[kivr & fireflii]

Such a lovely JBD you have here... I don't think I can resist from trying out for this handsome guy ❤

- bel

art by toki

.:. about me .:.

Nᴀᴍᴇ: Kairos
Nɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇ / Aʟɪᴀs: Kao - Kai - Kairo
Mᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ: Right or opportune moment
Gᴇɴᴅᴇʀ: ♂
Bɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ: May 21st.
Asᴛʀᴏʟᴏᴛʏ ᴀɴᴅ Mᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ: Taurus : "The Ox" : Element Earth :

Taurus zodiac signs and meanings, like the animal that represents them, is all about strength, stamina and will. Stubborn by nature, the Taurus will stand his/her ground to the bitter end (sometimes even irrationally so). But that's okay because the Taurus is also a loving, sympathetic and appreciative sign. The Taurus is very understanding and when we need someone to unburden ourselves to, we often share our deepest fears with the Taurians of the zodiac. Taurians are very patient, practical and efficient, they are excellent in matters of business and are also wonderful instructors/teachers. Although initially they may have their own best interest at heart, they are ultimately & endlessly generous with their time, possessions and love.

Eʏᴇ Cᴏʟᴏʀ: Warm Gray
Fɪɢᴜʀᴇ/ʙᴜɪʟᴅ: Sleek, under the silk like fur with slightly toned muscles. Slightly bigger in size then other JBDs, but not as big as a cow.
Aᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ: Handsome features, appealing earthy tone with vibrant tribal markings that attracts many looks from others. His eyes seem deep and knowing, but is usually hidden behind his small friendly smile.
Jᴇᴡᴇʟʀʏ: Sometimes wears small ragged piece of clothing around him , or have 2 gold rings around his neck.
Dɪsᴛɪɴɢᴜɪsʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴀʀᴋs: Nothing in particular if you exclude his tribal markings.

.:. what i do .:.

Hᴏʙʙɪᴇs: "Hunting" after insects, playing with his mates, swimming under the sun, feeling the rain on his coat, singing.
Tᴀʟᴇɴᴛs/Sᴋɪʟʟs: Has notable climbing skills and gets along with others due to his tolerant mindset. If you may call this a skill/talent, he is very adaptable to new surroundings.
Sᴛʀᴇɴɢᴛʜs: Sociable, Patience, Smart Speaker, Overall tolerance!
Wᴇᴀᴋɴᴇssᴇs: Anything that relates to "romantic" side to a relationship, clumsiness from time to time, innocence at times.
Pʜᴏʙɪᴀs: Cleithrophobia - Arachnophobia - Batrachophobia

.:. who i am .:.

Pᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ
❖ Reliable ❖ Courteous ❖ Optimistic ❖ Unpretentious ❖ Adventurous

reliable...
Due to his overall friendliness towards others and loyalty to his allies no matter in what kind of different situations, many JBDs seek Kairos' attention when in need. He is known to have "padlock" mouth, never speaking of anybody else if he had promised not to speak of it. You can trust him to stick through any kind of situation with you. There was a saying going around, " A good friend would bail you out of jail, but your best friend would be beside you. " Though it might sound a bit foolish, Kao believes that he could of never be where he is now without his friends..

courteous...
According to dictionary.com, courteous is defined as having or showing good manners; polite - which basically summons up Kao. He knows when to speak his mind and when to listen. He has high respects for older JBD's then him, and he believes it's only natural that you should treat them with respect because they have more life knowledge then JBDs around his age. He highly frowns upon Jellybeans without respect and politeness, so he doesn't get along well with brash JBDs. He can be a tad bit shy infront of the ladies, but neverthless is still very polite and doesn't show a hint of distaste if the other has done wrong.

optimistic...
Kao leads a stress-free life and always try to look at the brighter side of things. Due to his rather sad past, he tries to make up for himself by treating others the way he wants to be treated and doing something good for himself everyday - even simple things such as taking a swim with his fellow friends. Some might be bothered by him when he comes off way too optimistic, but that's isn't common. Though Kao has a bit of a hard time when trying to cheer others up, he doesn't know that he brings the light onto someone's life by smiling and being there for them whenever they need it.

unpretentious...
Not only is Kao respectful towards others, he is also known to be humble. He doesn't prefer to bring the limelight onto himself, just because he feels that every single JBD is special and no dragons can be "better" then its kin. When others praise him for whatever the case, he always reply with modesty. His innocence might play a part in this trait, since he doesn't easily feel greediness towards other JBDs. Many enjoy his simple and logical thinking, hence he has this " mysterious luring " mood around him c;

adventurous...
The only time Kao might get displeased with you is if you leave him out of you adventure! He loves being active and his toned muscles explain that thoroughly c; He enjoys climbing, getting dirty if necessary, swimming, running,,, anything that comes to your mind that requires physical exercise! It might be because he's still a bit young that he enjoys many stamina consuming activities - except for the fact that he never really seems to become tiresome. He's still very curious and has many different questions around the environment around him, so he believes that physically exploring your area is the best way to learn about it.

Lɪᴋᴇs: Sweets, playing, rain, sunny weather, hide and seek, playing tag, stargazing, becoming acquainted with new JBDs, snow, licking icicles, lullabies.
Dɪsʟɪᴋᴇs: Cacophony of noises, being disrespectful, spiders, amphibians, being "enclosed", bullying / harassment, dry weather.
Mᴏᴛɪᴠᴀᴛɪᴏɴs: To lead a better, fuller, life for himself and his friends.
Mᴏʀᴀʟs: Strongly believes in justice. All beings should be treated with respect and love.

.:. wanting to know more .:.

Bɪɢɢᴇsᴛ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ: The reason he isn't as good with " romance " is because he's actually confused by the myriad of feelings that he experience ;D He just doesn't know how to react when his face becomes red and his heart starts to beat a little faster... ❤
Sᴀʏɪɴɢs: "Every person is a new door to a different world."
Hᴀʙɪᴛs: He tends to curl tightly into a ball when going to sleep, and always hum the same tune to himself before falling asleep.
Tʜᴇᴍᴇ Sᴏɴɢ: Wizard of Oz - Clazziquai
Iᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ Aᴅᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ Nᴏᴛᴇs: he has yet to meet some friends, so .. I'll sure be active so that he can have many friends ❤

.:. from the outside in .:.

Eᴀʀʟʏ Cʜɪʟᴅʜᴏᴏᴅ: w.i.p
Aᴅᴏʟᴇsᴄᴇɴᴄᴇ:w.i.p
Nᴏᴡ: w.i.p.

big work in process currently c:

[Dr. Vineta]

7 AM, the usual morning lineup:
Start on the chores and sweep 'til the floor's all clean
Polish and wax, do laundry, and mop and shine up
Sweep again, and by then it's like 7:15.

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Ғʋℓℓ иαмɛ

Kovak Frostmint.

