[Tokoyami]

Marki

[PleaserOfCrowds]

Name: Royal
Song: while (money[greater-than] 0)
-
English translation for easy access
Prompt:

Royal is a musician on the rise, but he doesn’t remember the reason why he wanted to be one so bad. It was his dream after all, but he still found himself missing something. He did love music beforehand, but he felt like should be happy that he found fame so early on his career. He couldn’t place where it was but it just felt like he was still at the same place he was beforehand.

He barely remembers his past, nor did he remember the faces that impacted his choices. Royal swears that he once had a family somewhere that he belonged to, but he has always felt that he was always a star musician whose past didn’t matter much. It feels wrong bu every time he tries to find answers, he is back where he started; coming back empty along with his money missing once again.

The only thing he remembers is that he found himself alone one night, and his vague ideas back then, when he remember as a calling to his current place as a musician. Otherwise the more he tries to find answers the more he suspects is wrong, from his director to his fellow musicians and what they do behind closed doors. However, despite everything he still has a feeling this is indeed his true calling, he was meant to be famous musician whose past mattered very little.

As much as he wants to leave and find who he was before, many of the deals to get him to stay are far too tempting to pass up, and when he thought about he didn’t have anything to go back to that he could think of.

Royal feels that he should be happy about his early, successful career, but instead he feels like he’s stuck in a state of deja vu.

[sniffs]

mork

[chaotic creativity]

Mark

[nano.]

hnnnnnng i'm depressed gotta pull out

[SilentMelody]

username; SilentMelody | name; Lokelani (meaning "small red rose" in Hawaiian) | gender; transfemale

Lokelani's favorite song is Addict with a Pen by Twenty One Pilots.

This song is one she can heavily relate to, and she loves the lyrics. Lokelani aspires to be similar to her parents, so she wants to be a songwriter and be the mind behind the famous singers. The kit is easily anxious and has a lot of demons, so for her songwriting is a therapy. Although it's a sense of therapy, Lokelani takes pride in her writing and wants someone to sing them someday. However, she would never sing them herself because she's too anxious.

She's never been very religious either, but this song helps her connect more to God. Lokelani has gotten lost many times in life, and she wants to make up for the times she was angry at God. She blamed him for many things that happened in her life. The kit used to even blame him for not letting her be born as the proper gender, but she's released that anger and blame from her soul.

[fuiuki]

Username: fuiuki
Kit name: Hailey
Prompt:
Song: Livin' on a prayer

Hailey's parents loved music, just as much as Hailey himself did. His mom's favourite was Livin' on a prayer, as cliché as it is. It was popular though, and Hailey loved it just as much, it related a lot to their lives after all. So when Hailey's mom got sick, he played the song non-stop at her bedside. He was hoping that hearing her favourite music would make her better. When she wasn't improving, Hailey decided to learn how to play the song on guitar, and how to sing it. He didn't have time to learn it before his mom passed. At her funeral, he did his best to play a shoddy version of the song. That was ok however. His mom would be proud of his effort, and love the music anyway.
It's been many years, but he still practices the song. He's gotten really really good at it, and at playing and singing in general actually. Although he plays a lot of music now, Livin' on a prayer will always be the one song that started his music interest. Yes, it holds many painful memories. It would be easy to never listen to it again, to not be reminded of the memories tied to the old song. But he couldn't give it up. It meant too much to him, to his family, to his history as a person... and he hoped, somewhere, to his mom still. He was gonna practice until he could play and sing it perfectly, and only when it was perfect would he stop. For now, it was his way of dealing with his grief and loss, even after so many years. It drives him forward, it keeps him strong, and for every pang of pain, it lifts him higher and he gets stronger, for what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

Every time he made the notes of the song sing, he could feel his mom's embrace. He would keep practicing, keep playing. For his mom, and for his future.

[huddson]

mark,,,

[viridxty]

Mark!

[bee]

mmm mark