[fabled_]

Ok, so like, I dont have time for the little fancy first post thing, so deal with this.

Anyways,
As most of you know, there was a shooting on Friday the 14th. It was in an elementary school, and 27 were killed. One little girl played dead, and she was the soul survivor of her classroom. So In honor of that little girl, her mother, all those poor children that died, their families, and the shooters mother and father that were killed, I made this JMD. On the leg is the infinity symbol, and it was a suggustion on my joinme, I believed it should be there,and be there in yellow. So ladies and gentlemen, this is JMD #207, remembrance.

I'm sorry, but to enforce how I feels about this JMD, this cannot be your first JMD.....Make your own forms, but make sure you have the following.

~name
~personality (if it isnt a sweet/nice personality, just dont even fill out a form ._.)
~art (2 minimal -.- and one HAS to be by you. I dont care about quantity or quality really, I care about hard work. -.-)
~diary/journal entry about how s/he feels about what happened.
~effort
~extra's encouraged.

Now. I WILL NOT have this little JMD go to a home where s/he is not used. I feel deeply about what this JMD stands for, and I will not have it ignored. If you don't take care or s/he, I may re-adopt her out (If thats allowed.....). So don't even try if you know you wont care for s/he.

NOW... go make a form now that strict Dare has somewhat left c:

[pixie kitty.]

Reserved.

[Snowseph]

This is stunning. I'm so sorry I couldn't have stayed fr the whole join me. I would 100% enter if I had one more slot, considering that day meant the most to me. And that day i thought it was the sorest day of my life, but no, the children of Sandy Hook did.
Good luck, I hope this JMD goes to an amazing home.

[Virtuoso]

The school's colors were blue and yellow, how thoughtful... I love this JMD will all my heart.

[fabled_]

The school's colors were blue and yellow, how thoughtful... I love this JMD will all my heart.

thats cool. I wish I had known that to make the JMD those colors, I just made it black and whiet like old photo's, to represent they will be remembered, and I see candles for them everywhere, so I used that in there a little

[Virtuoso]

The school's colors were blue and yellow, how thoughtful... I love this JMD will all my heart.

thats cool. I wish I had known that to make the JMD those colors, I just made it black and whiet like old photo's, to represent they will be remembered, and I see candles for them everywhere, so I used that in there a little

It's still absolutely wonderful.

[cakepopcat]

The school's colors were blue and yellow, how thoughtful... I love this JMD will all my heart.

They were green and white.

[Wulfjaw]

I await for her to come home
from the school she learns in
The children coming home to me, there are none
for their lives are done
The sharp knife
of a short life
She hasn't had enough time
So bear up my lullaby
winds of the earth
Through cloud, and through sky, and through space
Carry the peace and the coolness of night
And bring her my sorrow in kind
Child, you're missed so much more than you know
May troubles be far from your mind

~By me, with some elements from 'Lullaby for a Princess' and 'If I Die Young'.



"Mémoire. She named me Mémoire. Because I reminded her of chalk, and she loved chalk. I am now not only a Mémoire for her, but a Mémoire for her friends and family of the lost child. It seemed like only yesterday that she named me...
"It was a few years ago. And it was her birthday. She and her party guests were drawing on the sidewalk and driveway with chalk, creating colorful images of things that they liked.
"Then her mother came out, holding me in her arms. She walked over to her child and said, 'Happy birthday, Sweetie. Look at what mom got you,' she would say. I was handed over to the child. She instantly cradled me close to her chest, swaying me back and forth... Once the other kids noticed me, they all gathered around to look at the little baby in her hands. 'I'll name you... Mémoire! 'Cuz you remind me of chalk!' she announced."

Kind~

Words.

Tender~

Words.

Forgiving~

Words.

Somber~

Words.

Melancholy~

Words.

Remembering~

Words.

[img]Art[/img]

December 14, 2012

Dear Diary,

This is probably the saddest entry I will make, ever.

Today, before my owner went to school, she tried to sneak me to her school again. She had only gotten away with this once, but I still let her lead me halfway to school before her mother came and stopped her. She hugged me tight and kissed me on the tip of my nose. She did the same to her parent before leaving. It was so sweet.