When Kovak was just a few days old, he began to love to run. He couldn't run that fast, not even that well, but he loved it! He needed some help to get going, and someone to run by his side, and because of this, he got the first part of his name. Ko, because he cooperated with his parents, by running! The last part of his name was just something which ran in the family, to do with living in the wild.
He got his last name because he loves Frost and mints!

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Иιcκиαмɛƨ

Ko
Captain
Frost-bite
Frost
Minty
Snowball
Cody
Kova

Kovak was given many nicknames as he grew up. He is mostly called Ko, or Captain. He got the name Ko from the first part of his name, and still, he does cooperate! The nickname Captain came from his ordering others about, being like a captain xD He is sometimes called Frost-bite because he loves Winter, especially the cold, snowing part of it! He also loves Winter because once you've been outside in the cold for a bit then you can go inside and have a mug of hot chocolate and a cookie! The name Frost is just shortened from Frost-Bite. He got the name Minty from loving mints! Hence his last name, Frostmint. Snowball. From the love of snow <3

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Ǥɛи∂ɛя

Male.

Kovak is a male. There is a hint in the word Cowboy xD

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Δɢɛ

22.

Kovak is an adult, but a young one.

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Ƨιʓɛ

Great Dane sized.

Great danes can be quite clumsy, but Kovak is very clever!

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βιятн∂αʏ

31 December.

Kovak likes having his birthday in late December. It means sometimes he might have snow on his birthday. He also likes having it on New Year's Eve.

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Ƥɛяƨσиαℓιтʏ

Western||Adventurous||Gentle||Happy||Kind

Kovak never grew up with Western parents, but as he grew up, alone on his journey, he began to stay in a Western Village. That used to be his home, but now he's here, waiting for a new owner!||Kovak is very adventurous. He loves to ride horses, he also loves to run. But the wonderful part is, that he loves nature. Kovak also loves African wildlife.||Kovak may be western, but he's very gentle. When trying to make someone happy again, he talks in a soft calming voice.||Kovak is a very happy Jellybean Dragon. He loves to run around crazily, and he is very funny.||Kovak is very kind. He knows exactly how to make someone happy!

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Ƨтσяʏ

How I got my nickname

When Kovak was just a young bean, all he ever wanted to do was run. He had always been an adventurous kinda guy, and because of it, he liked to feel he could order others about.
One day, Kovak was exploring through the forest when he heard a crunch. He darted his head around, looking behind him. 'Oh, silly me!' Kovak thought poking his head with a toe. 'It's just a squirrel!' Kovak added. He put a paw out to pick up the squirrel, but it ran away, and scurried up a tree.
Kovak knew by the smell of burning logs that he was supposed to go home. He shook his head. 'I don't want to live indoors though, I want to explore the un-explored! Find the un-found! I want to live in this amazing world!' Kovak thought. He went home for dinner. 'Toasted pine-cones? But mum, we have this every night! Why can't we have something new! Like roasted acorns on a dried leaf?' Kovak pleaded. 'But Ko, darling, this is the tradition! The only time we try something new is on Bean night-' Kovak's mother started. 'Which only ever comes ONCE A YEAR!' He finished angrily. 'I'm going to bed.'
The next morning Kovak awoke to the beautiful bird-song of a blue jay. The song reminded him of how wonderful the real world was. And because of this, he remembered his idea. No one else in the house was awake, so he got a piece of bark and scraped into it: I'm tired of being in a house all the time. I want to go and explore! I may be back some day, but don't expect it to be soon.
Your son, Kovak.
Kovak left the house, but on his way heard the quiet call of his mother. 'Be careful out there Kovak!' She called. 'I will, mum!' He replied. His mother smiled. 'You are my little Captain' She said happily, but sad that her son was leaving.
'Captain...Yes, I am a captain, and a great one too.

And that is the story of how I got my nickname.
There may be more stories to come!

When my adventures were over

I heard crunching behind me. I heard odd sounds and an unknown language I had never heard before. Then it was pitch black. I woke up to find myself behind bars. There were many others of my kind in this unknown place. Colours varying everywhere I looked. Someone walked up to the front of my cage and knelt down with a pen in his hands. He tapped on the bars, making a ringing noise. I stared deeply into his eyes. He stared back.
His eyes seems to go on forever and ever, never ending darkness. I could tell he was no person with a real heart. Then I heard a squeaky noise. He was unlocking my cage. As he picked me up I growled at him. He put me in a pet carrier and took me out of the enclosure. At last I could see light again. I wished I could escape from the pet carrier somehow, but it was quite a squish. I wriggled and pushed, but it was no use. I couldn't see out of the carrier anyway because I had been put in head first.
I could hear my carrier being put down. Then I was taking out, but by someone else. Someone caring. Soon after I was put up for adoption. I felt something was wrong. Very, very wrong. I couldn't quite tell what it was, but it was very saddening. Then I remembered. 'M-my adventures are, over?...' I whimpered quietly. I sniffled a bit and my eyes began to water. I brushed the tears away before they broke free. All the people, crowding over me. Then someone lifted me up. I was being adopted!

I felt happy for once.

A few days later I had been brought back. I thought I had at least a little hope, but none. My owner had faked a death. Even worse than abandoning me. If I had been abandoned, then I would've been able to look after my self, for I abandoned myself long ago.
There I sat, hoping for yet a new home. Maybe the third time lucky would be the best. And when it is, I will have a fresh start.

Yup. This is when I was taken out of my adventures and put up to be adopted. I really do hope I get a good home this time.

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βιɢɢɛƨт ƨɛяcяɛт

Kovak has never told anyone, but he is scared of Mice.

For some reason Kovak doesn't trust mice. I think it's because they are so small and quick.

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˩ικes αи∂ Dιsℓικes

Likes;;

Winter
Running
The cold
Snow
Frost
Ice
Yellowstone
Nature
Harvesting
Drawing
Birds
Camping
Fire-flies
Night
Thunder
Lightning
Rain
Storms
The Ocean

Dislikes;;

Hot weather
Crowds
Loud music
Dogs
Mice

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Ɩи нιƨ ρσʋcн

A lasso
Spare cowboy hat
Sketch pad
Pencils
His companion, a cross between a silk and glow worm
'A guide to Birds' book

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Ѵσιcɛ

Description;; A soft, but western voice. Very gentle.
Accent;; Western.

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Sσcιαℓ ˩ιғe

βɛƨт Ғяιɛи∂;; No one yet, but he's good friends with Melon Fizz and Gingernut.
Ғяιɛи∂ƨ;; Gingernut, Melon Fizz, Kaiden and Melon are the only ones at the moment, but he's always looking for new friends!
Ƨιвℓιиɢƨ;; None. He's rather proud of that though, considering all the chaos.
Ѧʋм;; He doesn't remember her, all he remembers is her soft voice.
Ɖα∂;; Kovak never really knew his dad.
Ɔяʋƨн;; Slightly on Sestivia.
Ѧαтɛ;; No one!
Ɔσмραиισи;; Red panda.

