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[amoxi]

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ᴀs ᴍʏ sᴋʏ ᴛᴜʀɴs ғʀᴏᴍ ᴀᴜᴛᴜᴍɴ ᴛᴏ ᴀsʜ,
ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴅᴀʏ.
ᴀs ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ɢʀᴏωs ᴀɴɢʀʏ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏᴜʀ,
ᴍʏ ᴄᴜʀᴄᴜᴍsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ʟᴏᴏᴋs sᴏ ɢʀᴇʏ.

ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ғᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ,
ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ғᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ...

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ᴀssᴜᴍɪɴɢ, ᴊᴏᴋɪɴɢ, sᴘʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ ʀᴜᴍᴏʀs,
ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴇᴍ sᴏ ʟᴏᴜᴅ. ᴛʜᴇʏ'ʀᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ
ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ωʜᴏʟᴇ ᴍɪɴᴅ ωᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ
ᴇxᴘʟᴏᴅᴇ. ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ωʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴅᴏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀ
ᴛʀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ωᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ, ɪᴛ sᴛᴀʏs ᴀ
ғᴀɴᴛᴀsʏ.

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ᴀʜ, ʀᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ
ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴅᴏ. ᴀʜ, ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ᴍᴇ,
ɴᴏω ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ωʜᴏʟᴇ ωᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ωᴏʀsᴛ
ᴛʜɪɴɢs ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ.

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ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ʟᴏᴛs ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴀɴᴅ
ʜᴏω ϙᴜɪᴄᴋ ɪ'ᴅ ωᴀsʜ ɪᴛ ᴅᴏωɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅʀᴀɪɴ.
ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀsᴛ ᴛᴇɴsᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ғᴜᴛᴜʀᴇ, ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ
ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀs ɴᴏω. ɪ ᴀᴄᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴏωɴ ᴀɴᴅ
ɪ'ᴍ ᴛᴏ ʙʟᴀᴍᴇ.

ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ's ᴀ ωɪᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ωʜᴇɴ ᴛʜɪɴɢs
ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀʟʟ ωʀᴏɴɢ...

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ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ ʜᴏω ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇs ɪ'ᴠᴇ
ᴀωᴀᴋᴇɴᴇᴅ ɪɴ ғᴇᴀʀ ɴɪɢʜᴛʟʏ.
ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs ᴏғ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇs ɪ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴛᴏ
ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ
ᴄʀᴜsʜᴇᴅ ᴅᴀɪʟʏ. ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ
ʜᴀɴᴅ, ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴛʀᴜsᴛ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ, sᴏ ʜᴏω
ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ?

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ʜᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴜᴘ ʜɪɢʜ, ᴛʜᴇʏ ωᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴋɪʟʟ
ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴀɪʟ ᴇᴠɪʟ ʟᴜʀᴋs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ sʜᴀᴅᴏωs,
ᴊᴜsᴛ ωᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴇᴠᴀɪʟ. ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ sɪɴɴᴇʀ ʜᴀs
ᴀ ғᴜᴛᴜʀᴇ, ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ sᴀɪɴᴛ ʜᴀs ᴀ ᴘᴀsᴛ. ɢᴏᴛᴛᴀ
ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴏʀᴄʜ ʙᴜʀɴɪɴɢ sᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇ
ωɪʟʟ ʟᴀsᴛ.

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ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴘʜᴏᴇɴɪx ʀɪsɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴀ ᴘɪʟᴇ ᴏғ
ʙᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ᴀsʜᴇs. ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ
ʜᴏω ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ʜᴀᴛᴇʀs ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴛʀᴀsʜ ʏᴏᴜ!

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ɪ ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ ʀᴜɴɴɪɴɢ ᴀωᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍᴇ, ᴄᴏɴᴠɪɴᴄᴇ
ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ɢʀᴏωɴ. ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ sᴏ
ᴜɴɴᴀᴛᴜʀᴀʟʟʏ, ᴍʏ ᴅᴇᴍᴏɴs ғᴏʟʟᴏω ᴍᴇ.

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ʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ sᴛᴀɴᴅ, ᴛʀᴀɴϙᴜɪʟɪᴢᴇᴅ, ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs
ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ωʜɪᴛᴇ ʀᴏᴏᴍ ᴏғ ᴍɪɴᴇ... ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ
ɢᴏ, ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴏωɴ, ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ʀᴇᴅɪғɪɴᴇᴅ
ωᴏʀʟᴅ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ. sᴏ ωʜʏ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ
ᴛʜɪs, ᴄᴏɴϙᴜᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪsᴍᴀʏ ᴛʜɪs
ᴘᴇᴀᴄᴇғᴜʟ sᴀɴɪᴛʏ ᴏғ ᴍɪɴᴇ...?

...ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ωᴇ'ʀᴇ ᴀʟʟ ɪɴsᴀɴᴇ?

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ι ѕee yoυ eɴjoy тнιѕ, wнιle ι eхploιт
тнιѕ вrιeғ ιɴѕαɴιтy oғ мιɴe. percιeve
αɴd υɴderѕтαɴd yoυ ιѕ ғαr мore
тнαɴ ι cαɴ do. percepтιoɴѕ leғт ғαr
вeнιɴd.

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ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴏᴜʀ ᴄʜɪʟᴅʜᴏᴏᴅ? ɪᴛ's... ɴᴏᴛ
ϙᴜɪᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ, ɪsɴ'ᴛ ɪᴛ? ᴀ ᴘᴀʟᴇ ʜᴜᴇ ᴏғ
ɴᴇω ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ,ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʟʟ ᴋɴᴏω ᴍʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇ
ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ. ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴀ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ ᴏғ
"ᴘʀɪᴠɪʟᴇɢᴇ", ᴍʏ ʀᴇᴘᴜᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ʟᴇᴀᴅs ᴍᴇ.

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ᴍʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪs ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴄᴏʟᴅᴇʀ
ᴀs ɪ sᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ sʟɪᴘ ᴀωᴀʏ. ɪ'ᴍ ʙᴀʀᴇʟʏ
ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜɪɴɢ, ɪs ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ sᴛɪʟʟ ʙᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ?
ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴍʏ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ
ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ.

ᴀs ɪ ʟᴀʏ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴅʏɪɴɢ, ɪ ωɪʟʟ ɴᴏᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ
ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ... ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ωᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ.

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ɴow, αѕ ι lαy нere ιɴ тнe dαrĸ αɴd ι
тнιɴĸ вαcĸ тo тнe ѕтαrт... ι ĸɴow ѕoмe
тнιɴɢѕ нαve тo eɴd ғor тнe ɴeхт oɴe тo
вeɢιɴ. ι wαlĸ αloɴe, ғree αт lαѕт, ι ғeel
тнe preѕѕυre leттιɴɢ ɢo ғroм тнe very
вoттoм oғ мy ѕoυl.

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ѕoмeтιмeѕ ιт`ѕ тoυɢн wнeɴ we ғαce oυr
ɢreαтeѕт ғeαrѕ. ѕoмeтιмeѕ ιт`ѕ тoυɢн
wнeɴ ѕoмeтнιɴɢ ɴeedѕ тo cнαɴɢe. αɴd
ι нυrт ѕo мυcн ғroм αll тнe тнιɴɢѕ ι
cαɴ`т erαѕe. αɴd ιт нυrтѕ ѕo мυcн, ιт
нυrтѕ cαυѕe ι αм тнe oɴly oɴe тo вlαмe.