So me and her ma went home. She began to play catch with me, one of my favorite games. My owner and I used to play catch all the time. After about half an hour of this activity, the mom went back inside to cook lunch for her youngest son, who was too young to be in school. I followed her inside and she gave me some sandwich meat. I then settled down for a nap, dreaming of welcoming my owner home.

Her mom woke me up. Tears were running down her face. I had no idea what was wrong. She led me to the T.V., and I caught the last of the news. A T.V. reporter said that a shooting had happened at the school my master went to. I watched intently, fear clenching my stomach. It felt like bats were flying around in my stomach, not butterflies.

"...twenty-seven people's lives were taken at a shooting at Sandy Elementary. Charlotte Bacon, Daniel Barden, Rachel Davino, Olivia Engel, Josephine Gay, Ana M. Marquez-Greene, Dylan Hockley, Dawn Hochsprung, Madeleine F. Hsu, Catherine V. Hubbard, Chase Kowalski, Jesse Lewis, James Mattioli, Grace McDonnell, Anne Marie Murphy, Emilie Parker, Jack Pinto, Noah Pozner, Caroline Previdi, Jessica Rekos, Avielle Richman, Lauren Rousseau, Mary Sherlach, Victoria Soto, Benjamin Wheeler, and Allison N. Wyatt all were killed because-"

My heart exploded, and I couldn't take it anymore. I cut off the reporter by pressing the off button on the remote. My stomach had felt like it was being ripped apart now, and it boiled with rage and sadness. I bolted up into my master's bedroom and cried for what felt like hours.

I don't feel like writing anymore... I'm ruining the page with my tears, and most of this won't be readable if I don't stop...

WIP

Withdrawing.

[hexlco]

Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate ; only love can do that.
~ Martin Luther King Jr.

The Basics

~Name~
Ashe

~Name Meaning ~
There isn't a real meaning though it can mean "Ash trees


~Height ~
About 4' tall at the shoulders.


~Gender ~
Male


~Origin ~
Norwegian

~Personality -

~Caring ~
Ashe is a very caring person. Everyday he spends with someone, since the shooting, he watches
them very carefully making sure that they are safe and they can't even fall. He also will try to
make everyone even feel. He loves helping others and is just very
caring in general.

Loving ~
He is so loving you cannot believe it. He does have a little crush on Espresso and you never
know if she likes him back. Anyways he is very loving to his friends and family. After some
of his friends died in the shooting he has become very protective loving to all who lost
anybody and who he could imagine he could lose. He loves helping them all and with his
friends he is more trustworthy, honest and strongest friend. He always spends the time with
them as if it was their last day on earth.

Sweet
He really is the sweetest person your have or ever will meet in your life. He is always wanting
to help you and just has a sweet voice in general. He loves to share everything he has and not only that
but if he has something and you envy it in the slightest, he will almost always give it to you. He also lets
anybody say what they have to say. Like when he is doing a group project he always makes sure that
even the shyest of the group gets a chance to say something.

Generous ~
He is a very generous boy! Ashe just loves to share all that he has. He will share all that he
has all of the time. He bakes things especially to just give them out. Once he saw somebody
having a bad day and not even knowing who they were, came up and spent the rest of the day
shopping and playing with him. He had found out that their brother had disappeared and they soon
became best friends. Her name was Espresso, he also shares things like his opinion to other people
about how to not bully.

Light ~
He has a very light personality. He literally is the light in the dark. Sometimes when some
people havehorrible times in their lives and they need help he will light their way in friendship
and love. From doing things like actually lighting the way for people lost in the forest to lighting
their lives he is always there.One of his friends that was killed in the shooting, well he has lit the
heart of his mother and father trying to tell them that it's all okay. They have started to believe him
and he is lighting their way.

Silly ~
Though he can be caring and serious,he can also be sarcastic and fun! He's not all sad you know! It's hard to describe this side of him so you'll have to figure him out on your own using the clues!