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Ƶσ∂ιαc

Ƶσ∂ιαc;; Capricorn
Element;; Earth
Ruling planets;; Saturn
Symbol;; The Goat
Stone;; Garnet
Life Pursuit;; To be proud of their achievements
Vibration;; Poweful resilient energy
Capricorn Secret Desire;; To be admired by their family and friends and the world at large.

Ғαʌσʋяιтɛ тнιиɢƨ

Animal: Sugar glider
Colour: Blue
Food: Pomegranate
Drink: Water
Season: Winter
Weather: Snow, rain or thunder storms
Place: Yellowstone

Ѧσƨт ℓικɛ

Animal: Eagle
Season: Winter
Plant: Dragon plant
Colour: Turquoise

Ɯнαт κιи∂ αм Ɩ ℓσσκιиɢ ғσя

Friends;; Someone friendly who Kovak will know will always be there for him. Someone who isn't very loud and punk, but likes soft music and adventures.

Mate;; A female with a beautiful, soft voice. Silky fur, loves adventures and has a beautiful laugh. Someone who likes calming music and the ocean.

Ɯнαт ιƨ нɛ ℓικɛ ωιтн нιƨ Ѳωиɛя

Kovak can be quite demanding to his owner. He feels it's because he's been to more than enough homes and yet not one of them have been proper. He can also get angry easily. Just the slightest thing can make him rage with anger. Kovak is also very sensitive. I think this is the same reason, because he has never had a proper, loving and caring home. He wants an owner who doesn't fake things or lie. He wants someone caring, who hugs him, and looks after him, and takes him out on adventures! Hopefully his next home will be like this wherever he goes.

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Ƭнɛмɛ ƨσиɢ

A boy named Sue by Johnny Cash

or

When will my life begin by Mandy Moore

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Δят

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Sculpture-wise, I did finish the sculpture, just didn't get to add the paint.
I could try and take a photo and upload it's progress. I just didn't have time to add paint. I may be able to quickly now though.

I'm ordering quite a bit, doing art trades and drawing my own! Just as soon as it's finished I will upload it.

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Ƥσɛмƨ

Sweet Dreams,
She says,
Sweet Dreams my little darling,
Just rest that head,
Upon your bed,
Where you'll be snug and tight.
And darling,
Don't worry,
The bed bugs will never bite.
Hushaby, lullaby, fall asleep,
Let you dreams take you off your feet,
To a dreamland, to a wonderland,
But wherever, you'll be safe.

'Good night, my darling'

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Wнʏ Ɩ ωαит Ƙσʌακ

I would really love to own Kovak <3 I feel very sorry for him because he has lost two previous owners, one which faked a death, and has had a terribly hard life so far. His markings are just right, just what I love. He seems almost, perfect. Even when I look at him he seems amazing. Whenever I see the words '173' or a picture of him it makes my heart suddenly pound. I draw him a lot on paper, and think about him a lot. I really want him to have a better life, but I know wherever his next home is he will be loved. He doesn't deserve to go to an uncaring home and be brought back her yet again.

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Wнαт ωιℓℓ Ɩ ∂σ ωιтн Ƙσʌακ

If I won Kovak, before I started doing anything with him I would totally freak out! I would spoil him and drown him in art xD I would RP him in 1x1 RPs with my friends who also own Jellybean Dragons, and I would join RPs for any Jellybean Dragon owners with him. I enjoy RPing, and it would be fun to RP Kovak! Because he is a cowboy he would be adventurous and fun. He would also have those random moments xD I would love him forever, and I think I would actually pretend he was in my house. I've done this before with other species, and it's so much fun. He could watch television with me, and we could play games, but if we were against each other I don't think that would work xD I guess all I'm trying to say here is that I love him and would care for him and love him forever. c:

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Ǫʋɛƨтισиƨ

Here Kovak answers questions he has been asked.

What is your favourite season and why?

My favourite season is Winter. Simply because it is beautiful. There are more than enough spectacular words to describe it with. Winter is dazzling with inspiration. It is a wonderful season.

Have you ever been to Yellowstone? If not, do you dream of going there?

No, I have never been to Yellowstone. I would love to go there though. I would go in late Autumn when it starts to get cooler, and I would enjoy every part of it! Yellowstone is the most beautiful place in America.

Do you have a crush? -Asked by BlueberryCat

Not yet xD Although I do quite like Sestivia, owned by .Scourge.

What kind of music do you like? -Asked by Duck Weather

I like calming music more than loud music. Occasionally more energetic music, but only in the morning. Loud music is to destructive. It doesn't let your imagination flow as well. But with calm music, it sort of lifts you, and because the music is so detailed it makes you think more. Calm music is also good in the evenings.

What's your favourite colour? -Asked by Duck Weather

My favourite colour is blue. I like navy blue, but also a cross between sky blue and sea blue. One of my favourite shades of blue is Ocean Blue. The bright, flowing Ocean Blue. I love the ocean, so this is why.

What's your favourite movie? -Asked by Hurricane Fluttershy

My favourite movie is, well. It's not really a movie, so I hope this counts. It's The Blue Planet. A series about the Ocean. I love all the creatures that live there, and the colours are just so exotic! I also love how amazingly well they have filmed it. The quality is superb, and the way they've filmed it is just...Amazing!

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Ƥнσвιαƨ

Clithrophobia -Clithrophobia is the fear of closed spaces or being locked in an enclosed place.

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Ħσω нɛ ғɛɛℓƨ αвσʋт тнιиɢƨ

Kovak is quite timid. He gets easily frightened, because he has never had a proper home. He doesn't like big crowds, because he fears the people there will be like his previous owners.
He really does want an owner, but may be a bit picky at the start. But after a while he'll settle in and grow to feel loved.
When playing games with others, if he's against someone, he's not afraid to lose. He doesn't care if he wins or not. It's something he'll never be proud of. He doesn't see how much it is. It is something to be proud of, but Kovak just doesn't think so.
Kovak sometimes likes to be alone. He enjoys having his space and having peace and quiet.
But if Kovak is full of anger, and he goes to be alone, he always hopes someone will come and try to cheer him up. He doesn't like it when they just come in and say something like 'Oh just come out'. He likes it when someone actually does make him feel better. Having friends means alot to him, but of course, he doesn't want too many.
Kovak is still looking to make new friends, but he won't search everywhere to find some. He's someone who will make friends as he travels.
Speaking of travels, Kovak rarely stays at home for a long time. He travels alot. He goes to places all over the world. No one ever knows how he travels around, but we know he doesn't use any kind of polluting vehicle. Kovak hates the thought of polluting the
Earth. He doesn't like to hear how it can kill animals. The same with litter. Throwing plastic bags into the water is deeply dreaded by Kovak. He doesn't wan any kind of animal to suffer. The turtles eat the plastic bags thinking it's food, and soon after. Well, you know...
But all Kovak hopes for right now is to feel happy that wherever he goes next he knows he will have a loving home. And this is true. He doesn't deserve to go through the trouble he's already been through once again.