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ι wαɴт αɴd ι αм ɢoιɴɢ тo вe мyѕelғ,
вecαυѕe everyoɴe elѕe ιѕ тαĸeɴ, αғтer αll.
αɴd wнy ѕнoυld ι wαѕтe тιмe αɴd preтeɴd
тo вe ѕoмeвody ι'м ɴoт wнeɴ тнe oɴly
oɴeѕ wнo'll тrυly love мe αre тнe oɴeѕ wнo
ĸɴow тнe reαl мe тнe вeѕт?

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▂ ▃ ▄ ▅ → zєвυℓση ¢σηηℓασтн αѕнωσятн← ▅ ▄ ▃ ▂

"Always remember that a small spark can be just as powerful as a big fire. After all, it's the tiny, seemingly harmless spark which starts the destructive, devastating inferno."


❥ ＮＡＭＥ ＡＮＤ ＩＴＳ ＭＥＡＮＩＮＧ;
This handsome fellow here is called Zebulon Connlaoth Ashworth.
His first name, Zebulon [Ze-bu-lon; pronounced Zeb yoo lawn with the first syllable stressed], is a Hebrew name which can be translated to 'dwelling of honour'.
His middle name, Connlaoth [Conn-la-oth; pronounced Con lay awth with the second syllable stressed], is an Irish name which means 'pure flame, pure fire'.
His surname, Ashworth, is actually the name of a city, but it can also be related to him. The grey of his neck fur and his wings reminds me of ash. Ash is usually seen as worthless, but he isn't. Actually, I adore him so much that he's already of unbelievable worth for me. Yes, a silly story for his surname, but it's better than not having one.
He usually prefers being called Zebulon, but he allows certain people (like his brother and anyone else who's close to him) to call him Zeb or Ash. He sometimes also refers to himself as 'Lord Zebulon', a kind of nickname which originated from his evil knight and good prince plays with his Eragorn. However, he only does that on very rare occasions on which he just wants to lighten up the mood or joke around. I chose Connlaoth for obvious reasons (he controls fire and his marking also look like bright, pure flames) and Zebulon for other reasons which don't have anything to do with his looks. Those will only make sense if you (at least) read trough the amulet part of the form, but I also advise reading the personality and career part before this. At all times, his intention were honourable in a way. He hurt others to protect his brother, he left his family and hid from them not only to escape his parents but also to keep Eragorn safe, he usually keeps others at a safe distance so he will never accidentally injure them... Those all are honourable intentions, aren't they?

❥ ＧＥＮＤＥＲ ＡＮＤ ＡＧＥ;
If you haven't guessed by his first and second names or his masculine appearance yet, Zebulon is indeed a male, man, boy or whatever you want to call it. If you still think that he is a girl, just ask him. He'll surely show you that he has the necessary bits to be considered male. As for his age, he is an adolescence and one year older than his little brother Eragorn. So he currently is seventeen years old, his birthday being on the 5th of September. His zodiac sign is virgo.

❥ ＳＥＸＵＡＬＩＴＹ ＡＮＤ ＬＯＶＥ ＬＩＦＥ;
Zebulon is demisexual, which means that he won't have any romantic interest in somebody until he has a deep emotional connection to the person. That does not mean that he will start hitting on his friends all of a sudden, so don't worry about getting to know him better. He will still choose his partner fairly careful. So no, he doesn't have a crush as of now.. Some may also call him demi-pansexual because he goes by personality rather than gender, but still requires said deep emotional connection.
As for what kind of guy/girl Zebulon is looking for, mainly someone who can both accept and see past his usually aloof behaviour, one who sees the flames of passion and his sweet core lying inside of him, locked by his amulet. He wants someone who isn't too over the top cheerful, but not as pessimistic as he is either. Basically someone who knows that life isn't all fun and games, but still doesn't think it's all bad. He also need someone who'll accept that he just needs time alone sometimes and that sometimes he's mean without actually truly realising it. The thing he needs the most, though, is someone who supports him and shows him that their love is true, no matter what he says or does.

❥ ＡＢＯＵＴ ＨＩＳ ＡＭＵＬＥＴ;
First of, the pendant which is being held by the string and chain is not a stone, but a gem. An imperial topaz to be exact. It's a rather expensive gem, but the colour matches well with Zebulon's markings. He wears this amulet at all times, no matter what hour of the day it is or what he's doing. Why? Because he himself can't yet fully control the powers he as a fire jewel mane dragon has. Eragorn's and his father got it for him to help control his powers after an horrible accident. Zebulon always had a hard time controlling his emotions and his powers were heavily influenced by them. With his hot temper it was especially dangerous, since he caused the most destruction when he was enraged. One day, when he was watching over his little brother playing outside, a group of older dragons appeared. He was eight years back then and the older ones were all teens, their ages ranging from sixteen to nineteen years. They started teasing him at first, but Zebulon only really snapped when one of them started mocking his little brother. The oldest of them, the leader of the group, approached little Eragorn and first began making fun out of him, before starting to push him around. The older sibling was already fuming at this point, but he was way too weak to actually do anything, especially since the three other teens were keeping him away from his helpless little brother. It was only when the oldest teen of the group actually dared to hurt Eragorn physically by scratching him that Zebulon felt something in him snap. It was like someone had flipped a switch inside of his brain. The whole word suddenly seemed to be painted red as anger consumed him. It burned in his veins like hot lava and he was unable to think, unable to fight against and stop his powers from freely flowing out of him. As soon as he regained control over his body and mind again, he realized what he had done. The peaceful, beautiful green forest was now painted with a much brighter red than the crimson one he had seen earlier. He had set parts of it on fire, but luckily enough it started raining shortly after so that only a small part of the woods was actually damaged. However, one couldn't say that the older dragon's were alright. All of them had been burned by the flames. They were still alive, but even now you most likely can see the damage Zebulon had done in form of scars and bald, weirdly coloured spots on their body. His family had to leave their home on the same day for obvious reasons, the families of the other dragons were completely enraged by what their older son had done, after all. Some even demanded his death, while others just told them to leave and never return. It was on the day after that that his father went to search for something to help seal or control his child's powers and while he was gone, Zebulon was forced to stay inside their new home at all times. The older male was deeply ashamed of what he had done and even though she didn't say it, he knew his mother feared him and maybe even thought of him as a monster. The only one seemingly not phased by his actions was his darling little brother Eragorn, who had surprisingly been spared by the inferno Zebulon had created. No, he actually even adored and idolized his big brother, telling him that he wanted to be just as cool as him one day. The older one was even more disgusted by himself, hoping that Eragorn never actually would become like him. The dark furred jewel mane dragon had to stay inside for about two weeks before his father returned with the amulet. The adult refused to tell anyone where he had gotten it, he only said that it would help Zebulon control his emotions and with them his powers. His son immediately put it around his neck and whatever it was that was so special about the object started working. However, instead of just limiting his powers and helping him control his emotions the amulet actually took them away. Not completely, but from then on the young JMD was seemingly emotionless. Never once has he lost control of his temperament or powers ever since.
At the age of thirteen, Zebulon left his home because he couldn't take the way his parents treated him anymore. He could see how terrified his mother even now was of him, she always flinched whenever he moved or even spoke while his father sometimes seemed to almost hate him, for he would constantly yell and scold him for every little thing, even when Zebulon just went outside alone or, even worse, with Eragorn. His brother was basically the only one the dark furred dragon still had, and he also was the only one he missed dearly after he ran away.

