username: Ucanthandleme
fable name: Alvah
prompt:
A child's world
Pristine and untouched. She looked down at the small child, rosy cheeks, vibrant moss hair and two gold eyes filled with light and excitement. A giggle escaped their lip as they grasped onto her hand pulling her through the crowd of people. Her dear child Alvah, so childish and full of life each person she met would complement how bright he was. She looked down at her slightly protruding stomach giving a sigh. What a shame. What a shame he wasn’t her real child. She let the small child lead her twisting through the crowd, his small body attempting to protect her from knockage even though he himself was more likely to fall. Truly such a shame. But now that she has her own child he’s not needed anymore. Crouching down she whispered some words to him, his head of moss green hair nodding with her words.
Pulling him along she led him further and further from the crowd, yet he held no complaints, his naive eyes sparkling at her as she led him. A little skip in his step and a bright smile on his face as he babbled away to her, sweet calls of mother at his lips. She sneered before pulling him faster along the pathway, people getting more and more scarce. She pulled him along until they finally reached an old rickety building ‘orphanage’ carved onto it’s worn down wooden sign. The child gave a small frown looking at her in confusion. ‘Knock, knock, knock’, she tapped on the signboard until an old lady who appeared partially blind came out. Pulling along the child she shoved his hand into the old woman's hand along with a large bag of gold coins.
Stating some words she turned her back, only then the child realised something was wrong. Shouting out he struggled against the old lady who seemed weak but held him firm and steady, the shouts of mother followed her back. Annoyed by this title she sneered and with the three words ‘Not your mother’ she watched as the small child's legs gave out and as he looked at her with an empty, blank stare, tears plopping down his cheeks. Giving a humph she continued on walking while gently cradling her stomach, unable to see that the child behind her had clenched his fists looking at her with hatred in his eyes.
March on
Wishes of a promise land
The promised land does not exist
With high hopes they march
They march towards their doom
Yet they flock together
Seeking
Searching
Wishing
In the end all that is left is the bodies
The bodies of those who marched before
Yet they keep walking
Stumbiling
Falling
Scrambling
They know not of what awaits them
What awaits them in the promise land
The blissful world they dream
They crawl over other bodies to find
What promise land could be like this
He knew what the promise land foretold
Still he did not stop them
Let them march
March
March
March
March on until they realise
Realise promise land is but a dream
But he knows none of them will realise
They had already given to much
Bruised bodies
Cracked lips
Red eyes
So he would look on with blank eyes
A frozen heart
A body of steel that did not falter
Let them march
For he had long stopped
Stopped searching for the promised land
The land that would take their troubles away
It would be warm and inviting
No hunger
No fighting
No death
He knew such land did not exist now
The promise land was simply a story
A story to keep them hoping
To keep them dreaming
To keep them wishing
A story that would make existence more tolerable
But after marching for so long he never found the promise land
Instead all he saw was desperation
Hunger
Fighting
Death
All of it followed in the journey to the promised land
So he stopped walking
Ceasing his journey
Perhaps at first he found solace that he was not the one
Not the only one searching for the promised land
Yet more came searching
More and more marched through the barren land
Then he found them pitiful
Pitiful they did not realise the promise land was not real
It soon turned to anger
He shouted at them yelled at them
The promise land does not exist
They seethed through their teeth
Lies
Lies
Lies
How can the promised land not exist
They would rather believe lies
So he just watched
Watched their constant motions of searching but never finding
Beating their chests
Screaming to the skies
Not knowing why it took so long to get to the promised land
Deceiving themselves
So he watched on
Watched on as they walked to their deaths
Dancing on crystals
Alvah glanced at the glass in hand, its fragile exterior held wonderful colours, shades of blues and purple mottled together in perfect harmony. Light shone through the glass illuminating the walls with it’s patchwork pattern. Alvah held the glass closely until the light could not reach it and watched as shadows of grey crept up and the walls until they no longer held colour from before. Sneering he threw the glass to the floor letting it shatter under his foot. ‘Crunch’, he pressed his foot down onto the broken shards, smiling as he did so. ‘Crunch, crunch, crunch’, again and again his feet landed on the glass yet his face still held a smile.
Dancing, he was dancing on the shards now, his hair was wild and free, twisting to and fro with each movement. Perhaps in his head he heard a sound, a tune, a hymn, a wonderful rhythm that compelled him to dance on shards of glass. Soon his smile became wider, his movements becoming more vigorous with each step he took. Then laughter bubbled out his lip, one would find it hard to tell if he was laughing from happiness or sadness, perhaps he himself did not know. Yet he still kept dancing, his arms open wide while laughter bubbled from his lips. He could no longer feel pain, pain of the flesh.
Alvah looked down at his feet that danced on the broken glass. Why? Why could he not feel at all? He has to feel, feel the pain to know he's alive. So he kept dancing, his feet gliding along the shards back and forth. He smiled and laughed. Again and again he turned his hair slapping the sides of his face. With every turn his heart became colder and colder, his laughter became louder and louder until he himself did not know if he was laughing or screaming. Then he realized as tears fell down his cheek, he was crying. The dance had stopped. He gently wiped the tears from his cheeks but they kept falling like a stream.
Trickling down they stained his collar, salty and damp. He slumped down his hand clasping at the shards. No sting, no wound, nothing. His hand remained crystal clear so did his feet which had danced along them for the longest of time. Only the scars from before, the ones that marred his face, his body, his mind remained. Now he looked down and the wriggling entity that breached from his body, it's color and eyes mirroring his own. This was the promised land, the desolate ruins of a once great being. Once a haven a pristine white palace, where they sung under the backdrop of stained glass windows, worshipping, longing...all for this.
The creature slithered to and fro, becoming familiar with its new appearance, new body, new container. He had found the promised land, to never be effected by the world again, hunger, sickness, aging; but only him. Perhaps he still felt pain. He felt it in his heart like a fiery wound had been cut into his chest. He wished he felt the pain elsewhere, anywhere would be better than the pain he felt right now. The pain of the heart. Sneering he stood up, the tears dried on his cheeks, the glass around him now ground to dust. He smiled, this time more gentle but empty. Perhaps the pain in his heart was good. At least he knows he’s still alive. It seems now, he looked to the sky, he can finished getting rid of the pain in his heart...starting with his 'mother'.