May jazz my form up later, but for now...
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Solanum
Name:
Gaylen
I named him this because I've wanted to name a character that for a while, and I think it suits him. Looked it up and apparently it means calm, but I really like the way the name flows when you say it. Reminds me very much of moving on, which is what he is all about.
Gender:
This little beauty is a male.
Personality:
This shy little kiamara's personality is stocked up with insecurities, worries and fears. He has very little self-confidence, is typically rather nervous (particularly around other kiamara) and is deeply frightened by change. However, he does not let this hold him back, like a weaker individual would do. He figures that if he just works at something for long enough then it will gradually change, and though the change may frighten him, he knows what has to be done for a better future for himself. Changes like the ones he is trying to complete within himself can't just happen overnight, he realises this, and has set himself small goals to reach - just to take baby steps to build up his confidence and not overwhelm himself. The last thing he wants is to take it too fast and put himself right back to the beginning again. Though he knows it is stupid, he worries about his self-image, and the way other kiamara may see him. Their opinions do not matter in the scheme of things, but he knows how easily wounded he is mentally, so does not wish to chance it. This is the reason he does not yet have any friends, but while some would mope, he is aiming to eventually get to a point where he would be confident enough to build a successful friendship. He does not like thinking back to the sources of his personal issues, however it is obvious that whatever had happened, it was related to other kiamara. Trusting others is therefore something to be worked on.
This is not the only side to him however. Not all of his world is bleak and frightening. Underneath it all lies a happy, healthy young kiamara, full of love, energy and affection - just looking for someone to share it with. He may still be too shy, but he is making leaps and bounds in his progress, so who knows, before too long, he may even have someone to call his own~