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Ǫʋιʓʓɛƨ

Animal;; Sun Bear
Stone;;

And tomorrow night,
Lights will appear
Just like they do on my birthday each year.
What is it like
Out there where they glow?
Now that I'm older,
Mother might just
Let me go ...

[daanny]

This is a pretty JBD!
<3
But, I would never be able to compete against all the wonderful forms.
Good luck everyone!!

[Green Arrow]

{~|Dog Days Are Over|~}
[ Happiness, hit her like a train on a track
Coming towards her, stuck still no turning back
She hid around corners and she hid under beds
She killed it with kisses and from it she fled
With every bubble she sank with a drink
And washed it away down the kitchen sink.

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run.

Run fast for your mother and fast for your father
Run for your children for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind you
Can't carry it with you if you want to survive.

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Fírnen. It's the name of a dragon
from the Inheritance Cycle, by
Christopher Paolini. He was brave
and strong, like this beautiful boy.
It is pronounced fear-nin.

Yeah, my name is Fírnen. Nice to meet you.

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He doesn't have one.

My name can't really be shortened, sadly.

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses
'Cause here they come.

And I never wanted anything from you
Except everything you had
And what was left after that too. Oh.

Happiness hit her like a bullet in the back
Struck from a great height
By someone who should know better than that.

The dog days are over
The dog days are gone
Can you hear the horses
'Cause here they come.

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✻ . g є η ∂ є я . ✻
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Male.

...

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20 years old. His birthday is on the 18th of March.

I may not be old, but I have much wisdom.

How Fírnen reacts...

To fear.
Fírnen will put on a show of bravado if he is afraid, hoping nobody will call him on it.

To happiness.
When Fírnen is happy, he is extra friendly and is often over-generous.

To insults.
As most males would, Fírnen does his best to quickly come up with a scathing retort.

To surprises.
Erm, he'll be...surprised?

To attacks.
Fírnen will defend himself and attempt to push his attacker back and away.

To romantic advances.
He is shy with girls in romantic situations so he'll just blush.

To anger
When Fírnen is angry he is sarky and infuriates those around him, lost in his fury.

Run fast for your mother and fast for your father
Run for your children for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind you
Can't carry it with you if you want to survive.

The dog days are over
The dog days are gone
Can you hear the horses
'Cause here they come.

The dog days are over
The dog days are gone
The horses are coming
So you better run.

The dog days are over
The dog days are gone
The horses are coming
So you better run. ]

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Does he sing?; Occasionally, when the mood takes him.
Voice type; If he were to sing, he would have a tenor voice.
Accent; Irish
Describe his voice; Almost musical, it is smooth and friendly, and slightly lilting. He has a strong voice, showing he is confident.

I do sometimes sing in the shower, I guess.

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Sexual Orientation; Straight
Crush; N/A
Mate; N/A
Ideal Mate; A female who is gentle and sweet, preferably quieter than him so they could get along easily.

I'm not looking for love, but I'll be happy if I find it.

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Friends; Apollo, owned by me.
Blueberry, owned by Aviator.
Ideal Friend; Fírnen's ideal friend would be someone interesting and
spunky, with a thirst for adventure, like him.
Best Friend; Currently, no-one.
Favorite Social Activity; His favorite social activity is dancing.

I don't feel like dancin', dancin'...

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Base Colors; Cream and brown. | | Eye Color(s); Dark grey and a lighter grey.
Marking Colors; Light purple and white. | | Physical Disfigurements; None
Tattoos; None | | Scars; None
Height (ground to withers); 30 inches. | | Weight; 136 lbs

I've been told I'm handsome c:

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✓ Dancing

I love dancing spontaneously.

✓ Being the center of attention

*Cough* I admit I can be flashy occasionally.

✓ Swimming

Not in the sea though, I'm terrified of sharks.

✓ Lie-ins

I know I should be out living life, but I love relaxing.

✓ Snow

The chill is refreshing and I love building snow dragons.

✓ Mud

Ah, mud. The sticky younger brother of snow.

✓ The moon

Her beauty and perfection is unrivaled, I'm sure.

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✖ Hurricanes

I'd hate to be picked up by one of those.

✖ Waking up early

Who in their right mind would choose to rise early?

✖ Liars.

I hate people who lie, unless it's for a good reason.

✖ Too much cleanliness.

It's just unnatural.

✖ Blood.

Do I need to explain? I think not o3o

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Color; Blue
Food; Grapes
Drink; Apple juice
Place to be; At a waterpark.
Time of day; 12:00pm, when morning morphs into day.
Animal; Swallows (the birds)
Band; The Midnight Beast (<3)
Music genre; Comedy rock
Book; Percy Jackson and the Titan's Curse, by Rick Riordan.
Movie; Avatar.
Actor; Ryan Reynolds
Superhero; Captain America
Country; Ireland

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Color; Pink
Food; Oranges
Drink; Milk
Place to be; In a factory.
Time of day; Night time = fun day over.
Animal; Crocodile
Band; Metallica
Music genre; Metal
Book; The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas
Movie; The Time Traveller's Wife
Actor; He likes them all.
Superhero; Aquaman
Country; Scotland.

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What he would wear; A blue t-shirt, over a long-sleeved
white shirt. He wears dark blue jeans, and normally is to be found wearing
only socks, no shoes. But when it is wet outside he'll wear sneakers of some
description. In cooler weather he might don a hoodie or a jacket, but usually
he can be found in a very casual attire.
Though at serious events, he can be forced into a tuxedo and classy shoes,
alas not without a great deal of grumbling.

Hairstyle; A scruffy, messy hairstyle, like this. His hair dips into a point
right above his right eye. It refuses to be tamed and flattened.

Accessories; None that are permanent, but when
he feels particularly happy he is not shy to put on a Doctor Who-style
trench coat and possibly a pinstriped suit if the mood so takes him.
He's a big fan. Unfortunately he hasn't yet come across a sonic screwdriver,
but he's on the lookout.

Pets; None

I like cats...

{~|To life!(L'chaim)|~}
[ To Lazar Wolf
To Tevye
To Tzeitel, your daughter
-My wife!

May all your futures be pleasant ones
Not like our present ones
Drink, l'chaim, to life
To life, l'chaim
L'chaim, l'chaim, to life
It takes a wedding to make us say
Let's live another day
Drink, l'chaim, to life!

We'll raise a glass and sip a drop of schnapps
In honor of the great good luck
That favored you!

]

[johnny dude]

Post reserved.

