TheComfortCorner | V.10

[Onion_707]

Things will get better, I promise.
Just hang in there, be patient.

You are loved <3

[OKULTRA]

i broke up with him

he took it the worst way possible

i think i lost everything important to me

i feel like i've died

[Neeko nordestina]

I need to find a job soon. I finished college already, but the thing is that veterinarians don't make that much money where I live, I chose the worst career path possible. Most job listings are offering the equivalent of 200USD a month, working 220 hours.
That's not even enough to put food on the table and that's so frustrating. I'd literally make more money doing anything else. I don't even know what to do. I'm completely lost.
Other jobs that don't require a degree are a little better, but nothing offers more than 350usd a month. I'm sad, frustrated and lost. Any tips on how to get money would be lovely. I'm hoping to find a way to work online for a foreign company, I can only assume that would pay more than being a slave here.

[WarriorcatKitty]

arrghh my sister has been talking to my mom about CS. which would be fine, except for the fact my mom is homophobic, and i have my nonbinary and aroace stamps right in my signature here. i dont want her snooping around on my CS profile and finding that, i'd be in huge trouble.
she'd ruin my life. believe me when i say it's bad.

but i don't want to remove everything, out of the SLIGHT CHANCE she goes snooping around; most likely my mom won't think of it, she never does...

but she does have a CS account. she could snoop if she wanted to.

[sniffs]

i miss my cat so much,, shes just been here with me for so long in my life, through all the rough stages/patches,, she obviously couldnt do much but listen, but it felt like she was always there for me,, always by my side until the end
she felt like a mother to me in a sense,, she brought me more comfort than my actual mother ever has,,,
its bizarre to me still to even think that she could be gone, let alone the fact that she is,,
i miss lillie so damn much,,,
i miss her sleeping by my feet every night, i miss seeing her sit in the crappy decade old massage chair every time i went up and down the stairs, i miss thinking she got outside only to see her stupid butt crawl out from inside the organ/piano thing, i miss her always loving to sleep under my older brothers bed and having to bait her to get her out at night, i miss her meowing so loudly at the door to try and get us to let her upstairs, i miss her pawing at my leg to get me to pet her, or her pawing up at my knee to get me to pick her up, i miss her cute lil pink ears n nose, and booping her lil noseee, i miss the cute way she would sniff everything i offered to her, i miss laying beside her and us just staring at each other n sleeping together, i miss giving her all the belly rubs in the world, i miss her beautiful absolutely stunning self,,,, she was such a pretty cat,,
she was so involved in my life, i did so much with her,,,
i have no idea what to really do without her here,,,

ive visited her grave quite a few times, trying to talk to her, telling her about what ive been doing,, it hasnt even been a week since but i feel like i got so much to tell her all the time,, i miss just sitting and talking my whole mind empty to her,,

my other two furballs i think noticed how she was slowing down her last few days, and understand what happened,, theyve been going easy on me like they did before with other serious situations,, i love those two boys so much,, lillie was a cranky ol lady and enjoyed being more by herself, but she gotten to bond so much with those two than i ever thought she would,, she even would let them groom her and she would return it,,, used to she would be so dismissive towards other cats, no matter how you went about introducing them to each other,, i could tell she enjoyed those two tho she would never let us humans see it, hehehee,,

gah theres so much to say,,, so much happening in my mind,,
these last five days felt like a whole year,, its insane,, everything is moving so slow,,
i dunno,,, i keep losing my train of thought

i love you my sweet old lady,, you lived a good long life of 18 years,, which is still so insane to me!! you came into my life when you were already 10!! ive always been so curious about all that you already lived through with your previous owner,, i loved to just come up with different ideas based on how you acted heheh,, i still will forever totally think you had kittens before,, you just acted so motherly and the lil pouch under your belly was so much bigger than on other cats,, maybe you really didnt but it made more sense to me to think you diddd :D

ough im tired,, thats enough thought dumping for now i think,, theres not much left in my noggin
i can tell you all of this more properly lillie,, ill visit you tomorrow
rest easy girll <3
p.s. i aint proof reading lady, good luck HAH

and extra extra cause,,, yea <3 :
Lillie "Billie"
April 5th, 2005 - December 15th, 2023
Rest Easy Old Lady

[Spearow]

ugh today has been the worst. it is my day off which i was really looking forward to. one of my kitties woke me up super early this morning between 5 and 6, no big deal i can take a nap later. wait no i can't because my crazy mother won't leave me alone. came over like three times, the first time I had even mentioned I was probably going to be taking nap. so naturally she LETS HERSELF IN. starts running my shoo vac to wake me up, yells at me for laying down. just all day she has been on my case and keeps coming to my house. now it's evening around 6:30pm for me, she invited me over for dinner. so i went over and as soon as I sat down she starts on me again. i just, i'm so sick of it. and of course she starts screaming at me because i try to remove myself and just go home. gotta flip out about that of course. ruined my whole mood and day, now i just have an awful feeling and am shaking because i'm sleep deprived and a nervous mess and been screamed at on and off all day.

[flooxii]

you totally hate me, don't you? god, I'm scared

[♥ mizu]

i'm really pissed off (actually that's a bit strong) but i have to respect their decision lmao i just feel kind of annoyed cause it's like i know the other person isn't being truthful but it's like :// do u guys get it

[splity]

Why if you talk to your friend but look at me instead? Why. Why are you obsessed with me, it's scary. You're messing with me and its making me spiral, go away

[onion]

rly nervous my gf is flying from [redacted] to me tomorrow and her flight from dc to here only has an hour layover in between, which means she will only have an hour or so (prolly less with boarding time) to get thru customs so im. like. freaking out ughhhhhhhhh and she has to go to bed soon so im scared to be without her ;;