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| Artist | ~HєуRєι~ [gallery] |
| Time spent | 32 minutes |
| Drawing sessions | 4 |
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RETURN wrote:Welcome to Return, a realistic cat genetics ARPG!
Our goal is to be a fun, educational experience with opportunities for creative lore and lots of cats. While we have a focus on genetics, don't let that scare you away - we have a lot of people willing to help you out! Don't be afraid to check out our discord, where we can answer all your genetics questions.
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[b]Prompt:[/b]Stats wrote:Aesthetics: 7
Athletics: 32
Health: 22

The rushing water bubbles white, droplets are flung out and onto your paws. Some even hit you in the face. You look at your face through the brief, distorted reflections the surface gives. "You miss her, don't you?" A voice speaks up from beside you, quiet as a ghost. You have to stop yourself from nodding, forcing down the instinct to agree.
"She made her choice, I made mine." You've repeated the phrase every time this question was asked, an old bandage over a sorely visible wound. But very few dare question you these days, they look the other way. You prefer that. And yet, you feel the gentle warmth and pressure of a head leaning against your shoulder.
No words are spoken, not for a while. The only sounds are the river sprinting along its path, the distant hoot of owls somewhere in the trees. And the very faint breathing of two cats, side by side.
"She could have been so much more..." You say, barely more than a whisper, the words strained. You're not used to saying them. You're met with silence, but you know they're still there. It's not a cold silence, it's warm. Welcoming. "She could have done better, so, so much better." Anger flares in you at the memory. "She should have done better.
"So stuck in tradition, so arrogant and full of pride. Why was it her at the top, why was she special? Even after every blunder I helped her clean up, every issue I helped her solve, I was still second. Worthless in the eyes of the clowder." It hurts, to say these words after so long. But it's like a flood, so difficult to stop once it begins. "And yet they all looked up to me! They came to me for help, too scare of the anger of our righteous leader. Too full of fear of the person said to help!"
There's a gentle shift in the cat next to you, reassuring you. You take a deep breath. "Her name was Shadow... But I was always the one stuck in hers. She said she appreciated my help, then took all the credit herself. So many asked me if I was any use! So many asked why I was nothing like my sister's shining example! It was exhausting, chasing a goal I could never reach. I tried. I tried so hard to reach it, though."
You sigh. "And she just tried to throw everyone away for the safety of kits who ended up dying anyway! So many died that didn't have to. We could have still been a prospering clowder if we had just left when it was first brought up. But no! Her decision had to be the right one! And look where that got us! Separated and so many innocent cats dead. Her selfishness... It's disgusting.
"But I still miss her. I still miss what we were, when we were kits with no cares, when we were working together ranks be damned. I miss what she was, not the monster she became. I never want to see her again, I fear if I do I will tear her apart with both words and claws."
Silence fell between you both, and yet you felt better. Maybe it was the fact that someone else knew who Shadow really was, or maybe it was just the act of talking about it. The river still churned beside your paws, occasionally distorting your reflection to where you'd have to look away. To where you look like her.


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