username: nermal1999
name: Lincoln
gender: Male
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theme song: I'm Still Here ( Treasure planet)personality: Lincoln has always come off as a no good rule breaker as he seems to always do as he pleases.
One could say the reason for this was because he never really truly had a father figure in his life. Now that isn't to say that Lincoln didn't have a father it was more like he was the type that was always going and never staying, and if he were to come home it would almost always end in a fight with his mother.
So Lincoln had to grown use to just being with his mother and the only memories of his father that he could remember were the ones that were best forgotten. And though he loved his mother there was always an empty place in Lincoln's life one that could never be replaced.
And though he did have his grandfather to help guide him through life it was never really the same especially when he would look around to see others with their fathers, and each time it was more and more painful as it was just another reminder of what he was missing.
So for most of Lincoln's life, he had locked himself away from the world and had slowly grown more and more free minded and do to the lack of better teachings in Lincoln's teen years he would often get into trouble, which only brought stress to his mother and at that point most came to know him as a trouble maker.
And though he has gotten better over the years, he could never seem to shake that Truble maker name from himself
As most still saw him as the same scared naive boy he was
Who could only cause havoc and destroy the peace.
At that point he became so sick and tired of it all and just wanted to escape the place in which he called home
he wanted so badly to reach out to the sun and see were it would take him, to see if he had a place in this world were he could be himself, but most importantly he wanted to prove that he was much more than what others saw him as, he wanted to show that he didn't need a father to be a man who other's could look up to, and he wanted to become someone, someone his mother could be proud of and change the way the world saw him.
He had regretted his past and wanted to become better he wanted to see things he never saw, he wanted to learn things he was never taught, and he wanted to experience life to it's fullest and let go of his dark past and spread his wings and finally soar to the person he is now.
And though Lincoln had lived a messed up life it didn't mean he was a messed up person it just meant that he had a hard road ahead to become someone he wanted to be but with the love and support of his mother and grandfather the road ahead didn't seem as far.
He wanted to be someone who was kind, someone who was understanding and patient, someone who could give love freely and not long for it in return, someone others could feel safe with, and enjoy being around.
He wanted to be able to smile and not feel guilty, he wanted to feel the warmth of the sun on his face and be able to let go of his fears and doubts and just live happily without the thought of others affecting his mind.
He just wanted to be noticed for who he is, not for who he was let alone who his father was, all in all he just wants to know that it's ok to be himself his true self.
And so through the years Lincoln has slowly been able to reach a better place in his life, a place we're he's able to be happier than he was. But he still struggles to connect with others. As he still has a hard time opening up and he still gives off a closed off feeling but he has enjoyed being able to travel around and learn new things about the world around him.
And no matter how far he goes he still holds the love for his mother close in his heart.
And though he still goes through life unnoticed by many
He's able to smile, and laugh, and enjoy he's life with those he loves beside him.
Thank you so much for the opportunity!!!
And for the one-day extension I really appreciate it!!
Good luck everyone! please forgive any misspellings and poor grammar I tried my best to fix any mistakes