[P o m]

~ Shadow Glow ~

I'm Shadow. I was shattered beyond repair when I was young and to this day I still hold my silence. I changed my name. I used to be Tribal, but after that day I changed it to Shadow Glow. Shadow because of the darkness that obscures my heart and glow for the tiny flicker of hope that refuses to leave my mind. I will never speak, not until I find the one. Someone who is kind and caring and won't judge me for what I did. My colors are bright, but inside I'm dark. Maybe I'll find the one, one day...

.:About Me:.

I don't know why you want to know, but I guess it's alright. I'm a male, roughly the size of a bull. About as likely to lash out as one too. I'm dark, mysterious and I give nothing away but to the people I trust, who all left me. I'm about as likely to be gentle as I am to lick a toilet, so don't expect any sympathy from me. I use something called a fake smile a lot, when I don't want to show how I feel. I'm tired of trying, I'm sick of crying, yeah I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying. As I said before, I never speak. I will speak when I find a nice person who doesn't judge me by my mistakes, someone who is fun-loving and gentle and won't break my heart.

.:History:.

I was born in a small meadow. I grew up there, playing in the flowers and animals. What happened to me, such a young and restless character. All my happiness and freedom, gone in one night. Back to the point, I grew up happily. Had a mom, a dad and a sister. We would run through the fields of long grass, butterflies landing on us and the bees buzzing in our ears. It seemed as if life was perfect, but that was a dirty lie.
One stormy night, we huddled in our den, eyes flashing in fear. A figure stepped in front of us as the night went black. There was a high pitched screech, then another and one more. A flash of lightning lit up the sky, revealing a JBD I knew as Donut. His eyes were wild, his claws glinting in the light. I turned around, not knowing what going on. My parents were dead, my sister was bleeding badly where her eye should've been. I whipped around, eyes blazing and teeth bared. But he was gone.
Me and my sister ran for our lives. But with her injury, she was half blind. Eventually, when we crossed a treacherous bridge, it got the best of her. I remember clearly the tears in her eyes, reflecting my own as she told me to let go. She fell into the river and drowned. I ran in the direction of the river, calling her name and feeling my tears splash the ground. I found her, washed up against a rock. I pulled her out of the water and lay with her. She looked up at me, mouth opened to say something but it never came. I was by her side as she took her last breath.
I never settled down. I couldn't bear it. Even though they were long gone, I still heard their voices murmuring in the walls of the many dens. I just travel, sleeping in abandoned fox dens at night and trying to escape the nightmares that crowded my head at night. I still won't settle down, because I can't handle the tears anymore. No more pain, no more tears.

Even though that last line was a lie...

.:The Secret of my Inwards Death:.

I suppose, since you might adopt me, I should tell you my secret. Now this is something you must never repeat, to anybody. When my sister fell from the bridge and I sat by her, I did something horrible. She was in so much pain, unable to breath.
...I killed her. I clawed her across the throat and watched as watery blood spilled over my paws. I sat by her bloody body, sobbing uncontrollably. I had nothing left, nothing at all. My parents dead, my sister murdered. I was completely and utterly alone. I don;t think the vision of my sister's body, stained scarlet with blood.
Now you know. You must keep this secret for me. I know I seem like an awful JBD now, but I know that you won't me for my mistakes right? I did what I thought was best, I couldn't bare to watch as she slowly choked to death, so I ended it fast. Please, promise me you'll never speak of this again, unless I talk to you about it. I'm putting my trust in you.

.:Art:.

"I'm here to show you that life isn't that bad."
By ○WᴀᴛᴇʀDʀᴏᴘs○

[xtr.terrestrial]

May drop out, this is really hard competition -3-

[SplashofOrangeJuice]

-mark- hopefully I'll have time to enter this weekend without school in the way. I've always loved him.<3

[Poofycat]

i cant help it, i feel so sad for him... im entering! :3

Name:coconut, his nickname would be coco.
Gender: Male
Personality: is a bit shy and nervous around humans after his owner ordeal, but on the inside is very playful, fun-loving, and kind.
History:He was born in the forest, inside of a cave. once he was playing with his friends when he saw a huge building. he climbed inside an open window and a human found him. he was taken to the jelly bean dragon adoption center, and is now waiting to be adopted.
Biggest Secret (can't be a crush):unlike most jellybean dragons in the adoption center, he doesnt understand humans or their ways at all.
Art: um, im having trouble with java on this computer, plus i dont have a tablet, so my oekaki would stink anyway. could i write a poem instead?
a high cliff
towers over me.
the wind blows
and i hear
the voices of the stream.
i fall in
and sceam.
i land on soft moss
and breathe heavily,
waiting for the night.
under the starlight
i see a moth,
flapping its wings quietly
as an owl's feather falls on me.

[Not me nope]

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Life is cruel,
life is harsh,
But try not to be depressing,
this rough time will pass,
Sometimes its best to just hold back,
To laugh and giggle,
Or give someone a smack,
Whatever you do,
Hold on real tight,
You don't want to loose it,
Or end up in a fight.

Theme song:: Aka... What a life

変更する時 {{Henkōsurutoki (Suru for short)
-- Meaning ; {Time to change }
He changed his name shortly after being taken away. Taken away from his old carers, well, I wouldn't say carers, more masters. He wanted to change his Identity, who wouldn't after going through what he did? One, it's embarrasing, two, it's painful living with a name which was used in such circumstances. His life wasn't easy, so he was going to start again.

How did Suru decide upon his new name?:
He wanted something different, something individual. Suru had traveled to Japan a lot in the early days of his life, shipped back and forth, back and forth. Slowly he began to learn the basics of the language, such as what "Konnichiwa", "Genki Desu ka", "Sayonara" and "Hajimemashite". He loved the way the words where prononced, espiecaly since desu was pronounced des. It just gave him the most Imagination and creativity ever, he loved it. Soon enough after running away from the people who shipped him from one museum to anouther, he darted off in all directions, exited at where to start. He then stumbled across a shop. It read 変更する時. He tried to translate it, but got a bit muddled and just couldn't figure it out. He sat by the window, looking in the thick, double glazed glass, (Which seemed to be pretty new compared to most of the shops down this road!) and wondered. He could see clocks. So many clocks. All ticking slowly away. Time. And it was unique compared to the other shops. Time to change. He had got it. It was easy to walk past, but he loved this shop because it had such great meaning. He sat there for quite a while, no one even looking at it, let alone approaching the doors. Finaly a little girl walked up and walked through the doors, soon enough her mum followed. She said something, it sounded like the name of the shop. "Henkō suru toki" she said, really quite fast as she grabbed her sons hand and dragged him in. He thought, If that is what it meant; time to change, I must remember it. So he did. He had several names inbetween, it felt wrong changing names so many times. When finaly he was taken away from the owners he had, and was up for adoption again, he decided he would choose his own name. And figured it was time. to. change.