~ Art ~

A small Gif I made!
http://amberblazesplash.deviantart.com/#/d5paip3 Another one of him I almost died in the making of, (Not really, I'm perfectly healthy)

December, 14th, 2012
10:00 A.M.
I don't know what to think. It's a prank isn't it. Just a trick to get me to believe that it happened, it shouldn't, couldn't have happened! All the radios are wrong, nobody was killed it was all fine! Nobody knows what they are talking about!
12:00 P.M.
It happened. At 9:35 some person barged in and shot all those kids. It worries, scares, saddened and disgusts me. What sick monster would ever do that to so many people. I just can't understand right now. But not only that but one of the teachers didn't even belong to that school, Lauren was just a substitute. The sole survivor played dead and lived but at what price? The rest of her life will be haunted by the horror of what happened in 10 minutes. I really don't want to go on about the other horrific stories of what happened in there. I'm already crying in my from the radio, but the details would just be a bit too much for me right now. I heard and interview of one of the people who was in the gym at the time and it gives me chills. He said it sounded like somebody was snapping their fingers loudly until their teacher told them what to do. They finally got away to the fire station but I just can't understand at this point. The only thing that makes me feel good about this entire thing is the heroism that all who were there. The parents, students and even the teachers that sacrificed their lives to protect their students. Before I ruin my laptop with my crying I would like to say a couple last things. One, I hope only good and more security and protection can come out of this. Two, I would like to thank all the officials and teachers who kept everybody safe. I may be heartbroken but I must stay strong for the other families that weren't as lucky as me to be absent that day.

December, 22nd, 2012
I know now that security has come out of all this. Now a old veteran found his old army suit and wore it to the school. It made everyone feel very safe and I went up to him and told him my biggest thanks for what he was doing. Making people feel safe when they felt they could be in a breakable gun-covered school. I almost cried after I finish talking to him. What a fascinating and wonderful man.

Personal Connections-

I did know most of the people which is why this hits me harder than everyone else who just hears about it. Quite a few of them my friends, I always did like playing with them! But now, all those future times that we might have had together were seized and strangled quickly. Worst of all to this, I was in a fight with one of the victims. We were angry at each other for some stupid thing and now, the last thing I said to them was, "I hate you!" This is what echoes through my head before I go to bed every night. Every night I pray for them and hope that they have forgiven me.[/size]

On the Inside

Birthday
Born August 28th 2001

Yes, I was born August 28th, not a bad birthday at all! Quite a nice day, an even number as well, though if I was born in 2000 it would be a much more orderly date. But I don't mind at all, never be ungrateful for anything you have.

Theme song ~
Eet by Regina Spektor
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQjkp7iZkhw Here's the link.

What is your favorite color?

Yellow and Orange. I really like sunsets so those color are the brightest and most vibrant and most beautiful.

Favorite Book
Life of Pi

I love this book! THe writing is amazing, the author sometimes let his mind wander into darker places which I can in some ways admire. It's fantastic literature, you really should read it.

What is your favorite Band?
Creature Feature

Creature Feature, ppsh, no, I don't like that band! (Lying, Ashe is really bad at lying.)

Would you rather be hated or forgotten?
Forgotten

Yes, I would much rather be forgotten. Some people known as villains in our history, yes, I wouldn't want to be like them at all. I really do hope to make an impact on the world though. Or at least try.

Do you have a favorite number? Any particular reason why you like that number?
64 and 5

I really like 64. I can't think of a really good reason why but it is my lucky number! 5, well I like it because it is choppy and short, not only that but it is also an odd number.

Is the glass half empty or half full?

What glass? I ordered a cheeseburger!

If you could visit any country in the world, where would you go?
Norway

This a question? To my roots of course! Back to Norway, where the food is rich. But yes, I would love to travel back there. I lived there as a child so I do know a bit of norwegian.

Who is your mate?
????

Excuse me?! Pardon me but, umm, no, nobody, I like no-one except for Espresso and you better not tell her! But yes, such an awkward question, I'm gonna go now, one more question then after that I'm done.

Are you married?

I'm done.

Keep Digging

Greatest Fear ~
Dinosaurs
He was at a museum and one of
the moving fake dinosaurs
scared her so much that
he fell over and got a
concussion, who
would like dinosaurs
after that?

