by LemonBunny » Fri Nov 19, 2021 10:25 am
username + number: LemonBunny + 42650
kalon name: Bastian
gender: Male
playlist:
Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become
Bastian feels as though he is no longer in control of himself, of his emotions, he has been told for so long that he is a monster, doomed to bring devastation and destruction no matter where he goes, that he has decided... If they want a monster so very badly, he will give them one.
Breaking Benjamin - Feed The Wolf
Despite the monster inside, he has realized his actions have pushed him to isolation, causing deep loneliness and a craving for affection, kindness, humanity, though his inner beast shows through every time and drives them away. How can he be sure those who claim to love him won't just turn their backs on him once he stops being important? How does he know they won't drive him away as well? Better to drive them off himself than go through that pain all over again.
Avenged Sevenfold - Shepherd Of Fire
He knows that other Kalons likely fear him, having heard his story and his reputation, knowing the lore and the tales surrounding him. He no longer hides or tries to run from the image others have painted of him, instead embracing it. He can help or he can deceive, it is all up to how they treat him first.
Evanescence - Sweet Sacrifice
He truly believes that those who have destroyed his image, his reputation, made him out to be such a villain, aren't so pure and pristine themselves, knowing that they simply placed their mistakes and blame on him to avoid the consequences, and after so many reputable Kalons had sworn that he was to blame, it was only a matter of time before he was shunned and cast out for things he didn't even do.
Starset - Bringing It Down
He recognizes that there is corruption in the old court he hails from, he knows there is something bigger at play and that he was only a small piece of a dark and disastrous puzzle, something much more sinister hiding behind all the marble and light and lace of his past life. Something is wrong, but no one will believe him.
extra: [limit 1, optional]
Light cast dark across your face
Iron chains to bind your fate
Drag behind you wailing
To remind you of your failings
They called you devil
They called you sin
Your twisted lies
The pain within
What they forgot
Before your fall
Is that you shone brighter
Than them all
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LemonBunny on Fri Nov 19, 2021 10:42 am, edited 1 time in total.