❥ ＰＥＲＳＯＮＡＬＩＴＹ;
It really depends on if you want to know his personality from before he got the amulet, or after he got it. Before Zebulon got his amulet, he was a fierce and wild young dragon. He thirsted for fights and adventures and would constantly worry his parents by staying out way too long or by picking fights with older dragons. He was very hot-tempered and always acted immediately since his emotions affected his way of thinking and his actions. He was easily angered, never compromised or gave in and had a hard time socializing with others of his kind because of that. The only exception was his brother Eragorn. While the older one indeed influenced his younger sibling with his daring attitude, he also was very protective over him so his parents could be assured that he would be save with Zebulon. As long as the dark furred dragon was with his little brother he also tried to not do things that were too dangerous, so in a way Eragorn also kept his brother save. The dragon was very honest to the point where he could come off as rude. When he didn't like someone or thought what they said was stupid he would just say it instead of keeping quiet or dancing around the topic awkwardly. He also was very witty and loved outsmarting or confusing older dragons with riddles. Zebulon had very high self-esteem, but not in a bad way. Actually, his optimism that everything he did would one day actually be good for something encouraged his friends to try and fulfil their own dreams, even if it meant they had to work harder or do unpleasant things instead of nice ones. To sum it up, while he was indeed a very hot-tempered and fairly impulsive dragon, he also had loveable or admirable qualities.
After Zebulon got his amulet, he became seemingly emotionless. He is able to feel every single emotion, but especially the feelings of anger and excitement are suppressed by it's controlling powers since those usually caused his powers to run wild. He now appears to be a lot calmer and more mature, but also more pessimistic and daring. He now constantly seems to search for danger of any kind, as well, since he desperately misses the rush of adrenaline his adventures in his childhood gave him. Whether it's just climbing an extremely high thing or fighting against something much stronger than him, Zebulon just dives into each fight and dangerous thing without thinking twice to feel truly alive. While the dragon himself has a hard time looking at the good sides of things, he's still perfectly capable of encouraging the people he allows himself to get close to. You'll never see someone who can motivate others like Zebulon does. When you feel like giving up, it's almost like the fire deep inside of him burns strong and bright once more, each of his words will be passionate and honest. He's still very blunt and nowadays his words might also have a sarcastic edge to them, but it can be very helpful if someone who isn't you just tells you what you need to do or change for once without sugar-coating everything. Around Eragorn and his friends, Zebulon is indeed a little awkward and sometimes even shy. He's not that used to being in company of persons who don't despise, fear or just dislike him, but he does like the feeling of actually being cared about. He will try his best to not get angry or worked up over things around them, even though his powers are controlled by the amulet. After all, he wants to control his powers by himself one day and practices controlling his temperament.
Zebulon has shown to be even more protective of his brother and friends, sometimes to the point where he can be clingy. He's just afraid that they'll just replace and leave him, or that maybe the dragons he hurt as a child come back and hurt them as revenge on him. Still, this also means that he is a very loyal, reliable and good friend to have. Strangers might think that the rather cold and distant and sometimes even hostile way he acts around them is a sign of him being arrogant. That is definitely not the case, though. Ever since the accident with his powers, Zebulon hasn't been nearly as self-assured as he used to be. Instead, he has become rather modest, preferring to be the one praising others to being praised. The dragon is actually fairly intelligent and knows things about quiet a lot of different topics. He's very interested in learning new things, so if you know more than he does about something he'll certainly listen to you attentively. Another things about him is that he snaps easily when he's in pain. A light headache can already cause him to be in a very foul and aggressive mood, so you should never bother him with unimportant things when he feels bad.

❥ ＲＥＬＡＴＩＯＮＳＨＩＰ ＷＩＴＨ ＥＲＡＧＯＲＮ;
At first, Zebulon and Eragorn were your typical big and little brother duo. The light furred dragon adored and idolized his dark furred brother and the older one enjoyed the respect of his sibling and did his best to protect him. He also only showed his soft side when he was with Eragorn, he would cuddle with his younger brother and share his food with him. Zebulon even allowed the little one to wake him up in the middle of the night when Eragorn had had a bad dream. The dark furred dragon would do anything to soothe and comfort his brother and then let him sleep curled up next to him, promising to keep away all those evil, bad monsters and demons.
After the incident with the older dragons, Eragorn was the only one who still seemed to love and care for Zebulon. Even though the older one secretly desired this love even more now, he tried to keep a certain distance to his little brother. Not because he hated him for causing him to lose control like that, but because he was utterly terrified that, one day, the white furred dragon would be the victim of his hot-tempered nature and unstable powers. After he ran away from home, he tried to keep Eragorn from searching for him by changing location almost every week. He even convinced himself that his sibling just had to hate him for leaving him alone without even saying goodbye. Only a year ago, the two brothers met again. Currently, their relationship can indeed be considered fairly good. Zebulon still cares deeply for his brother, though he usually has problems showing that. He's also a little awkward and insecure sometimes, mainly because he doesn't understand why Eragorn doesn't think of him as a potentially dangerous monster, but instead still loves him.

❥ ＬＩＫＥＳ ＡＮＤ ＤＩＳＬＩＫＥＳ;

✓
● Night time
"I enjoy just watching the beautiful, shining stars and listening to the crying crickets and quacking frogs during the summer. Also, the air always seems to smell so much cleaner as soon as night falls, and I really do love that."

● Birds
"Yes, yes, stop laughing. I like birds, especially small, fluffy ones like sparrows, so what? They are... adorable, okay? Not to mention that they are free, as free as a creature can be. Well, wild birds at least. But wouldn't it be nice if you could simply fly away from all your problems, fears and sorrows like they can?"

● The mountains
"Honestly, I like high places in general, but mountains are my favourite out of them. I like climbing them, it's one of the few activities which actually get me excited and just a little bit nervous. After all, I could fall. It's also fun to explore small caves and such I find on my way and you can see the stars even better on top of them since there isn't as much smog hiding them."

● Warm, sunny days
"Even though I control fire, I dislike very hot days. However, warm and sunny days are very pleasant. It's not too hot, so you're still able to do things without feeling like you're about to collapse, but it's also not too cold so that you don't want to get out of your warm, comfy sleeping place."

● European culture and history
"Yes, I do admit, it's a little weird. One of my biggest dreams is to travel trough all of Europe one day. I am fascinated on how different all of these countries are and all of them have something really interesting that makes me want to go there. I want to climb up the Eiffel tower, look at the Kremlin, take a tour trough Neuschwanstein Castle... You get the idea."

● Fireworks
"Fireworks are one of the greatest things ever. In my opinion, at least. I've always loved them as a child. I liked how colourful they were and they even had to do something with fire. Even though I'm not like I was back then anymore, I still enjoy watching them."

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● Rainy or stormy days
"Not only do I dislike rain because it soaks my fur and makes it heavy, storms are also rather depressing. The dark clouds which seem to cry, the howling wind... it always makes me think that my life is just a fight I've already lost, that everything is hopeless. I do admit, though, it's always a great moment when the sun peeks trough the cloud barrier again."

● Screaming or crying children
"Don't get me wrong, I don't dislike kids and babies in general, I just hate it when they start yelling and crying. It's obnoxious and they sometimes look utterly disgusting with snot all over their face... and I actually really don't know how to deal with them in such a situation."

● Extremely romantic movies
"Comedy? Yes. Horror? Yeah. Action? Definitely yes! But romantic movies? No, never ever am I going to watch something which is only about love and this kind of stuff. It's fine as a sub plot or sub genre, but no pure romance movies for me."

● Being ill
"Yes, being ill might be nice when you can skip classes or miss a day of work. Hey, I enjoyed being ill as a little dragon, too, just because my mom would always check on me every five minutes and bring me the best food we had. However, now being ill isn't as nice anymore. No one ever cares, besides Eragorn, and I can't do most things I enjoy."

