TheComfortCorner | V.10

[nobxdy]

i want to just scream and cry right now. i've only been able to get about 4 hours of sleep every night for weeks now, and it's really starting to take a toll on me, especially because of everything else i have to deal with on top of being severely sleep deprived. this requirement for my class is one of the worst things because of this. i've begun to lose hair at an alarming rate, i can't focus, i can't think, i can't concentrate, my body hurts so much, im so sick, im so angry and sad and annoyed, just everything. i can't anymore. i can't wait until this semester is over, i need a long break. highly considering not even finishing college at this rate. im way too stressed out all the time, which isn't good because i already have underlying health issues and at one point i nearly passed out while driving from said health issues. this is quite literally going to kill me and i don't know what to do anymore.

[OKULTRA]

every night i try to sleep, i end up in this same spiral where nothing gets fixed, and i'll be back here again tomorrow night

[Squecca]

I’ve been mentally and physically suffering daily. I’ve been away from home for like a month and I miss my dog. Life has been sooooo miserable lol and I have no idea when I’ll be able to go home

[qtip]

why do i keep trying when ik nothing will ever work? i need to get past social anxiety but i cant bc im scared of rejection. a friend asked him and he said maybe but he just did it bc he felt bad for me. im scared and my friend made me realize he acts so tough around his friends but so zesty bc hes comfortable around my friend group, but yesterday was different he kept following me and i didnt feel delusional but now i do again. everyone else has a better chance than me im so jealous!!! he might not be interesting bc hes actually zesty im considering that!!! so many iconic zesty moments make me think that

[67Phlox]

i should be drawing

[gamer]

i really hate that my siblings NEVER respect when i want to sleep. i hoped it would be better when i got a job, but nope. they just keep talking and talking :/

[☣Uzi Doorman!☣]

There's someone who's been stalking me online for I think around 2 years now. I thought they left me alone so I made a new Toyhouse account because I need money and they found me again. I'm too scared to do anything. They have all my socials and have now somehow found me on discord servers. I'm constantly terrified.

[snowdrake]

I'm utterly heartbroken. I thought the feelings were gone but they aren't. I just met up with him for the first time and I've never felt more safe in my life. I knew I loved him before, but after everything that has happened, I thought I could deal with it.

a year ago he screwed up. then I screwed up. but I love him so much that I just want to see him happy and it hurts. the weekend was amazing, I got along with people so well and I'm not used to that. in a way, it kinda felt like home... perhaps I'm just dreaming too much.

I've told him how I feel in a message two days ago and he has not responded yet. everything seems to be as always when we talk in voice though and now I'm left wondering why he doesn't say anything regarding that message, because it was really really heartfelt. I didn't ask for forgiveness or anything, I just told him that the feelings are still there and that I'll always love him no matter what, even if just as a friend.

I'm scared he doesn't give a single damn about me anymore, even as a friend. and it just hurts. I can't eat, I can't drink, I can't sleep. I've only been crying for the last few days and I feel like throwing up all the time. last time I was able to properly eat was 5 days ago, so I guess I even felt it before he was here.

I just hate myself right now, for the choices I have made in the past. there's no reversing it and I'm fully aware. still, I just can't stop loving him more than any other person before him. I just hope he needs time to reflect on my message and doesn't plan on ghosting me. I just hope this pain will stop soon. I just want things to be like they used to... but they won't.

[♥ mizu]

having a crush is absolutely the worst. i believe it's unreciprocated but it's so early i don't know and like. he's so nonchalant. but, genuinely, i hate crushing on people. i've lost all interest in my hobbies. i can draw still, sure, but it's all sad stuff, for some reason. i cannot bring myself to feel happy. i'm just anxious. i haven't worked on my ocs in so long, which is something i really enjoy. i just prettied up my phone, which felt really nice + it looks so cute, but i've done no homework. i'm just consumed by anxiety. all day at school i run at 100%. even during my spare period, i can't wind down and nap. one of my classmates said i'm "doing too much", which actually really hurt but kind of helped me wind myself down. i'm still hurt by it, i don't know. all i ever do is annoy people. i'm so loud and obnoxious, even my teacher had to tell my friend and i to stop making so much noise - which rarely happens. there's no way he likes me and i feel like, if he likes anyone, it's my friend. i don't feel like i'm "not good enough" to be loved, but i don't feel authentic. i feel so giggly and anxious that i just can't be myself. and trying to enjoy my hobbies feels fruitless. genuinely, horses have been my only comfort throughout this. i love horses.

[dratio]

I done wrecked my circadian rhythm