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likes
|quiet
|being alone
|trees
|swamps
|frogs
|snakes
|feeling secure
|having shelter
dislikes
|loud
|annoying things
|people
|everything else
Seven
Standing in the midst of a foreign place, you try to look around to find something familiar but nothing strikes your memory, nothing seems right. The trees that surrounded you seemed haunting, it seems as if they are laughing at you. Mist surrounds the space you stand, grasping everything in its reach. As you look around something catches your eyes,glowing green orbs stood out in the mist and it seems as if they were coming closer. The creature stands before you, standing still. Emotion showed upon its face, not one but several. Switching from sadness, to humor, then so mocking anger, then back to sadness. It seems as if something inside was hurting this creature. Slowly you walk towards it.
"What's your name?" You wondered.
The creature chuckled softly. "You ask so quickly child, some of the more unnecessary questions. But since you asked. I call myself Seven. It isn't my real name but still, call me Seven."
When you snap a twig in half its forced to change to something else for the better, or maybe for the worst. It becomes something new. That's what happened to me when I was a pup I was forced to change, to become that two broken halves of a once perfect whole.
When I was a pup I was always the odd one out, while other pups were being called princesses or the cutest pup alive I was being called a mistake. I would often sit alone wondering why I wouldn't be allowed to play with the other pups or why none of them wouldn't talk to me. I was innocent and confused, I was naïve. After a couple of years sitting there, I finally left that place. It took several years after that to find out that they were actually afraid of me, that they thought I was something different. I grieved for as long as I remember, I wanted to be normal. I wanted to have friends, to have that chance at being that one popular pup. I wanted to not be feared. That was the years that I felt the most weak. I worried too much, and I wanted something that was impossible. I was weak for seven years. That's when I started calling myself Seven, after I stopped grieving for the impossible and after I became a new person.
I don't know what made me call myself Seven, maybe it was because I didn't want to go back to those years that I felt most hurt that I didn't want to be reminded of. Or maybe it was a smaller detail, like maybe seven was my favorite number back when I was a pup or maybe I just liked the word seven. I don't know why I did but to me it was better than my name that I was given because I never wanted to go back nor be reminded of it.
Before I snapped and became the person I am I was happy for a time, or so I thought. Maybe it wasn't true happiness but there was something there. I tried to reach my dreams of having friends and becoming popular. I roamed to different place met new people. It seemed like the best thing it the world but it wasn't. I was often let down by the people I met. They would not talk to me at the start or when they would find about my past they pulled back and started to get distant. Each time that happened I would often leave that place to start fresh in a new place with new scenery but each time I did I was let down time after time. I grew sad but then at the same time rage built inside. It started out small but each let down fed that small anger ending up for it to swallow me whole in its rage. I grew more distant when I visited a new town I would stop talking to people and if someone had I would snap at them. At first I was surprised at myself then after long it grew normal. I didn't like to talk to anyone or anything anymore. I didn't want to get hurt.
Seven personality is quite cold, he has built a brick wall around him, metaphorically, hoping he wont get hurt again. He thinks that being tough and mean will make him not get hurt anymore and a little part of him is afraid that it wont work. Seven is quite arrogant but he likes to pull it off as being wise. He is also selfish, he thinks that since what they have done to him in the past that he can reciprocate it back at them. Even though he has created this cold hearted persona for him self, inside he's just a scared little pup who wants a friend. Once and a while his true self will slip and he'll try to cover it up as quickly as he can with a snarky remark or a hurtful comment.
•Scaring people- It ties in with the dislike of feeling weak. In that time when Seven did feel weak he hated it so much that he felt the need to reciprocate that pain to others so now he goes around scaring people getting the pleasure from their weakness.
•Being Wise- Seven likes to think and say he's wise even though sometimes he isn't. He thinks that things from his past makes him wiser than any other being so he automatically gets to say he's wise, even if he says something stupid or does something totally stupid that isn't all that wise.
•Solitude- Seven likes being alone because since the problems with his past has caused him to hate people and others of his kind, they caused him too much pain and he would rather like to be alone then feel that pain alone even if it meant for him to feel weak again.
•Ducks - He likes animals but ducks in general he likes most, he doesn't know what about them that he likes he just think their funny and he can sit and watch them for a long periods of time. He also has a plushy duck that he carries around with him sometimes. But he feels closer to ducks since he tells his plushy everything and he thinks he could easily tell the ducks everything too.
•The smell of smoke- He likes the smell of smoke for some reason. The smell of smoke reminds him of home, though he doesn't know where home is yet it reminds him of it and he would go through long distances to find that home.
•Dreams- Seven likes dreams because its almost as if he can escape from reality, pain, and his life for a few moments even if its not real. Also his dream and mostly fun and exciting so he likes that about them to but when he says he like dreams that all he'll say about them not that he likes to escape from himself.