❥ ＳＴＲＥＮＧＨＴＳ ＡＮＤ ＷＥＡＫＮＥＳＳＥＳ;
Zebulon's strengths are...
● He can encourage and motivate others easily.
● He's physically strong. Not the unbelievable, superhero kind of strong, but a little stronger than an average male of his species, build and age.
● Over the years, he has become really good at climbing the highest of trees and the steepest of mountains.
● Surprisingly enough, Zebulon is a really good cook.

Zebulon's weaknesses/flaws are...
● He takes stupid risks and rushes into every fight, even if they could be avoidable.
● He can't control his emotions or powers (yet).
● Zebulon has a really hard time trusting others, so don't expect him to treat you like his best friend on your first meeting. He even is hesitant to tell Eragorn some of his secrets or problems.
● He still lingers in the past and regrets what he has done, even if it was for his beloved brother.

❥ ＦＥＡＲＳ ＡＮＤ ＰＨＯＢＩＡＳ;
He fears being forgotten and/or hated by everyone, losing anyone who's close to him and becoming blind and deaf. His biggest fear, however, is not knowing what happens after death. If you're really just dead or if there actually is heaven and hell, mainly because he's afraid that he will go to hell for what he has done.

❥ ＣＡＲＥＥＲ;
Zebulon currently does not have a job, other than helping out in a cafe for some extra money now and then. However, one day, he wants to have a job which allows him to help others. His dream job would be either doctor or psychologist, so he can help injured dragons to, in a way, make up for the ones he hurt.

❥ ＤＲＥＡＭＳ ＡＮＤ ＧＯＡＬＳ;
I've already mentioned that Zebulon wants to travel trough Europe one day and that he really wants to be a doctor or psychologist, but his current goal is to learn to control his powers without his amulet. Not because he dislikes it, he actually has grown rather found of it's design and not wearing it would feel weird for him after such a long time with it, but he wants to be sure that no one will be hurt if he were to lose it or something along those lines. He also would like to climb to the top of Mount Everest someday.

❥ ＦＡＶＯＵＲＩＴＥＳ;

Colour;
Gold and black.
"Don't ask me why, it's just like those two colours the most."
Music;
Pop, rock and cinematic music.
"The only music I really don't like is rap, unless the text actually has a meaning."
Flower;
Chrysanthemums.
"They're just... magnificent, I guess. And they come in many different, wonderful colours, too. And don't laugh! Boys can like flowers too, okay?!"
Season;
Spring and early summer.
"In spring, the birds return and everything starts growing again. Also, I like the temperature. They're not too hot and not too cold."
Candy;
Almond joy and salt water taffy.
"Almond joy has coconut filling and chocolate, both things I like. Don't know where my love for salt water taffy comes from, though."
Ice cream;
Chocolate ice cream with coconut bits and marshmallow swirl
or just coconut or chocolate ice cream.
"I already said that I love coconut and chocolate flavoured things. The marshmallows are a nice add-on."
Cake;
Black forest cake and coconut cake.
"Okay, you probably knew that I'd say coconut cake, but my absolute favourite kind of cake is black forest cake. I usually don't like cherries all that much, but I do like them with this cake."
Country;
Either Spain or Germany.
"I prefer the climate of Germany, but I really adore how the Spanish language sounds and the food they have. They also have an autonomous community called Aragon, which reminds me of Eragorn... but you never heard me say that, okay?"
Movie;
The Matrix.
"An older, but great movie. I wish I had the ability to control the matrix like Neo instead of my blasted fire powers, to be honest..."
Beverage;
Lemonade, iced tea and hot chocolate.
"I usually just drink tab water, but I really do like some cool lemonade or iced tea during summer or some hot chocolate during the winter."
Food;
Seafood, meat and coconut dishes.
"I actually really enjoy seafood, especially shrimps and squids. Besides that, I also like most kinds of meat and, of course, dishes with coconut in them."
Band;
The Birthday Massacre or Poets of the Fall.
"Some of their songs make you think, you can relate to some and others allow you to make your own story up of what they are about."
Video game;
The legend of Zelda.
"Going on epic adventures and saving the world from evil by defeating villains, what do you want more? My favourite game out of all of them has to be Twilight Princess, being able to turn into a wolf is an amazing idea! Ocarina of time gets pretty close, though."
Superhero;
Batman.
"He's basically just a normal human, yet he defends a whole city and keeps everyone save! Besides, living two different lives sounds though, I'd probably slip up sooner or later while talking to Eragorn... I always seem to just talk about whatever comes into my mind when I'm with him."


❥ ＱＵＩＲＫＳ;
Zebulon prefers sleeping on a couch, on the floor or even under his bed with several blankets and pillows over sleeping in his bed. For some reason, he feels saver and more comfortable that way.
He has a habit of naming things he owns. His favourite towel, for example, is called Mr. Soft. (Of course he doesn't admit that).
He also likes watching others sleep, but freaks out when he catches others watching him when he wakes up.

❥ ＡＲＴ;
By me (BavarianSoul)
By Musicart (blazichicken on dA)
By animefreak357 on dA
By me (BavarianSoul)
By me (BavarianSoul)
By me (BavarianSoul [better version])
By .: Avarice :.
By me (BavarianSoul)
By me (BavarianSoul)
By Crystal-gryphon on dA
By kasaru2911 on dA

❥ ＳＴＯＲＩＥＳ;
Some of his
history more detailed~ (By me)

A kind of semi-poem based on
when he lit the forest on fire (By me)

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❥ＷＨＹ Ｉ ＷＡＮＴ ＨＩＭ ＡＮＤ
ＷＨＡＴ Ｉ ＰＬＡＮ ＯＮ ＤＯＩＮＧ ＷＩＴＨ ＨＩＭ;
I'm going to be honest with you, I never cared much about JMD. I even never thought about adopting one because no design ever really caught my eye and the ones I was mildly interested in already had tons of amazing, pretty forms for them that I just was too intimidated to even try doing my own. Until, one day when I was browsing the forum to search for for some adoptables, I saw this guy here. I immediately fell in love, just everything about his design was appealing to me. His markings, the colours... I also really adore Eragorn's design and I love the idea of him having a little brother, especially since I am allowed to make up a back story and everything. Suddenly, I was actually motivated to work on a pretty form and commission artists, and I even started drawing again because of him. Yes, that's right, I haven't drawn a real picture for about a year or so, only sketches.
So, there we are at my future plans for this guy. As you might notice from the different styles of art I posted, I'm currently searching for a style I like (and which allows me to finish my art a little more quickly than my previous one) and I'm sure this handsome fellow will actually motivate me to improve and get better at drawing. I'm definitely going to commission art of him and roleplay with him, I wouldn't want him to collect dust, after all. I will also send him on blind dates later on to find the perfect guy or girl for him and make a character thread here, where he would have his own page. I might also write some stories about him if I have good ideas and I'll definitely be active in the JMD forum/thread with him. However, no matter if I win or not, I have to thank you for making such a great design. Because now I know that I'll definitely try out for the next beautiful JMD design that catches my eye, as well. Being intimidated is stupid, after all I'm sure everyone here who puts just a little bit of passion into their forms has a great chance of winning. c:

❥ ＴＨＡＮＫ ＹＯＵ;
First of, I want to thank everyone who supported me with my form, contributed art or gave me ideas on what to add and change to/about my form. I really appreciate it! I also want to thank Citric for creating such a wonderful boy and giving me and all the other users the opportunity to win him! Even though I actually do consider this my dream JMD, simply by how much I actually wish to own him, I know he'll go to a good home if I don't win him. I also thank you for reading trough my form, it isn't the smallest one after all~ I also thank you for extending the date since it gave me and all the others the opportunity to improve their form even more.