It's true... I need a new Identity. I'm starting fresh.

Suru is Male

I thought it was obvious enough.

Why do I have to explain all this...

Top three hobbies:
- Carving {{ It's entertaining plus you can get many messages across with it.
- Taveling to see different cultures and people {{ It's interesting since basicaly everywhere is different
- Tree climbing {{ Believe it or not, I like a little adventure.

Zodiac: Taurus
Symbol: The bull
Element: Earth
Ruling planet: Venus
Lucky colour: Blue or green
Lucky stone: Emerald
Lucky day: Friday
Lucky number: Six
Lucky metal: Copper
~:: Taureans are known to be hard working. They show loyalty towards their friends and treat them like their close family members. Taureans are known to be faithful and generous towards thier friends. Taureans like to socialize and meet people fomr different walks of life. They take care of their materialistic possesions and do not really like to share too much with their pals. Taureans are also known to act stubborn and feel restless if they do not get wat they want or become bored. Taureans maintain friendships very well with their close buddies and fiercly protect them.

~~~ Why do I want him?
; Well, where do I begin? Okay, this is the first Jelly Bean I have tried out for other than one naming contest, after looking through about fifty avalible ones. First of all, his unique tribal-esque patterns grabbed my attention and forced me to click on him and take a look. I found him through a signiture, and I must say I seriously fell in love with the design. It gave me so much inspiration. For art, and a story. Lately I have been studying the Japanese language, and as soon as I looked at the secret section on the form, my mind exploaded with Ideas. I wanted the Secret to be the center of the form, where I based all my Ideas off. So I have.

Okay, so I'm not going to flood all the pages with I love this Jelly Bean so much, nor will I spread him all over my signiture (Well at least not while I don't own him C;) . Instead I will take my time on this form, filling in as much as I can and filling in the requirements and adding my own twist <3 I love drawing Suru, he is so amazing, plus I love how the colours match perfectly. The patterns on this Jelly Bean are unique and so I wish for everything else for this Dragon to be unique. I want him to have a fresh start, therefore I am doing the best I can to show you he won't go to the back of my charcater thread, or passed to another person. I have never traded or thrown away my charcaters before, and I never intend to. If I win Suru, my eyes may just water with happiness. I will carry on getting and making art. I prefer to make all the art for this form, to show I really care and will take the time to make things such as a walking/limping animation. It was so fun and I can now officialy draw him without a reference. <3 The blue markings are so, so amazing. ;A; I gawped at them when I saw him. I have had a peek around at other forms, seen a lot of people dropping out. The forms are so good It's going to be hard to judge. But I will keep adding untill the second it closes.

Another thing I may add, is that I adore the species. Few people mention this, but the Idea of Jelly Bean Dragons, plus the whole overall design of the speices. Everything seems to be extermely organised and set out, which I love because it is really simple to follow. The Idea of the pouches, horns, what they eat, size, everything I can think of is covered. <3 This JBD just stood out against the rest. Sure everyone is saying this is their dream JBD, then the next week they have a new dream JBD. I'm not going to say this is my dream anything, because to be honest, it may not be. I love him to bits, and would be sooo thrilled to get him, but if I see anouther JBD in the future, may be a long while away but that I like, I will try out for him or her. I just want one special JBD, therefore I am trying out for one at a time and only for those that I truely like, otherwise whats the point in these hours of effot I put into my form? <3 So please, take everything I have said into consideration. I know how hard it is to get a JBD so I hope I get lucky :3
~~~ What would I do if I got him:
First, have a near heart attack. Then I would make a page on my character thread in a click of a button, add all the art and begin to order some art. Soon after I'd just fall on the floor as a late reaction and most likely run around my household screaming I got Suru. My mum, Dad and sister would most likely ignore me as I have been talking about it for quite some time, because straight after dinner I'd come upstairs and begin writing or drawing. I would make a lot of space in my signiture for him, and would put him in my avatar too. <3 He is just AMAZING. I just seriously don't know how to explain it. I really don't. Slowly, even though I didn't believe it was possible, I have became more attached to him then ever, and would never let him go. ;^; Suru is such a sweet JBD, and I asbouletly LOVE the design with all my heart and I'm not just saying this so I can run around screaming I got a Jelly Bean. This is proved by the fact I'm not trying out for any other Jelly Beans plus the fact I am putting all my love into him every second I have spare.

Likes::
~ Hobnob Biscuits ~ The colour red ~The colour baby blue ~ Circular shapes ~ smiles ~ Love ~ Hope ~ Care ~ Compasion ~ Japan ~ Japanese culture ~ Happiness ~ Long lasting friendship ~ Commitment ~ Rain ~ Groups of Jelly beans and people ~ Sharing ~ Suprises ~ Reading ~ Carving ~ Clocks and time ~ Rock and roll ~ Mints ~ Apples ~ Vine leaves ~ Olives ~ Feta cheese ~ Sushi ~ Rare meat ~ Smoked salmon ~ exitment ~ Cluedo the game ~ Stuck in the mud ~ tag ~ Playing with family ~ Dreaming and staying to the people he trusts and knows ~ Spicy foods ~

Dislikes::
~ Attention ~ Pain ~ Short relashonships ~ Small enclosed spaces ~ Large areas of water ~ Hatred ~ Secrets ~ Lies ~ Playing dead ~ rolling over ~ Being shouted at ~ Being forced into doing things ~ Being forced to walk places ~ Being moved from one place to anouther ~ Being bored ~ Chatting to strangers ~ Meeting new people ~ Making decisions ~ Ignorance ~ wasted time ~ Understanding horrible things ~ being involved in things he doesn't want to be ~ Loads of heat/sunshine ~ The colour mouldy green ~ The colour neon orange ~ seeing pain and suffering ~ seeying people upset ~ Jealousy ~ The thought of monsters ~ Oblivion ~ Clowns ~ strong emotions ~

Henkōsurutoki is an amazing Jelly bean dragon. His unique name, his unique history and unique design. And to fit along with all of that, his personality is unique too. He changes often with his personality, often having huge mood swings even though he is fully grown. Suru can never make up his mind on anything, he is indicisive and will always ask someone else to choose for him. (Which I may add is not always the best approach) Sometimes Suru will just huddle into a ball and hide away. He is not brave and bold, though he used to be. It's like he's a whole new dragon, his past was scarring.

S :: Suspicious ~
Suru can get quite suspicious at times, but is always too shy now-a-days to tell or let anyone know, or even do anything about it. He will keep it a secret unless he decides to let someone know or act on it. But that will be very rare, he can hardly decide which route to take to a corner shop, let alone anything such as this which could be life changing for somebody.

