asdlkahskhaoiegh Oh my I just love her T-T *shakes fist at computer not letting me make art of her*
Also can I have some help on coding from someone, this is really confusing T_T
Oh my glob this was the most complicated form I have made yet *faint* @.@
I still might add moreEssie Flame
Getting To Know The Owner and Friend
Why I Chose This Name
This name is based off my name in real life and my username which I use everywhere. It signifies a merging of my life off and on the internet.
What She Reminds Me Of
Well, this adorable beauty reminds me so much of Helen Keller, who is a very inspirational story to me and was actually a true story. She helped me to realize that no matter what, people can go on, and to no matter give up. And even when you know what people might be saying about you, you just stand up and take it, go on, and still be kind to all; even those who previously wronged you. Also, her teacher really inspired me also that even though she had such a hard time with Helen and almost gave up on her, she was so understanding with her and was so happy and relieved when Helen learned that her lessons on words were not just silly games, but the words MEANT something.
What I Would Do With Her If I Won HerWell, if I won this beautiful girl, I would basically shower her in everything, and she would probably be my fursona. Once I get time to do so, I will make bunches of art for her, and she would be good friends with my first POD, Midnight Stargazer. So ya I would basically luff her forever and probably draw her off the site too. Why Is This Form Colorless?
Well obviously Essie can't see colors, and I thought it would be quite insulting if someone blasted their form for someone who is blind with colors of the rainbow.
All About Essie
My Personality
"I would say I'm a kind POD, but a lot of others are naturally afraid of me. They don't know how to accept PODs that are different then the usual population. But I like to think that when they actually get to know me, they will find that I'm more observant and caring then most. I don't like it when people insult me, but since I am deaf I can't hear what others are saying if I'm not directly talking to them. But I've learned to just accept them for who they are and hopefully they can accept me for who I am, instead of insulting my most strong qualities. Some, however, like to put me down very often since I have learned to just brush off almost anything that would usually hurt others."
Likes
"I would say I like people that accept me for who I am, swimming, water, animals, and reading. I'm sure I would love music if I could hear it, but sadly I can't. From what I have learned from others, colors also are wonderful."
Dislikes
"I dislike people that forget that I can't hear or see a lot in their normal talk, or those that purposefully annoy me by talking just about those senses. I also dislike busy places, since people usually bump into me alot."
Favorite Color
"Really..? *sigh* Its okay, I forgive you..."
Favorite Animal
"Oh that one is easy! I can definitely say my favorite animal is either a dog or a chicken. I just love how animals are silent and yet accepting."
Favorite Food
"Hmm... I would have to say my favorite food is soup, or broth. Its so much easier for me to eat since I can just use a straw! I know how to eat other foods, its just that soup is easier."
Favorite Season
"Uhhh.. my favorite season is Fall I guess, since I can feel all the wind through the trees. Thats also what season all my friends say I look like..."
Hobbies
"Oooo I have lots of them! I love to swim; and for those of you who are wondering I use a rope and tie myself to something at shore so I can always get back. Water is one of my favorite things to feel, since it is calm and cool. Reading is also another pastime of mine, since I can read a lot faster then other PODs. I love racing my good friend, Midnight in how fast we can read." 
History
"I grew up in a fairly normal way, being blind and deaf didn't really affect me until I tried to socalize with others. My parents pushed me away at a young age, because they didn't want to take the time to help me; and frankly, I thought they were a little scared of me. I couldn't understand why no one tried to help me, other then Midnight; another young POD a little older then my age. We made up a code to help me speak, and after that we became good friends. Other PODs in my clan also started to accept that I was just trying to help, even though in their projects I was doing almost completely the opposite. Finding food was very difficult for me, thats why I became one of the first Vegetarian PODs. Midnight helped me build a small garden where I could grow my food and had tags on all the plants with Braille to help me know which ones I was growing or picking. Now, I have become a sort of idol for all the other PODs out there with problems, to show them that all you need is one loyal friend and you can get through anything."

Relationships
Parents
"My parents pushed me away as soon as I learned how to eat and make a few basic signs; I guess they didn't have the time or the resources to help me. I can't really blame them, I'm sure I would've done the same since I was not an only child and they didn't want to neglect my sibling. Before I had a chance to forgive them... they died from a deadly fever."
My Sibling
"My sister was a harsh and unforgiving POD, she could never understand why mom and dad were always so worried about me. She came back into my life for a split moment, when she came to where I live now to apologize, and to mention that our parents were dead. We mourned together for a few minutes, then Midnight tells me she was crying and saying 'I'm sorry.. so sorry.' The whole time. I hope she has a meaningful life.
Midnight Stargazer
"My best friend. Is there anything more then that needed to explain him? He is my big brother, my pillar, and my shoulder for all eternity. He has helped me through so many hardships, I can't ever begin to repay the debt I have for all the time he has given up for me. I have raised maps of the constellations that he made by paw! Is there ever a better friend then this one?!" "Oh and he wants to say something here..." "I will always be with you, little sis. Your debt to me has been repaid every moment I get to spend with you; you are a living monument to the world."