❥ Ｉ ＳＷＥＡＲ．．．;
With the following written words I, BavarianSoul, swear that I will love and cherish this JMD known as Zebulon and that I will keep him active. If the artist, Citric, or any of the admins/mods should feel that I'm not active enough with him, I will allow them to take him away from me and put him back up for adoption so he gets a new, great home.

[b a d . w o l f]

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! He's MINEEEE!!!

Reserve. xD

[panhead]

Ooh. Res.

[Wulfjaw]

Just wanted to say, I loved your designs Citric! I'm surprised you're not a full artist yet o:
<3

[Citric]

Just wanted to say, I loved your designs Citric! I'm surprised you're not a full artist yet o:
<3

Thank you so much! I guess I've come a long way since I started stalking this thread.

[~Firewolf~]

O B L I V I O N
"Life's challenges are not suppose to paralyze you, they're suppose to help you discover who you are." -Bernice Reagon


Who am I?

Who am I known to be
Can a name really define who you are? It seems that when it comes to first impressions, if your name does not please, then you yourself do not please either. But do I care what you think of my name? No, I don't, so when you hear it, feel free to judge knowing your opinion means nothing to me. I am known as Oblivion. Whether or not that's my real name is none of your buisness.

Name Meaning
It took quite a while for me to decide what name would be best for this magnificent dragon. I considered many fiery names to match his red jewel, but I quickly tossed the idea aside. I wanted his name to be a reflection of himself based on his emotional characteristics, not his physical ones. So finally, after long debating between many possibilities, I fixated on the name Oblivion. Its direct definition comes out to 'an absence of mind' or 'the state of being forgotten', both meanings of which I felt suited his character perfectly based on what this young dragon faces throughout his life.
I also decided not to give him a last name for two reasons, the first: Oblivion and Eragorn are of course, brothers, so two: with Eragorn being the elder brother, I thought it only right that he get to decide on their last name.

Gender
Don't worry, he's as male as the sky is blue.

Age
This dragon is fifteen years old, making Eragorn the elder brother (a fact that irritated Oblivion to no end before the accident). He was born on June 21st, the morning of the summer solstice. Many dragons believe that having been born on the longest day of the year somehow amplified his jewel's power.

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Personality
Oblivion is a very difficult dragon to read. At times he seems almost bipolar, flipping between moods so frequently he can make anyone's head spin. However, when dragons finally pinpoint a certain trait or quality, they usually classify Oblivion as 'a kind-hearted dragon with a temper to match a volcano's eruption'. Whether or not that's a good thing is for others to decide, but for the most part, this statement is true. It isn't in Oblivion's nature to be cruel to other dragons, and for the most part if you're kind to him, he'll gladly return the favor. However, he has an extremely short fuse on him, one that isn't at all difficult to light. Unfortunately he has no control over his temper, and trying to stop him from destroying everything in his path will only infuriate him further. You'll have to wait out the storm until Oblivion calms himself.
Meeting new people has always been tricky for him. It isn't uncommon for Oblivion to freeze up and simply sit there with a forced smile on his face, occasionally nodding in false agreement to whatever it is the person is telling him. When awkward silence descends, it's certainly there to stay. He can wrack his brain for hours searching for a topic of conversation, but Oblivion never seems to know what to say. Most of the time people give up on him after just a few minutes and seek company elsewhere. Because of this, he finds making new friends extremely difficult. Actually, now that I think about it, it isn't just with new people. His social skills in general are quite poor.
He finds amusement in the oddest of places and has a knack for making people feel really awkward when he wants them to. Feigning cockiness and arrogance is a special skill of his, and at first glimpse, you may think he's just a rude jerk who thinks he's something pretty amazing. Don't judge a book by it's cover; Oblivion's not at all like that once you get to know him. This facade is only to cover up his lack of social ability.
His rougher life has frayed him around the edges, but Oblivion's actually very loyal if you bother to befriend him. He'll take his friends secrets to the grave (he's never been much of a gossiper) and will do his best protect both them and their families from harm. Oblivion knows better than anyone that real friends are hard to come by, so he always treats the people he loves with utmost respect and kindness. His sense of humor is somewhat of a mystery, but most find it easier to just go with it. He's also very sarcastic, and unfortunately can't really help what comes out of his mouth.
After living through the daily abuse of his father for so long, Oblivion's self-esteem has dropped to zero. He honestly believes that Eragorn is worth ten-times more than he is, and that he'll never be worth enough to truly claim a place next to his elder brother. Oblivion covers these feelings well, however, and is the biggest reason he hides behind a cloak of cockiness.
Oblivion tries his best not to show any of his true emotions, and doesn't let anyone inside his head out of fear that he'll get hurt. This has made him quite independent, and these days he relies on himself rather than others. Perhaps it would be better for him if he had somebody to lean on every now and then. That would never happen of course - Oblivion doesn't trust anyone enough to give them a peek inside his heart. The poor guy's kinda learned to be lonely, but that hasn't stopped him from enjoying himself.
He likes to take life as it comes, and tries not to get too worked up over any certain problem. If you consider the bigger picture, ten years from now, your concerns now will probably seem very insignificant and almost laughable. This is Oblivion's way of thinking. Some scars never heal of course, but considering all the trials you'll face throughout your life, it's best not to allow one issue to put your entire future and happiness on halt.
The fastest way to make Oblivion disappear is to start crying. Tears making him extremely uncomfortable to the point he starts stuttering and shuffling his feet in an almost panic. Comforting people has never been a talent of his, and honestly, he doesn't want to work on fixing that. It just isn't in his nature to face the almighty crier, which will probably make his future love life quite difficult.
He doesn't much like being pushed around either, and likes to do things his own way. Oblivion doesn't play follow the leader - he is the leader, and if anyone thinks otherwise, that's their problem. Actually, the only person he'll really listen to is Eragorn, and that's only because Oblivion looks up to him as both a mentor and friend. Sometimes his refusal to be submissive can come off as rude, but Oblivion stopped caring what people think of him long ago, and he'll continue to wave his stubborn leadership role like a banner until the day he dies.
Holding grudges, unfortunately, is another key characteristic that Oblivion holds dear. Forgiving and forgetting is not the way he thinks, because after all - if a person betrayed or hurt you once, who's to say they won't do it again? There's no exception to this rule - whether you're a close friend or a distant acquaintance, he'll find it difficult to forgive you if you cause him or someone he loves pain. Oblivion takes his friend's feelings and opinions very seriously, so if someone betrays his trust just a single time, you can guarantee a lifetime of mistrust and almost hatred.
For whatever reason, music speaks to Oblivion in ways that other dragons cannot. Whenever he's feeling lonely or upset, listening to a gentle tune almost always lightens his mood and soothes him enough to bring Oblivion back to himself. He isn't partially fond of heavy music like rap or hard rock, but aside from that, he isn't exceedingly picky.


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Oblivious:
The Journal of a Broken Jewel

I never understood why he didn't love me. Why I was never good enough for him. Why I was ignored and loathed and unwanted. Every day the same thoughts would play through my head like a song on repeat: If I were smarter, he would listen me. If I were stronger, he would pay attention to me. If I were kinder, he would be proud of me. If I were a better son, Dad would love me. I didn't understand . . . until I at last noticed my father's behavioral difference when Eragorn was around. There was a light in his eyes as he stared at my brother never appeared when he watched me. My brother unwittingly gained everything I'd ever wanted, but could never have: My father's approval and love. And the reason for this? The reason I could never have the only gift I'd ever truly desired to have?
I was born in my brother's shadow.

