by trans » Mon Apr 27, 2020 12:51 pm
user;; trans ♡ name;; talulah ♡ gender;; ♀
prompt;; you thumb over the scrapbook with a gentle hand, careful not to snag the faded edges of colored notecards with multi-colored chicken scratch on them, nor the delicate, shiny sleeves of taped on photographs from years past. the name lulu is glued on, spelled out in an assortment of colorfully patterned construction paper and glitter and stickers, in what resembles an explosion of childhood imagination and sparkles.
you recieved it for your fifth birthday, before you could cleanly write your name in print and didnt know cursive or calligraphy existed yet. your aunt had got it for you, because she knew, even when you were young, you were always thinking about time; how much you had left until something happened, how much there was in a day, or a week, how much time there is to appreciate the people you love before they're gone. she always said you were too caught up in your head, for someone so young, and that maybe a scrapbook would help to ease the weight of time on your shoulders.
at first, you didnt like it, didnt appreciate the gesture for what it was. as time went on though, you found yourself needing more and more of it, you never seemed to have enough, always wanting to do more things, meet more new people, spend more time with others...
you grew bigger, but your time with time grew smaller. with the scrapbook, though... you found you didnt have more time, but instead, more time to appreciate what you couldnt before... the memories you would pass over in a blur, too worried about not having enough time that you wouldnt have enough time to appreciate them because you were worrying.
and that, you think, was her greatest gift to you, the greatest gift anyone's ever given you. not more time, but teaching you how to appreciate the time you did have.
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trans on Mon May 11, 2020 12:41 pm, edited 2 times in total.