamara on the outside,
but a horrendous beast beneath. Rumors of this spread
around like a wildfire. There was no way of regaining my
integrity, so I just winced. It felt like knives were cutting
pieces of my heart off, more and more with every whisper.
"And if a kid breaks in a school, and no one
around chooses to hear, do they make a sound? Are they
just the background noise of a soundtrack stuck on repeat
when people say things like 'kids can be cruel'?"
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I lost control of my emotions slowly, gradually letting them slip away so I could feel nothing but numbness. Words became deafening, throwing another coal into the fire with every letter.
And so the fire burnt on.
I started to have hallucinations. Friends, who lied by telling me they cared. I hated them all. Each new kia I met sent me plunging deeper, deeper, into insanity.
These friends told me to kill them all, every
last kiamara who had said those awful things.
"You have to believe that they were wrong. They
have to be wrong. Why else would we still be here?"
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I finally broke free of the weight holding me down, running off to places I thought could rid them from my mind. But everywhere I turn, they are still there, their red eyes glowing darker and darker
every time I see them.
"To this day, he is a stick of TNT lit from both ends, could describe to you in detail the way the sky bends in the moments before it’s about to fall. And despite an army of friends who all call him an inspiration, he remains a conversation piece between people who can’t understand..."
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I don't want to hurt anyone, so I've learned to be on my own no matter how much it breaks my heart.
Because even I know that when their eyes turn black, everyone I've ever loved will get hurt. Not by them,
but by me.
They are hallucinations, pushing me deeper into destruction that will destroy my world.
"We stem from a root planted in the belief that we are not what we were called."
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(to find out more on the spoken poem, you can visit
this website)
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Gender;Female
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Personality;WIP
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Art;WIP
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