July 11, 2012
It's been two weeks since the forest burned to the ground. No one knows how it started, but only a small portion of the woods managed to survive. Well, that's what a crazy old dragon named Filia told me after I woke up on a lumpy couch yesterday night. When I asked Filia how in the world I'd ended up inside her house, she spun off about how she'd found me at the bottom of the hillside covered in ashes, that I smelled like a burnt version of the Grim Reaper (how does Filia know what the Grim Reaper smells like? Has she met him before?), and that she'd dragged me home all by herself. Don't ask how she did it, 'cause I have no idea - she's like seventy years old! Ugh, but none of this seems to matter right now seeing as I don't remember any of this. I don't recall a forest fire, or falling down a hill, or anything of the sort. Filia thinks it's just because I was unconscious the entire time - that of course I wouldn't remember! - but that isn't why I'm worried. I . . . I don't remember anything. Nothing. My head is as empty as it was when I was first born. It's as if I haven't lived for . . . err . . . however many years I've lived, and that someone just decided that I should start everything over! Filia still thinks this is perfectly normal and keeps assuring me that my memory will return soon, but I don't know if I believe her. Last night I asked her if she had a journal I could write in - just in case. I don't want to forget anything else; I've lost enough of myself as it is. I mean, I don't even know what my name is. Did I ever have a name? What if I didn't? Ugh, this whole stinking situation is frustrating! Maybe the key to my past is hidden in this weird amulet thing I'm wearing. I have no idea where it came from, but I think it's full of some sort of strange power. The flame shaped charm glows an eerie orangy-yellow color, and it's supported by a string attached to a chain. I know it must mean something to me since I've been wearing it since the moment I woke up, but every time I think I'm on the verge of remembering the familiar sensation disappears. I'm not going to give up though. There's no place in this world for a lost dragon - I have to get rid of this amnesia somehow.
- ?

August 5, 2012
Filia's started calling me Oblivion for some reason. Of all the names she could of come up with, she decided on that? It sounds like a name you'd give to someone wicked and evil. (FEAR THE WRATH OF OBLIVION, DESTROYER OF ALL THAT IS GOOD! ((see?))) She says it's only until I remember my real name, but personally, I think I'm going to be stuck as Oblivion forever. My head started hurting last week and the pain refuses to subside. Filia's cooked up a thousand different home remedies (they're all disgusting, by the way) to try and kick it to the curb, but so far nothing has worked. I keep thinking it'll eventually just go away, but Filia's too stubborn to give up trying to help me - she's in the kitchen boiling another medicine that smells a bit like burnt rotten cabbage right now. Maybe that nasty creation will put a stop to the pounding pain . . . it's hard to see what I'm writing. And to add to my list of stupid life problems, the amulet's been rapidly heating up and cooling lately. I'm not sure what that's all about, but it's really starting to freak me out. Three days ago I took it off for a while to get a break from the disturbing object, but immediately my head started hurting so badly I almost blacked out. Then Filia forced it back around my neck and hasn't let me try and remove it since. I'm glad I have her for company, but I'm going to have to leave soon. I hate being a burden to my only friend in the world. Unfortunately Filia's too kind to let me leave unless I'm 'fully recovered', so sneaking out is my only option. I'm leaving tonight. I hope Filia can forgive me.
-Oblivion

August 7, 2012
I've been wandering for days, but haven't had any luck in finding a place to stay. Now that I'm away from Filia, I've just now realized that I honestly have no idea what I'm going to do. I suppose I could go find a village or something to live in, but I don't have any money, and I'm pretty sure that I'm still too young to go out and get a job. Well, at least I think I am. Maybe I'm over sixteen, I dunno. Anyway, for now I've just been wandering and trying to figure out what to do. I've been practicing my fire power whenever I stop to rest, and actually, I'm pretty good at it. It feels strange having fire swirl across the markings on my body and inferno dance around my feet, but familiar too. I don't remember exactly, but I definitely think I've worked with fire before - and it's incredible; I love it. It still needs a lot of work though - I almost started a fire today when I lost control. Luckily there was a river nearby and I was able to put it out, but I'll have to be a lot more careful from now on.
-Oblivion

September 5, 2012
There's a little abandoned cave deep within the woods that I managed to make my home. It appears to have been previously occupied by another Jewel Dragon (I found a few white and orange scales near the back) but there are enough cobwebs within the cave to make me believe it's been some time since that dragon came for a visit. I don't know what I'll do if that Jewel returns and finds me, but for now, this is the place that I'll call home. It's dark in here and a little lonely without Filia, but I'll survive. Due to the lack of greenery and the dampness of this place, it makes a great spot to practice my fire. (Once I accidentally smoked myself out of the cave, but that's a long and painful story I really don't want to get into.) My amulet burned me today while I was hunting. I tore it away from my neck and tried to throw it into a nearby stream to cool it, but it took all of two seconds for my head to start feeling like it was going to explode. I resisted for as long as I could, but the amulet won; it's swinging from my neck now. Grr . . . what is this thing's deal? Is it cursed? Is the power inside it somehow linked to me? Why can't I remember!?
-Oblivion

January 16, 2013
I think the amulet is starting to haunt me. Every time I close my eyes I hear a female dragon screaming in terror. She cries my name and begs me to calm myself, though I don't understand why. There's another voice too, a male, but instead of sobbing, he screams insults at me like it's his job. My temper is hard to control when he's around, despite the face it's just a nightmare. I can always feel my amulet heating up and burning my chest when my temper reaches boiling point. But then . . . then the vision comes. It always begins in a meadow that's swirling with flames, and I start feeling a hatred so intense it's frightening. Then something, someone, appears. His scales are a gleaming white with amber swirls, on his hip rests a sword, and his eyes hold the saddest gleam I've ever seen on a dragon. Unlike the other two dragons, he remains completely silent as he stares at me with accusatory eyes. For a moment we just stand there staring at each other, and the white dragon's eyes neither scorch nor soften. That's it. Then I awake to my scales dancing with golden fire and my amulet burning against my chest. Why does this keep happening? Does the amulet really have something to do with all this? Why do I somehow feel connected to the dragons in my dreams? Ugh, I can't think about it anymore, my head is killing me. I wish Filia were here, she'd know what to do.
-Oblivion

March 24, 2013
The visions and voices can't be contained. Every time my amulet heats up I get flashes of their frightened cries - especially the female's. The more I try to ignore them, the worse they get; I fear I'm going to go insane if this continues. But today was by far the worst. I saw another vision, but it wasn't of the sad jewel dragon (though I had a feeling that he was there watching). What I saw was a monster. It's eyes were glowing a fierce red and fire swirled around it as though it stood in the ocean and the flames were waves. I couldn't see it's markings because the inferno it controlled was so intense. The creature was so full of fury I thought it's rage would consume me, that I would cease to exist! It appeared to be a Jewel Mane Dragon that had been injected with insanity sauce and set on fire. But I noticed something strange. The monster had on an amulet that looks exactly like mine . . .
-Oblivion

