---------------------------------------------Day,
Night.---------------------------------------------
From the sky it falls into the depths below,
caught between land and sea.
---------------------------------------------Life,
Death.---------------------------------------------
No matter where it is,---------------------------------------------
It all comes to me.---------------------------------------------
Come, gentle child, bear your body waste in my arms---------------------------------------------
Here in the depths---------------------------------------------
Here in the sea---------------------------------------------
You belong to me---------------------------------------------
---------------------------------------------But oh, spirit strong
---------------------------------------------Rise above,
---------------------------------------------To the Heavens I welcome
---------------------------------------------Wander with me, join the skies
---------------------------------------------Your body falls
---------------------------------------------but soul rises to me
Dance in my arms
We are one and the same
The cycle beginning to end
---------------------------------------------You will Rise
Then Fall again---------------------------------------------
Waves amongst the sea---------------------------------------------
---------------------------------------------Clouds amongst the sky
Life connected through me---------------------------------------------
---------------------------------------------Your journey welcomed by I
In the end, we start again.
So let us start again.
---------------------------------------------Day,
Night.---------------------------------------------
A new life falls into the depths below.---------------------------------------------
A new dancer has joined the ball,---------------------------------------------
Welcome, little one, to this here new dawn---------------------------------------------
Take my hand, gentle child,---------------------------------------------
I shall show you how to follow,---------------------------------------------
Lay your roots, May you grow---------------------------------------------
Mighty and strong---------------------------------------------
Until the waves pull you in---------------------------------------------
Now, your turn it is to lead;---------------------------------------------
Dance with the current, As I have showed you---------------------------------------------
Meander through the sea---------------------------------------------
You will find you footing---------------------------------------------
Take up arms as the storm starts to brew---------------------------------------------
You've heard of it before---------------------------------------------
The anger, the wails, bludgeoning into the sea---------------------------------------------
Dodge the throes as you spin---------------------------------------------
This mazurka is not over yet---------------------------------------------
No longer you lead, hands taking you by the hip---------------------------------------------
They bring you up, and spin you more---------------------------------------------
But you take over again,---------------------------------------------
You will not sink so soon---------------------------------------------
Grin fiercely as we watch---------------------------------------------
Staring into each other's eyes---------------------------------------------
I ask,---------------------------------------------
"Do you know who I am?"---------------------------------------------
You nod
"You taught me how to dance,
But we're not quite finished yet."
I laugh, and spin you again,---------------------------------------------
You pull me through,---------------------------------------------
And together we dance still---------------------------------------------
"Do you know why we dance?"---------------------------------------------
"It is how we live
Without it, we die."
Once step ahead of another---------------------------------------------
You fear to let me go---------------------------------------------
You wish not to sink---------------------------------------------
But oh, you forget you can swim,---------------------------------------------
without my hand to guide any more.---------------------------------------------
But oh, I shall merry you on,---------------------------------------------
However,---------------------------------------------
All things can only last so long,---------------------------------------------
And so long we have danced---------------------------------------------
Feet at light as feathers---------------------------------------------
It is time for another to take you up.---------------------------------------------
My child, fear not.---------------------------------------------
Found you will always be.---------------------------------------------
---------------------------------------------Here you are,
---------------------------------------------Not a step taken further.
---------------------------------------------A new hand takes yours.
---------------------------------------------"Who are you?"
---------------------------------------------"The anger brought to the sea,
---------------------------------------------Do you remember me?"
You nod.
"We've met before.
Before I was born."
---------------------------------------------"So we have."
---------------------------------------------We need not share more,
---------------------------------------------as you lead beyond.
Sea---------------------------------------------
---------------------------------------------Sky
The dance is done
But it is not the end
As the rain fell from the clouds of the storm
It met the rivers
and journeyed to the sea
Where all things meet
In the belly of the Underworld
Till the sun's rays
Pulled them back towards their light.
In peace and serenity above it all.