•Feeling weak - He hates feeling weak because it never helped when he did. When someone would ask why He hated the feeling he would often reply back saying that he got no where with the feeling and it reminded him of unwanted memories.
•Bringing up the past - Seven feels as if he is being held back by unwanted feelings, he feels that if he keeps it all to himself and bottles all the bad feelings and memories that they'll just go away. Bringing up the past annoys him and even angers him to a point that he can't stand it. He would rather go through torture than bring it up.
•Children- He thinks they're too noisy and naïve of the world and the pain around him. He just wishes that they would feel his pain and knew how he felt when he was a pup.
•People who are full of themselves- Seven finds people in general annoying but people who are full of themselves more because to him he thinks people like that would never help or like to get to know pups like him so he would always ignore them because he would rather waste his time trying to find happiness than hear the people talk about themselves.
I was confused and hurt. Running through different towns but all I got were the same reactions over and over. What was it about me that got that? Was it my looks? or was it something else that scared them off? Even though I got pushed away several times I didn't know why I was trying still. I slowly sighed as I walked into this new town, hoping for a friend finally. Hoping for new reactions. But as it slowly fell around me in seconds I wasn't disappointed because part of me was used to this and knew this was going to happen. I tried to look down as they stared, it felt like holes were beaming into me hurting my very existence. I looked up finally to see someone in front of me staring. I tried to ignore the stare but it hurt so much.
"Hello, what town is this?" I asked.
She stood there shocked, her mouth opening and closing like a fish. "Um, well." She looked around shocked still. "I'm sorry." was the last words before she ran off.
I slumped down hurt even more before slowly walking towards this abandoned part of town. As I finally found a place to rest I settled down, thinking about what had just happened. Tears started to stream down my face. I didn't know why I kept trying why I wanted this so bad that I had to go through this. The hurtful words, comments and stares whirled through my mind causing the pain all over again. I buried my head into my paws as the tears streamed down more. I didn't want this no more, I didn't want to be hurt anymore. I slowly wiped the tears away as anger slowly boiled inside of me. I wanted not to feel this pain anymore and part of me wanted them to feel what they put onto me. I wanted to snap back at them, to hurt them also. I was shocked at myself but I wanted this so bad. I got up feeling stronger then ever and I started to run, I wanted to get out of this town away from the hurt and pain I wanted to go where this had all started I wanted to restart everything. Even if it meant that I had to hurt them to get it
It was the first Halloween that I had been out, I don't know why I'm out here now but something intrigued me to come out this year. I sat in the dark behind a tree for several minutes. Watching the kids yell as the ran around in circles, up into driveways. They were giggling, and laughing like nothing could harm them, it made me mad for some reason that they could be so careless and naïve of the world. I wanted to do something about it but I didn't know what. I was about to turn around and walk back home to sort out my problems when I heard a scream, it pierced the air. It was so frightening that it made me turn around and look. The child who had screamed was laying on the pavement bawling its eyes out. I could pull it off as its fault because what I saw next was curious to me. Looking beside the child was glowing red eyes. No other human had saw them because they had their attention on the child, but I saw them and the dark smile that matched the eyes. It frightened me a bit but then I wanted to see what it was. Quickly passing through the shadows and bushes I finally saw what had scared the kid. The kiamara was older and ragged, from its looks you could instantly figure out its characteristics. I was confused because this older kiamara somehow represented me in a way. As it looked over and saw me its smile grew more distinct.
"'Ey kid," The Kiamara said in a rugged voice"What are you doing here."
"I would have asked the same question. Why did you scare that kid?"
The kiamara laughed, almost like it was mocking me."Because they deserved to be, don't you think?"
"Don't really hang around them that much to really figure out."
The kiamara huffed. "I would have liked to do the same, but they intrigued me and now I'm stuck with em."
"So everyday you just...scare them?"
"Not everyday just holloween. Adds to the excitement."
"Why do you do it?" I asked, I was sort of scared of the answer but I didn't Know what was to come.
"Revenge."
I shook my head confused of the answer. "Why?"
"They hurt me in the past. They tried to kill my brothers. They took away my happiness. So I think I should do the same to them"
I thought about the answer before finally accepting it. I nodded and looked out onto the street to where the families and kids had finally resumed walking and being careless. I smiled out on the street thinking that it would be fun to finally get payback to finally reciprocate the pain that happened to me back at someone. To finally feel that chance at happiness.
The kiamara looked back at the streets before talking again. "What's your name kid?"
I didn't know whether to tell him my actual name, the one I had been given as a pup. But then I remembered one word that popped into my head and my smile broadened "Seven. My name is seven."
"Well, Seven. Lets teach you some skills at scarin' children."
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