U :: Underestimated
Although Suru may be shy, and quite indecisive he is extremely clever and tactical. He thinks fast, may not be able to make the decision at all but there is always someone else to help him with that. If anyone was in trouble, or needed help he would be able to sense it. Or if someone was covering pain with a fake smile, he’d know within an instant and make sure nothing life changingly bad is happening in their life. He can be fast, agile and strong. And he won’t give up, because after his history he believes there is hope for everyone.

R :: Respectful
He always tries his best to respect peoples desicions, he wouldn't argue back, it would be too dangerous, what if they don't like him any more? What if he ends up to be wrong? What if he says something wrong or gets nervous? He couldn't deal with it. He understands and is very empathetic when it comes to pain or regret. He respects some more than others, depending on what he knows about them. For example, the people who shoved him into those crates, they were wrong. They didn't deserve respect. Unless of course life is hard at home. Then he'd undertstand. Perhaps he'd understand. It is hard to decide.

U :: Unforgettable
Suru is unforgettable. Sure, every JBD would say they were different, because they all have their unique background, design and characteristics. But Henkōsurutoki has two backgrounds; his design is tribal, which stands out so much seeing as there are few others, let alone any more. He didn’t start off as an adopt, but travelled back and forth half way across the world and saw and heard so many different people and animals. He realised he was just one Jelly bean dragon, just another little creature on this planet, just Suru. But Suru believed he was different, and he had the right to do so. Just look at him now. Tribal, two backgrounds and one long well earned future. Surely he must be memorable to everyone who sets eye on this adorable Jelly bean dragon. <3

How he handled his past:
Suru handled his past very well actualy, seeing as what he was put through. Being shoved around everywhere, to every museum, Zoo and person in the world. Even being involved in a fake death, it hurt to know these things happened, and it hurt when they happened to him. Being used for show and to take pictures of was not nice at all. Sometimes he just wished he could fly away from it all and live a new life, and that is hopefully what he is going to do on the 20th. Finding a new owner for him must be tough, and he knows that. He went along with everything that was thrown at him, not wnating to fight or get to involved. When being tossed from place to place, he figured this was what his life was going to be from then on. But that realisation hit him too hard, he began to get angry and change. This was NOT going to go on for any longer. He pushed past people, was ignorant to crying, moaning and shouting or any vicous actions threatened towards him. Suru is strong, just like any other Jelly bean dragon, but he prefered to keep his strengths for the most important things in life, such as this. He swung his tail around, smashed open the crate he was being squished and punched into and hopped away. He was as swift and agile as any Jelly bean could ever have been. That was enough. And that was it. He was free. Why hadn't he done this so long ago? Becausd he had given up, that is what he had been pushed into believing, that this was the only thing for him. But it wasn't, and he was clever enough to relise it.

How Suru reacts to meeting new people:
He will be quite nervous and hold back for a bit. Slowly, ever so slowly, he will begin to introduce himself. He prefers to keep to himself when amoung others, espiecaly other Jelly Beans. Depending on how the other Dragon is, he will try to befreind them and make them happy. Plus make sure he makes the right impression. Not depressing, but happy. He will agree with whatever anyone throws at him... sometimes it won't be the best choice. He is contiunously scared that he will say something wrong, and will take forever answering a question, but will most often default into agreeing or asking them the same question without an answer. Or a common response; "I'm not sure, what about you?" If the Person/Jelly Bean he meets is hyper, he will keep his distance but will not be rude and run off. All he wants is to make the wrong impression and may turn into a nervous wreck.
How suru reacts to things he doesn't like:
He will first inspect it. If it is food and he is offered it, he will eat it for the sake of the person who offered it happiness. If it is the sea, or large area of water he ends next to, he will back away from it no matter what the situation was. He hated the stuff and the thought of drowning. However, pain Jealousy and the such, he can't ignore. This is when his anger comes out, his stong side. He will prove, and make a point it is wrong. Sometimes he will show them what they have the other(s) don't, if they are Jealous, and sometimes he will show them the cause of pain. He has not failed chnaging someones mind since... well you know. He absouletly shivers and cringes at the sligthtest though of bulling, jealousy or complete selfishness.
How he felt being moved from one owner to anouther, then being involved in a fake death:
The people problem, as he put it, was a much harder situation. They treated him nicely, but they lied. Big time. Faking someones death is not something you should ever do. Ever. It hurts. And to know the truth but to not be able to let anybody know, that is the worst of it. Suru understood why his first owner gave him away, he wanted the best for him. But it still hurt when he just let him go, it still dragged and pulled, because he missed his first owner, the first person who truely understood and loved him. But Suru let this one go, and accepted his new owner. Henkōsurutoki was sad at this move, but tried his best to stay happy. It was nice, being with this new owner. He got lots of art and plenty of attention. But faking a death? He would never get over this, it had scarred so much, how could people do this?

Mhm... but I can make up my mind!... Well... most of the time... I think.

Well, gosh, would you like it all? Both the secret one and the one everyone must know?.. Hmm, which one should I share with you... might as well explain all of it. Remember this is my history, not my future as I shall never be able to tell that... I shouldn't think.

Okay, so I was born like any other JBD, mum, dad, everything I could want, care. Then, I was boxed off. At first, how could I know what for? I tried to escape, but I was too small to do anything about it, plus I didn't understand. All other baby Jelly beans where put straight up for adoption, whilst I was being shipped to who knows where. Perhaps my new owners. It must be my new owners, perhaps I was just special. I smiled at that thought and began, though I doubt it now, to get exited. As the movement beneath my feet stopped, I got hopeful, were we there? I waited, I could hear voices shouting outside and boxes just like mine being dragged across some panels. I was dragged along to; I could feel the box vibrating beneath me. Suddenly light burst through the small holes punched into the sides of the box. It was like waking up in the morning to a really sunny day, I felt like I was blinded. Soon enough my eyes tamed to the light and I was unlocked from the wooden box. My legs where aching. I had been crammed in and ended up sitting on my own foot, and it hurt now I had been able to move. I ended up limping out of the box then before to could even stretch out, brace type things where strapped to my neck and tail. I had to move where the people told me or forced me. I felt small and used as if I was worth nothing. Absolute naught.

I had now been dragged into another closed area, it was not wooden, it was metal and it had much bigger holes in it. In fact it was just wire lapped over more wire etc. And I swear it was smaller than the box, my fur puffed out the sides. I saw them load the rest of the things, and then we were off on yet another journey. This ride seemed much more relaxing, I could see where we were and where we were going. I was on the edge of the back, next to some deformed monkey with the tattoo '121' on his shoulder. There were several other creatures I didn't recognise, some looked fed up some looked exited. I was one of those anxious and curious, yet exited ones. We parked outside a large stone building which didn't seem very big. We were unloaded through the back and separated into different areas. The majority where put together, but I was put alone. Soon enough I was realise out of the cage, and then they shut me in a much bigger place. It had several compartments. One was smaller, with some kind of itchy bedding that stunk of cleaning agent. The next chamber was huge. It stretched out about 20 paces from where I was, and was full of different terrain and obstacles. It was a giant play area. I got exited, leaped around like there was no tomorrow. Then I saw the people, all of them. So many all looking through some glass window. All invading my privacy. Just staring. I was put here for some show. Well then, some show I would give. I ran around rabid, darting around this big play area they provided me. I did it every day, for who knows how long. I was fed at the same time every day. It was the same cycle... over and over again. I was so bored. No freedom, nothing. Nothing at all. There was one way to get out of here and that was to vandalise everything they gave me. I did so the very next day; leaping around destroying even the smallest gifts they had gifted me. I ran into my smaller compartment and lay down. No one came until eight, in which they noticed what I had done. There was shouting and some screaming, then I was pushed out into the same cage I was brought in, ready to be shipped off again. I had stayed there for about 5 weeks. Now it was time for something new.