April 10, 2013
The amulet is becoming a part of me. I tried to take it off yesterday, but the chain wouldn't slip away from my neck. It's like the amulet attached itself to my body, and no matter how hard I try to tear it off, it refuses to budge. For a while I curled up in my cave and tried to rip apart the string that holds it together with my teeth. Honestly, I don't think that's string - I didn't succeed in even beginning to tear apart the necklace. Finally I had to give up because my mouth was getting sore from all the gnawing. Fire is always burning through my veins these days, and it's getting really difficult to control my jewel. It's probably the amulet's power amplifying my fire abilities, and I'm just waiting for the day that it grows hot enough that I can set blaze to rock. Unfortunately there's nothing I can do about it so long as this stupid amulet is around my neck, but at this point, I don't know if I can survive without it. Ugh, forgive my sloppy writing, my head is pounding again - also the amulet's fault. It's draining it's power into me; I'm practically a jewel dragon time-bomb. I don't even want to think what will happen when the fiery energy is too much. Maybe I'll explode or something, I dunno. Somehow I need to find a way to get rid of the amulet before it's too late.
- Oblivion

April 21, 2013
I can't believe I'm saying this, but the flashes are actually getting worse. I'm getting them twenty-four-seven these days, and no matter how hard I try to block them out, they keep attacking me. I don't just hear voices anymore. Actually, looking back, just hearing voices was a blessing. Visions are so much worse. All the time they appear, echoing through the walls of my cave and filling my eyes with their horrible images. All of them are of death - the women screams because the monster attacks her. The male shouts insults at the creature as if that will somehow cause it to retreat. (I've decided the male wasn't all that bright because it only angers the beast further). And now I know that the white and orange dragon weeps because he watches the deaths of the ones he loves most. Now that I've seen them all a thousand times, I know that I've met these dragons before. No, I haven't just met them: I know them. There's an intimate relationship there, but I don't remember . . . I don't know how or why. Maybe we were acquaintances? Did they use to be close friends of mine? Are they, perhaps, the family I once held dear to me before I was struck with amnesia? Is that it? Are these sick, twisted visions actually memories? Oh, please don't say it's so. If it's my memories I'm experiencing day in and day out, then where do I fit in the visions? Could I possibly be . . . no, I can't even afford to think that way.
-Oblivion

June 1, 2013
I killed them. I wish Filia had been wrong about my memories returning, but I remember everything now. It was my fault. Everything was my fault. My mother's pain, the despair in my brother's eyes, the forest fire; it was all me. I couldn't control myself - the amulet made it so I couldn't control myself. When Dad started insulting me, I'd snapped and unleashed the power of the amulet upon my own family. And now they're all gone, and it's all because of an amulet my mother specifically told me not to touch. So it's true, I'm nothing more than a savage monster! I wish I could tell them how sorry I am. Sorry that I wasn't a better son. Sorry that I was so jealous. Sorry that I killed them all. I'm sorry . . . so sorry . . .
-Oblivion

June 14, 2013
Now I know I'm going - or am - crazy. Today it was raining heavily enough that I was forced to stay within my cave. The clouds were darker than coal and the intense rumbling from the thunder was enough to rattle my teeth. I was sitting near the front of my cave watching the rain descend from the sky when I saw . . . someone. No, not someone. Him. Through all the rain and fog, I saw the flash of white scales and amber markings streaking through the trees. I don't know if my visions have developed into something more serious, or if I'm just completely mental now. Maybe both. But if my brother's spirit truly is haunting me, then I guess I can't say I don't deserve it.
-Oblivion

July 3, 2013
I saw him. It's wasn't a figure of my imagination or another round of memories this time, I swear I saw him! He was strolling through the woods, clear as day, as though he'd walked straight out of my vision! Eragorn didn't turn around, but I know it was him. I thought the guilt over my family's death was causing me to hallucinate them, but surely my imagination can't be so strong as to stir up such a precise copy of my older brother. My cowardice got the better of me and I ducked behind a bush to avoid being seen. When he was out of sight I darted back for the cave. But now that I know Eragorn's alive, I can't stop the hope from swelling within my chest that maybe Mom and Dad are alive also. I'm going out tomorrow to search for him, and this time I won't be running away.
-Oblivion

July 5, 2013
It's off. After a year of struggling with it, the stupid amulet is finally off. Eragorn was in the woods, and he was actually glad to see me. I asked about Mom and Dad, but . . . Filia would be proud to know I confessed everything to him. It's hard to believe I once hated my brother so fiercely - he's almost as kind as Filia. He knows what I've done, but he helped me get the amulet off anyway. I was too cowardly to tell him what happens when I don't wear the wicked necklace, he might not have helped me if I had. Eragorn's actually wandered off for a while to get some food for the both of us, but I'll be long gone by the time he comes back. I think I'm dying. Somehow I don't care. Eragorn, I know you'll find this journal and read it, so I would just like to tell you thank you. I'm sorry for being a rotten brother and for letting my jealousy get out of hand, but I hope you know now that I love you, and I'll miss you. Don't despair for me - I'll sleep well knowing that you, at least, will be able to continue the family's legacy. Take what you've learned from this journal and put it to good use - don't make the same mistakes I did. Oh, and one more thing: please go chat with Filia sometime, she gets lonely.
-Oblivion

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Look beyond myself



Relationship with Eragorn
Oblivion and Eragorn's relationship use to be very strained due to the younger brother's jealousy, but for now it's on the road to recovery. There are many awkward silences and uncomfortable moments between the two, and oftentimes Oblivion finds it difficult to know what to say around Eragorn. This is mostly due to Oblivion's own insecurity. He worries that Eragorn is just putting on a mask to conceal the fact that he actually hates his brother for what happened that fateful day in the meadow. Whether or not this is true remains unknown, and may remain that way forever. Fretting over this has plagued Oblivion since the moment the brothers found each other again, but for now, he keeps his concerns to himself. Still, it isn't hard to tell that the two do care for each other even though they don't voice it very often. Since the loss of the his parents, Oblivion's become extremely protective of his older brother and isn't afraid to dive head first into a fight if it means defending him. Many find this behavior odd seeing as Oblivion is the younger brother, but in Oblivion's mind, Eragorn is all he has left - and that's worth protecting.

Where did that amulet come from?
The jeweled amulet seen around Oblivion's neck actually doesn't belong to him, nor was it ever suppose to belong to him. It's a rare gem stone that can harness, control, and amplify a dragon's jewel power, but such power comes at a terrible price. Over time, the jewel fuses with whoever is wearing it and eventually becomes the dragon's life source, making it impossible to remove without killing the Jewel Mane it was entwined with. A heating and cooling sensation can be felt throughout this bonding process. The entire process normally takes around a year and a half. When not used often enough, it can cause serious headaches due to the energy build up in the host body's system. For centuries the amulet has been passed down through the generations, usually given to the eldest son or daughter in the family. However, when it's handed down, the person receiving it is given specific instruction to protect it - never wear it. The amulet was originally intended for Eragorn, but when Oblivion came across it while searching through a glossy wooden chest inside his parent's closet one day, he didn't think twice about putting it on. Immediately he noticed a difference in his fire's strength, and believing it could become the key to pleasing his father and outshining his brother, Oblivion kept it. Concealing it from his parents wasn't easy - or even possible. It didn't take long until the amulet was discovered - which is the reason he became angry and unleashed his uncontrollable fire magic in the first place. His father had been coaching Eragorn when he'd noticed the amulet around Oblivion's neck. He'd tried to convince his son to take it off, but when Oblivion refused, his dad tried to remove it by force. Caught in a vicious mix between hurt, fury, and the instinct to defend himself, Oblivion's temper exploded and caused a disastrous forest fire. The boy's mother had tried to calm her youngest son, but when fueled with the power of the amulet, Oblivion was far beyond being contained and could no longer be reasoned with. Neither the forest or his family stood a chance. It's still unknown to this day how Eragorn escaped the powerful flames (perhaps he used a bit of fire magic himself) but when Oblivion had at last come to his senses and realized what he'd done, he grew guilty and bolted. The young dragon had run for quite some time before he'd stumbled and tumbled down a hillside. On the way down Oblivion managed to hit his head against a large rock, causing the amnesia he experienced upon waking up.

