
- username: mid-life
kalon name: seosin "sin"
literal name meaning: "seo" - west, "sin" - god
personality:
seosin is stern, hardworking, and can be overbearing because of his job as the autumn reaper. however, in actuality, he is empathetic towards the kalons whose souls he reaps and is generous in granting them immunity. he struggles with reaping the souls of kits; for this reason, he leaves their souls until the last week of autumn. he works diligently on every task he is assigned and gets it done efficiently. seosin doesn’t let his work accumulate since he often stresses if he procrastinates, instead, he works continuously, resting only when all kalons in his town have drifted to sleep. [ 100 /100 ]
fall palette:
- ▉ #F8EFB6 - ▉ #D09C8E - ▉ #D77067 - ▉ #724559 -
how do they feel about fall?:
every year in september, at the start of autumn, seosin is rebirthed with no memory of his past life, except for the job he is expected to perform: to harvest kalons' souls who have withered with the autumn wind and provide them judgment: eternal suffering or eternal life. during this harvest, kalons can be passed over by the great autumn reaper if their lives are lead with truth, prosperity, and honor, three highly distinguished characteristics in accordance with leading a "successful" life. at the end of fall, he knows he will wither away like all of the souls he collects. for this very reason, seosin remains conflicted on his feelings about autumn; on one hand, he is given the blessing of life, but also brings forth death on earth and is fated to have a short life that is commanded by an unknown authority. he dislikes not having full control over his own life, which is made up through possessing power and authority over others' lives- a cruel and evil irony that seosin must suffer. seosin doesn't feel like he gets the freedom he deserves and instead feels trapped in an endless loop, which repeats with the arrival of autumn. he wishes he could experience the other three seasons, since he has not seen, or smelled, or touched, or tasted, but only heard of, their magnificence from the passersby in the quiet town of rufina, which he is assigned to.
this is not to say that he doesn't admire the season he tends to- in fact, he loves almost everything about the festivities in autumn; the warm hues, the spooky pumpkins and gourds, the little kits wandering around in their costumes on all hallow's eve, candy corn, the crinkle of reddish leaves on the ground, warm fuzzy boots, the crisp autumn air, and much, much more. his negative feelings towards autumn are purely selfish; he is given a lot that normal kalons would be honored to have, but it is natural instinct to want what we can’t have. in this case, it is his freedom.
he craves the ability to live as a normal kalon for at least one day; falling in love, experiencing life day by day, seeing the beauty of the world outside of rufina, and conversing with and developing relationships with other kalons. on the other hand, he gets to quietly observe the fall festivities, without the stress of making delicious food for family members, planning out costumes, or buying spooky decorations- more reasons why he is indecisive when it comes to his feelings towards autumn. seosin seeks for something out of the ordinary from his usual, dull life, but is also afraid of any changes that may occur. [ 452 / 500 ]