Till the clouds again they heavied,
and Earth beckoned
Her rain down again
And there again I wait---------------------------------------------
To catch you in my arms---------------------------------------------
---------------------------------------------As I watch
---------------------------------------------Ready to pull you up again
---------------------------------------------Once you have finished your dance.
I ask who you prefer
---------------------------------------------The frenzy of the waves?
---------------------------------------------The calm of the light?
The excitement of the sea?---------------------------------------------
The emptiness of the sky?---------------------------------------------
You pause and think
"It is one in the end.
Life,
Death.
Day,
Night.
Sea,
Sky.
Neither exists without the other,
I cannot choose.
Let me hate the both of you.
Let me enjoy the both of you.
Let me experience all of you."
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I did something I wasn't meant to.
I pushed my head through the window, the lack of resistance was unnerving, like I could as easily tumble into it as I would from my bed as a child. My head breached the surface and my hair, much to my perturbation, slid to my relative left. My ears suddenly cleared to birdsong harmonizing with a shy breeze that made my scalp feel cold.
I was never one to get thalassophobia, the pressure always added to a sense of presence. There was something there, compressing, holding me in place. I imagine that the way people with thalassophobia would feel if they awoke from a dream to find themselves miles away from the closest shelf would be similar to the way I felt as I panned my gaze over that endless sky line. The water above/below me made a perfect mirror, I felt as though I could fly just as easily as I could fall. The window on the side of my world was only two square yards at it's widest. I fear to wonder if the diameter on the sky's side is the same. Or what would happen when it ended. A stone formed in my throat as it overwhelmed me, restricting my breath. I could breath, something so natural and mechanical felt out of place.
In a horrifying moment of vertigo, I felt like I was slipping through the window, so I ended my expedition there. Wrenching myself back into my familiar watery world. Centuries old ruins and lanternfish reassured me that I had returned to a place I knew. The sudden shift in pressure made my eyes hurt but I fought through it.
I wasn't meant to do that.
Our expedition leaders back on the mainland strictly denied us any direct contact with the window. We had no discernable evidence of what would happen to any individual that touched it. We were to conduct studies and tests from a safe distance lest we may face some unknown consequence. I just dunked my entire head into it. I wanted to laugh.
I was the only member of the expedition left.
What was I meant to do really? Go back to the mainland with nothing? Could I live with this mystery gone unsolved?
Everyone else fled.
I reluctantly understand. My breeching through the window was the first time, but I found that it wasn't my first time seeing the other side. I don't sleep much anymore, my dreams have become more restless than my waking moments. When I sleep, I am there. When I sleep, I fly amongst the not-quite-frigatebirds. The light, that seems to emanate from everywhere all at once, grows brighter and brighter until all I see is white. When I awake, sunspots invade my vision.
When I turned eleven, my mother took me out to a park I had never been to before. She sat me on a bench to eat lunch, then handed me a gift wrapped in glittering foil. Opening it reveled a book on local flora. She sat on that bench and watched me catalogue every plant I could find in my notebook. It wasn't until the sky noticeably dimmed that she pulled me away from the woods to go home and stop for ice cream on the way.
I can feel her tugging on my shirt the way she would when I was too lost to notice her. The way she did that day. Telling me that it's time to go home. But she is not here, and my head is filled with light.
How am I meant to understand the unobtainable, discern the indiscernible. These instruments of knowledge and reason can do nothing in the presence of the divine. The only hope they have is to submit themselves to a higher meaning. Categorizing, dividing the indivisible. The only truth there is, is of the whole.
On the archipelago I called home, the mainland as it were, There were stories mothers would tell to children about a long gone god. They were said to bring the rain that grew our livelihoods as well as storms that ravaged them. I was told that when this god was formed, they fell into the sky to forever traverse on the bottom of clouds. At the time, I found that sad.
Now though...
I plumet as they must have centuries ago, there are no clouds to catch me. I reach for the sun as they must have. I feel the elation as they must have. I understand now, as they must have, that there is no life without the view from the precipice. How could I ever resurface.
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