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The Little Things

Likes
;;I love the pouring rain in summer. Don't look at me like that, I know I'm a fire dragon! But sitting in my cave and listening to the water hitting the forest floor outside is relaxing and settles my headaches a little.

;;Whoever invented cookies is a genius. I could eat them all day, especially Filia's. Pfft, childish? Of course not. Cookies are for all ages!

;;There's nothing better then running through the forest with the wind whipping in your face. It feels like flying - and trust me, I know how flying feels.

;;Sunset. I love watching the sun light the clouds on fire into beautiful pink, orange, and purple hues. I know dawn pretty much creates the same effect, but at sunset the sun drifts away and allows the stars to shine.

;;Every since I was a child I've enjoyed stargazing. Whenever times get hard I like to stare into deep space and think about how small this planet is, and how insignificant my problems are compared to the infinity of space.

Dislikes
;;Call me cruel, but small children drive me crazy. With all their running around, screaming and yelling at everything, making gigantic messes and expecting other people to clean it up - ugh.

;;Really hot summer days are the worst. You can never seem to drink enough water, and I'm always afraid I'll light the forest on fire if I so much as sneeze the wrong way.

;;Meeting new people - being social is just way too hard. You have to look at them with a plastered smile and pretend you care about what they're saying. Worse then that, when they run out of things to say, you have to be the one to make small talk. If you don't, then you're stuck in *shutter* awkward silence.

;;But then again, I don't much like being alone either.

;;Swimming - I love the rain, but diving head first into a giant puddle does not sound like my idea of a good time. And for other reasons as well, but I don't like to talk about it. >.<

You're kinda a downer. What are some of your favorite things?

Book: Harry Potter - every single one of them. I love how the author managed to weave a story that's adventurous, full of great messages on life, has memorable characters, and can make your heart both pound with excitement and break into a thousand pieces.

Movie: Thor - if I had a giant hammer that could absorb lightning, my life would be complete.

Song: Way too many of those to choose from! I just like music; I'll leave it at that.

Candy: I actually don't like candy much. It either gets stuck in my teeth or gives me a giant stomach ache. Give me cookies, those things are delicious.

Color: Red. I dunno why - it's just a comforting color.

Animal: Hmmph . . . can I say myself? I'm an animal, and I'm actually pretty awesome if I do say so myself.

Soup: Vegetable Soup is actually really good even though it doesn't have any meat in it.

Part of yourself: That's an awkward question, but a lot of ladies tell me my eyes are really pretty. But I dunno, what do you think?

Time of day: Definitely night time. I know a lot of 'evil' dragons or whatever like it because it's dark and makes them seem 'oh so different and mysterious' but I like it because without the night, we'd never see the stars.

Pass time: I really enjoy practicing my fire, but I'd have to say my favorite pass time is spending time reconnecting with Eragorn. He's actually pretty fun to be around, despite all the awkwardness. I'm hoping he'll one day show me how to use that sword of his.

Language: I've always wanted to learn French. It's such a beautiful language.

Flower: I know it isn't very original, but I love vibrant red roses. When I was young, my father would always pick a single red rose on the first day of every month to give to my mother as a symbol of his love for her. I never understood where he got them, but you could always count on seeing the red flower on that first day, no matter if it were summer or winter. Whenever Father had me feeling unworthy and upset, Mom would pass on her beloved rose to me with the whispered words, "Your father is loving, he just shows it differently than most people." Though I stopped believing her after a while, the rose always made me feel better.

Fears
Oblivion, like many other dragons, has always harbored small, irrational phobias such as spiders, small spaces, needles, and doctors. However, since the accident he's come to realize what true fear is - now Oblivion's biggest fear is himself.

Oddities
;; He's actually a tad OCD when it comes to organization and cleanliness. When he eats the different foods cannot be touching each other, and they're all eaten individually (meaning one food must be finished before he'll move on to the next one.) Oblivion cannot stand being dirty for any length of time, and oftentimes if he decides the mess can be burned away, that's exactly what he'll try and do.

;; He actually can't sleep on his side or back - only his stomach. For some reason he finds any other way uncomfortable, and because of this, he doesn't toss and turn when he sleeps. A lot of people find it disturbing how still his slumber is.

;;Cookies are more or less Oblivions comfort food, and if he had less self control then he does, he'd probably eat them at every meal. He likes them in all flavors, but homemade Oreos are his favorite.

;; Oblivion can't use his fire power when he's nervous. Smoke will drift from his nostrils and if he coughs hard enough he might get a little sputter of flame, but aside from that, his gift is useless - even when he's wearing the amulet.

;; It may be really strange, but Oblivion cannot shower in anything less than cold water. Apparently bathing in a freezing river for a year does that to people.

Hopes and Dreams
He hopes to one day become a teacher, mentor, and friend to all younger dragons who are struggling to control their jewel's power. Oblivion has seen what lack of control can do, so he hopes to help others with the knowledge he has gained over the years. Oh, but don't think this means he's learned everything he needs to know! There's still a lot he needs to learn before this jewel can be a mentor to anyone. This is why he plans on leaving his cave and heading for the city so he can continue his schooling. Oblivion plans on getting a job to pay for it all, and eventually, he hopes to go to college and get his degree in teaching.

Most Embarrassing Moment
When Oblivion was young, he was always thinking of ways to somehow step out of his brother's shadow. Unfortunately that made him a major show off, and he was just a tad arrogant. One day while messing around with his friends, Oblivion decided it would be a good idea to show off his swimming skills (as a fire dragon, the ability to swim is quite amazing). Without giving it another thought, he jumped off a small cliff into a lake . . . only to remember that he didn't know how to swim. Oblivion awoke on the shore a short time later only to realize that his mother had had to . . . err . . . revive him.

Love Life
At this point, though this fiery jewel is extremely handsome, Oblivion doubts that he'll end up having any intimate relationships anytime soon. He's more than a bit picky when it comes to stuff like this because he knows exactly what he wants: a Jewel who's the complete opposite of himself. He knows he's straight as an arrow, which cuts his options in half, but Oblivion very much knows what he wants in a partner. More than anything, he just wants someone who is the yin to his yang, you know? Not a cardboard copy of himself, but a dragon with personality who loves him for himself - even with his many flaws. Oblivion figures this would be the perfect type of relationship because the two would be able to balance each other quite harmoniously.

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"Is this interview over now? I'm getting tired of answering all your questions."

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Note from the User:
I know you've already read through my long form, so I'll try and keep this short. I would just like to thank you so much for giving me - and all these other wonderful users here - the opportunity to try and adopt this handsome dragon. I've never actually shown much interest in JMD (or any adoptables for that matter) but for some reason, his gorgeous design and that smile drew me in. I ignored him for quite some time actually, telling myself that I didn't have the time or energy to try for him, and that I didn't stand a chance against the other experienced users who have lingered with these lovely adoptables since the beginning. Well, obviously that state of mind didn't last long, I figured I could at least give it a shot. I'm very glad that I did, and though there's a chance I could lose him to someone else, I know that even if I don't win, he'll be given to a loving home. So thanks to everyone here and especially to the creator of this incredible design - now that I'm attached I may just have to stick around these adoptables for more than a little while.
-Fire

[.Sweet-Paradise.]

MAY TRY!

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Whelp, love this JMD, but I'm dropping out since I don't have the skill or time to win him. Good luck everyone!

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