Nicknames ~
He has one that can make him extremely angry which is Dino.

Why is it Embarrassing? ~
Of course during the dinosaur experience, it was a school
field trip. So, now people think he's super afraid of
T-rex's, makes sense but I think you can understand.

Birthstone ~
Peridot, he was born in
August, a peridot baby!

Zodiac ~
Virgo. He doesn't want to be known as a
Virgo so he always tells people he's a Leo
because well, he doesn't always act like
a virgo is "supposed to."

Flaws
Nervous wreck on the stage
Agressive to others sometimes
Always needs to know what time it is

Strengths

Flaws

Weaknesses

Crafty

Nervous wreck on stage

Bad at taking photos

Smart

Always putting others in front of himself even if dangerous.

Not Photogenic

Good reader

Always needs to know what time it is

Bad at Folding Clothes

Music Sight Reader

Easily Distracted

Good Artist

Horrible at Science

Good at baking cookies

Sucker for Sales

Pets ~

~ A pet fish named Saddle. It has a orange spot on his back that he though looked like a saddle and the name stuck. Ashe's owned him for over five years.
~ A spider which he loves dearly. It's the oldest pet having since he couldn't remember. It was a garden spider which he decided to make his pet. His name is Piano Key.

Appearance

Voice ~
He has a sort of high voice. It is not girly much but more gruff for being that high. He sometimes has a lisp so when he says s it will sound very odd. His voice when he yells is much different though. When yelling his voice is very gruff and rough.

My voice isn't even close to girly!

Description ~
He's a slender Jewel though is bulky enough to win an arm wrestle. He is also a smaller Jewel than others. His markings are a bit faint but they are obvious enough that others will ask from time to time. His tail on the other hand isn't so strong. Sometimes he gets tired of carrying his jewel on his tail and just lets it drag along the ground.

Color He talks in ~
He talks in Orange.

Yes, I talk in orange! It's one of my favorite colors and well, it suits me best!

Femaleish Features ~
Every once in a while someone mistakes him for a girl. Being a bit slender and with his markings many mistake him for a girl! Also a light jewel can also make him stand out.

HEy! What are you talking about, I'm totally a boy! Gee, I've only been mistaken for a girl like once, or maybe twice!

Qualities that make him seem older ~
Well he, if he feels to act serious, can make him seen older. Also his pattern just makes some think he is wise, (If your an believe it.) Also the fact that he wears a candle with him everywhere in memorial. Last he is very interested in history and everyone likes to believe it was because it was new when he was small.

I am NOT old nor do I act old. Oh, I just said nor didn't I. Well I guess they have a point.

Likes

Favorites

Dislikes

Art

Favorite Food ~ Sugar Cookies

Loud Noises

Music

Favorite Drink ~ Grape Juice

Dinosaurs

Dancing

Favorite Dessert ~ Blueberry Pie

Being Sad

Writing

Favorite Snack ~ Peanut butter pretzels

Slugs

Outdoors

Favorite Flower ~ Orchid

The moon

Favorite Animal ~ Ocelots

Stars

Favorite Gemstone ~

They're all so pretty!

Fruit

Favorite Movie ~ Life of Pi and Hunger Games

Flowers

Favorite Book ~ Life of Pi and Hunger Games

Nature

Favorite Pie ~ Blueberry

Favorite Band ~ Creature Feature

List of the Dislikes of Ashe

[center]Least Favorite Food ~ Pizza

Mm, not for me! The cheese just falls off and gets on everything!

Least Favorite Snack~ Peanuts

Peanut butter is great but peanuts just don't taste good at all.

Least Favorite Flower~ Roses

They're covered in thorns! Prettily painful!

Least favorite Animal~ Slugs

After I saw somebody lick a slug, they were never the same again.

Least Favorite Movie~ All Horror Movies

I don't like being scared! -cowers in corner-

Least Favorite Book~ All Scary Books

The same, I hate being scared!

[Virtuoso]

The school's colors were blue and yellow, how thoughtful... I love this JMD will all my heart.

They were green and white.

Oh I read somewhere they were blue and yellow.