The same cycle repeated, I did what I was told and allowed, until I got bored. Then I would wreck everything I had. I was shipped around China and Japan quite a bit, and rather enjoyed causing havoc. Soon enough I got shouted at and began quite scared. My self esteem went down and I began getting nervous a lot. Plus shy too. I decided to stay away from danger, and let life throw its best at me. It happened for about a year. Then before you know it, another year. I got fed up. Sooo annoyed yet became more shy and anxious every single day of my life. I learnt to live with it over these two years, but soon my body hit realisation and I decided to fight it. I did it when I was younger, and so I know I could now. The box I was in was wooden, which I learnt was called a crate. I managed to break it. Somehow, somehow I did. I leapt out onto the road. I had fallen on my bad foot. I had no choice but to take it slowly and limp... but only as soon as I get out of sight. I swiftly, yet painfully leaped down past the road, closely following the hedgerow. It was fun. Fun being free. I laughed and the freedom that so many people possessed without taking it for granted. It was in my guts to be mad, wild and free, I am tribal marked after all. But now I wanted a purpose, an owner.

I reached a small town. It had many old shops, layering the road with different smells and tastes wafting from them. I walked along, carefully studying each one with a shy yet eager eye. Some stood out more than others, all bright bold colours with weird shapes, known as Japanese writing; decorating each panel on every frame of every window. It was amusing as people darted in an out, all with some kind of purpose. I decided to find a shop I liked and sit by it. I soon enough found one that many people just walked past. It read 変更する時. I sat there for a while, no one coming in or out. A lonely man stood at the desk of this little new shop, smiling at nothing. Soon enough a small girl hopped into the doors, a cheerful little grin on her face, I could see a small grin perched on the mans face as the girl walked in. Just after her appearance, the obvious mother stepped quickly into the shop, grabbing a small boy who seemed so annoyed to be dragged into this place. The adult said "Henkō suru toki."; it must have been some reply to the little boys question. I wondered what that meant, staring at the double glazed window which I had been looking at not too long ago. It must have been new, certainly a change to this small side street. And all the little clocks ticking slowly away inside. Time. Time to change. Even if it didn't man that, I was happy with my decision. I smiled, whispering to myself I must remember this name. I found myself grinning as I carried on my walk down this small back street, which slowly leads straight back onto the main road. I carried on walking, feeling freer than ever.

Soon enough some people found me, and put me up for adoption. I was happy about this, which most others wouldn't be. I needed more people, a tribe of people. But just one would have to do; I could never be too greedy, it would be unlikely for me to find anyone. About three weeks later, and about forty people later, I was noticed. By a little boy. He wasn’t very little, but he was smaller than me, and by then I was Great Dane sized. He would probably most likely even fit in my pouch he was that small. Seriously. But soon enough a little girl joined him, who I say was little but looked about fourteen. She had chosen me, and the little boy looked thrilled. I sat there, nervous at to what they would be like. I was soon in their boot, and they talked and stroked me. They loved me. I sat there obediently, yet I was nervous and shy at the same time. I was used to being dragged around and pulled, not called for and stroked. As soon as I got in I got a simple drink of fresh, cool water and some biscuits which I soon gulped down. I played games and rolled around in the grass outside. School began and I was left in the house alone. Okay, it wasn’t that bad, but I felt lonely and there wasn’t much to do. As soon as the children came home they had breakfast, and only got to go outside at a push and moan from their mum. I slowly began being less cared for, but of course they meant good and I respected that. I still loved them. Soon enough they decided it would be best to be given away. I understood, but would always remember and miss them dearly. So I was given to a different pound, and this time I was found much easier.

I was found by another girl, Alex. She smiled at me and took me without any doubt. She explained that she knew the previous owner of me, and that I would be in good hands. She seemed friendly, and treated me like I was her one love. Alex only worked about two hours in the early mornings, so had plenty of time to care for me. She began to have a few problems and issues with money and work. She soon lost her job and couldn’t afford me. Her older sister, who once lived at the house with her, moved away a couple of months ago to the Philippines. She knew what she wanted to do, she wanted to be her. So she faked her own death and used the birth certificate, name and other details as her sister. Now I won’t go into depth, but I was pretty hurt. As I’m sure you will be too. I was upset for all the people who cried over this fake death, and all the poor people who fooled for it. Soon enough she was obviously caught, who knows what her punishment was but I was taken away, yet again. I was so upset at this yet another move. And again, I was put up in a pound. This pound was in England. So many people came for me, they all wanted me. I had too choose one, who would this be?

Now, I would carry on with his future but without living it, or being able to pick, I can’t tell you since I can’t live the future. It may take a while for Suru to decide which person to go with, he can’t pick very well. But he can sense who will e the best and kindest to him, and all he hopes is that he chooses the right person. Then maybe, just maybe, he can live a well earned life with no more changes… then he could finally settle into one warm heart <3

Well... what was the point of that... not much of a secret anymore... Why did I even tell you?

:: All art by myself, I like to show that I put as much effort as possible. Including the blue name catorgories, they where from me not from a site ::
Suru, in a rather simple pose to show his personality. Rather happy to just sit there :3 I wanted one to show what he looks like from a different angle, just to start me off. <3 I showed his pouch and name too.
Suru hoping along with a slight limp, to go with the story. This took a good 3/4 hours. Maybe even more. I had to do seperate colour layer for every single frame because I messed up the layers. ^^
Stuck tight in a crate ;; :C
Suru + Japanese flag... tick...tock.
Suru + JBD #172. He is interesting whne he meets new people... this shows how he reacts when meeting a rather grumpy JBD... Rather neutral, no?
All the sub headings and a sketch ^_^ {It took quite a while} :3
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Most of my art is hung up around this form, not much of a suprise I am rather dashing...

Life is cruel,
life is harsh,
But try not to be depressing,
this rough time will pass,
Sometimes its best to just hold back,
To laugh and giggle,
Or give someone a smack,
Whatever you do,
Hold on real tight,
You don't want to loose it,
Or end up in a fight.